09-10-2019, 04:58 PM
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It is a question that you find yourself unable to answer, unable to think about without the painful feeling of anxiety clawing up your throat. Perhaps it is because you know that it is something that can never be answered, a question that you must learn to accept you will never find closure with. It's hard not knowing, hard being left in the dark when all your efforts to understand lead to more dead ends.
Reaper?
Horseman?
Angel?
Demon?
Eldritch Monster?
So many answers, but none of them could ever possibly come close to explaining you. For some of your siblings you know this gives them peace, allows them to pretend that they aren't freaks of nature—that they have a chance to be normal in a world designed to destroy them. It puts you on edge, causes the call of the void to scream louder and louder as you tumble down a road that you cannot come back from.
It was when you looked into your baba's eyes that you knew the truth ( or as close as you could get ), that everything you would ever accomplish would mean nothing. Your existence is a sham, an abnormality created by two beings who were never truly meant to create something—at least, not together. Of course you aren't alone in this world, not completely, there are other beings out there who share your fate; could you even call them family? In a sense they are your siblings, but what kinship do you share with them? Are the bonds you forged in the other realm true, or the continuation of a devious lie. It was something you would never know, but something that would haunt you until the end of time.
Nothing, you think.
Maybe that's what you are.
Daphne would rather die ( [i]again ) than ever admit to being lonely; however, she knew that the ache in her chest was not one that she could alleviate on her own. After everything had happened, after each of her siblings found themselves spiraling into different directions as they all claimed a small piece of this universe, Daphne found herself alone. Always pitifully alone. It wasn't hard at first, being by herself that is. No, it had been exhilarating in only the way a child feels the moment they gain true freedom—or the illusion of it. Daphne relished in her ability to be herself without worry of her family, without worry of rules, laws, or other conflicting factors that may stand in her way. She held no responsibilities, a type of lifestyle that one knew would and could never stand against the test of time. The feeling was strong, yes, but was quick to be snuffed out.
It blazed like a wildfire, and left ash and dust in its wake.
She would never admit it aloud, swore up and down she wouldn't, but maybe if she found a place to call her own—if only for a short time—maybe she would overcome this annoying desire. It made her weak, at least in her terms of immortality. She wouldn't be picky about where she started, but she knew that it had to be a place that would welcome her without a second thought. So she found herself here, idly watching the tide roll over the sand as she took a moment to compose herself in the body she had created. It felt being like this, having something to hold her being together rather than allowing it to spread freely; there was a part of her that detested the restriction, but another who relished in being so put together. It was confusing, frustrating, and Daphne found herself excited.
"Hel-lo!" she yelled, chest rumbling as she spoke for the first time.
She had no place, but she was determined to make one.
[ ooc ; oof it's been awhile this might be a little scattered / clunky, just ignore it i have no idea what i'm doing ]
It is a question that you find yourself unable to answer, unable to think about without the painful feeling of anxiety clawing up your throat. Perhaps it is because you know that it is something that can never be answered, a question that you must learn to accept you will never find closure with. It's hard not knowing, hard being left in the dark when all your efforts to understand lead to more dead ends.
Reaper?
Horseman?
Angel?
Demon?
Eldritch Monster?
So many answers, but none of them could ever possibly come close to explaining you. For some of your siblings you know this gives them peace, allows them to pretend that they aren't freaks of nature—that they have a chance to be normal in a world designed to destroy them. It puts you on edge, causes the call of the void to scream louder and louder as you tumble down a road that you cannot come back from.
It was when you looked into your baba's eyes that you knew the truth ( or as close as you could get ), that everything you would ever accomplish would mean nothing. Your existence is a sham, an abnormality created by two beings who were never truly meant to create something—at least, not together. Of course you aren't alone in this world, not completely, there are other beings out there who share your fate; could you even call them family? In a sense they are your siblings, but what kinship do you share with them? Are the bonds you forged in the other realm true, or the continuation of a devious lie. It was something you would never know, but something that would haunt you until the end of time.
Nothing, you think.
Maybe that's what you are.
Daphne would rather die ( [i]again ) than ever admit to being lonely; however, she knew that the ache in her chest was not one that she could alleviate on her own. After everything had happened, after each of her siblings found themselves spiraling into different directions as they all claimed a small piece of this universe, Daphne found herself alone. Always pitifully alone. It wasn't hard at first, being by herself that is. No, it had been exhilarating in only the way a child feels the moment they gain true freedom—or the illusion of it. Daphne relished in her ability to be herself without worry of her family, without worry of rules, laws, or other conflicting factors that may stand in her way. She held no responsibilities, a type of lifestyle that one knew would and could never stand against the test of time. The feeling was strong, yes, but was quick to be snuffed out.
It blazed like a wildfire, and left ash and dust in its wake.
She would never admit it aloud, swore up and down she wouldn't, but maybe if she found a place to call her own—if only for a short time—maybe she would overcome this annoying desire. It made her weak, at least in her terms of immortality. She wouldn't be picky about where she started, but she knew that it had to be a place that would welcome her without a second thought. So she found herself here, idly watching the tide roll over the sand as she took a moment to compose herself in the body she had created. It felt being like this, having something to hold her being together rather than allowing it to spread freely; there was a part of her that detested the restriction, but another who relished in being so put together. It was confusing, frustrating, and Daphne found herself excited.
"Hel-lo!" she yelled, chest rumbling as she spoke for the first time.
She had no place, but she was determined to make one.
[ ooc ; oof it's been awhile this might be a little scattered / clunky, just ignore it i have no idea what i'm doing ]
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「 DAMN SON, THESE BITCHES WANT SOME ; 」
[i]DAMN SON, THESE BITCHES WANT SOME
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