07-16-2018, 07:03 PM
the subtle grace of gravity
[align=center]code by spacexual
Jacob's eyes widened in absolute horror when he heard Goldie's voice. He never would've taken his bandages off if he knew she was in here while he did it. Immediate terror flooded him and he spoke without thinking, "Goldie! No, no, ya' can't see me right' now Goldie! Jus' lay back down 'm fine, I'll take care ah' it. I-I-I'm fine, I jus' gotta' find my bandages n' my sweaters-" his terror was clear as he tried to rush the girl to bed before she could properly see him. He didn't want her to see him like this. Then he heard Deniz's voice and he felt both distress and relief, somehow. He made his way to the door so he could better hear him. "Pinch! Oh, gosh, Pinch, m-m-my- my-" As he tried to speak, he felt his throat tighten and his eyes cloud with tears again. No, he couldn't think about how he was a bad future husband. He just needed something to cover himself. "My bandages. I took them off to... well, I just, I was thinkin'-" his voice broke as he tired to think of a reason to explain himself. He didn't even take all that off to wash the bandages, he'd just make sure he had at least one fresh pair to wear when he went to clean all of it.
"I took it off because- I was gonna show ya' Pinch. I was gonna show ya'-" his voice broke again as he tried to hold back a sob and he cursed himself for being so sensitive about it. Deniz wasn't ashamed of his scars. "It don' matter now, ya' wouldn' like ta' see it anyway. The point it, I don' have my bandages n' Goldie is in 'ere with me n' ya'll are out there tryin' ta' get in but ya' know how I am, Pinch, n'-" he stopped when he heard another voice, which he recognized as Solveig. The thought of even more people made his heart pound and his breath caught in his chest. There were more people. Not just him, Pincher, and Goldie. They were all going to see him. His head hurt so bad. The burning sensation was getting worse and he let out a soft whimper, closing his eyes and trying to slow his breathing which seemed intent on only speeding up. Then he heard her mention coming in, that she couldn't feel his mind, whatever that meant. "No! N-N-No! Ya'-ya' can't come in! Pinch! Don' let them! Pinch!" His words were now sobs and pleads as he hoped his fiance wouldn't let them see him. He felt tears rolling down his face and his breathing was in gasps now as he kept panicking. They couldn't see him. No one could see him.
"I took it off because- I was gonna show ya' Pinch. I was gonna show ya'-" his voice broke again as he tried to hold back a sob and he cursed himself for being so sensitive about it. Deniz wasn't ashamed of his scars. "It don' matter now, ya' wouldn' like ta' see it anyway. The point it, I don' have my bandages n' Goldie is in 'ere with me n' ya'll are out there tryin' ta' get in but ya' know how I am, Pinch, n'-" he stopped when he heard another voice, which he recognized as Solveig. The thought of even more people made his heart pound and his breath caught in his chest. There were more people. Not just him, Pincher, and Goldie. They were all going to see him. His head hurt so bad. The burning sensation was getting worse and he let out a soft whimper, closing his eyes and trying to slow his breathing which seemed intent on only speeding up. Then he heard her mention coming in, that she couldn't feel his mind, whatever that meant. "No! N-N-No! Ya'-ya' can't come in! Pinch! Don' let them! Pinch!" His words were now sobs and pleads as he hoped his fiance wouldn't let them see him. He felt tears rolling down his face and his breathing was in gasps now as he kept panicking. They couldn't see him. No one could see him.
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