09-17-2020, 12:26 AM
FAIT "BIRD" AXTENES !
{ SPEAKS #d2691e ☆ PALMCLAN ☆ TAGS }
tender were the memories of being curled up in her father's side, asleep to the lullabies of birds and her father's voice, his paw resting daintily on her flank. inhaling his scent mixed with the scent of peat and petrichor, scent mingling and twining it's way into the scent trail, the abhorrent sense of dizziness making her stomach roll and rend. memories fleeting and held close to heart, lost in the sinuous pathways of nightmares and dreams, inspiring things that could not and should not be. expelling a strained breath as she laid in his side, her paws over her own ears, the musk of ursuline patriarch flowing over and throughout her senses, scent bringing her peace and the ability to relax. above the crash and clamor of cannonade disrupting the delicacy of ears affixed to cranium by mitt of pale autumnal shade. bright luminescence blinded blue slate eyes barely peeking out from the wealth of fur and warmth, her mewls soft and drowned through the cacophony of the gods' spite. such sounds, far from a minstrel's wandering tone, brought great agony to the cub, her whimpers heard by her father, his paw pulling her closer to his side.blinking now against the abysmal sky, fluorescent lights twinkling so very far away, the kiss of brine-fraut winds against her ears, the howl of the main whipping through the thin air, her head pounding as if the gods had taken hammer and nail to her skull. mundane and faint the drumming of loam and foam upon rocky shelf, a sound so welling that quickly it overcame the numbing of feelings and inhibitions of instincts faltering in favor of peace. sharp and jagged the inhale that brought life back to the dimming body of the child, tibs and entire skeleton aching as if she had been thrown a great distance, her whiskers rumpled and pressed deep into her fur. here in this foreign land, where giants slept and curses ran abound, this was not adref. tad was not there, there was no comfort from her sire pressed against her side, merely only his smokey scent so far and distant in her nostrils. alone was she in the cold, her body throbbing and aching as if hellfire ran like liquid through her veins, her lungs expanding and collapsing upon themselves, each respiration a vexation to her paramount recovery.
claws curling and unfurling, ragged gasps and pants slipping between sore and cracked lips, dry eyes soaking in iodized tears. nails taking hold and dragging across stone, she prayed for the strength to stand bearing the weight of her body, head low and far too cumbersome to wrench up to the sky, vertigo making a play place of her mind. choking on her own tongue, she spat, coughing and catching on her own breath and vital liquids, blood splattering on the ground. her jaw ached like nothing else, as if she had felt her father's mitt by mistake instead of his salmon. ears ringing, stomach upon end, she held her breath and waited for the nausea to tame itself and settle aggressively in the pits of her guts. when she felt herself steady enough to move, she limped from the water's edge, the siren song of the ocean serenading her. she could only remember the heavy presence of malignant beings, dirty breath and angry eyes pressing in as They stole her away, took her from her father, reminding him of his punishment for having her and raising her. steady and uneven the path she strolled upon, paws too wide to fit the grooves left before her by many a generation.
autumn-loved pelt standing out against the natural formations, she held in the shattered sobs, remembering the threats to her father, that his blindness had been her fault for having a child. autumn was not to have children, no season was to be a parent to a mortal or immortal. was she still to be a vessel for the return of spring? she was only a child ... only a child who did everything she could. 'behave' They had told her, or her tad, would be hurt for her misbehavior. who was she to know better? he was her world and she would do anything to protect him. if only she could find him ... and know he was safe. raising her head up to the night sky, constellation and galaxy looking down so coldly, she took an uneven rasping breath, laying to rest frayed nerves, for this surely must be a test, yes? exhaling, she drew in another breath, speaking out a gentle, "[color=#d2691e]Helo? ble mae yma?", she spoke quietly, the cub's eyes sparkling with unshed tears, her breath clinging to her whiskers, lips trembling. oh why couldn't she be at home? this had to be close to home and her father ...
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adref - home
tad - father
helo? ble mae yma? - hello? where is here? (roughly - she's speaking welsh and knows fluent english but was raised speaking welsh)
BRING YOUR SECRETS, BRING YOUR SCARS !