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The world was a weird kinda place. Accepting a lack of control over it was the first step towards tolerating it, even enjoying it, but living creatures always tried to find a way to exist on top. To win. It had taken Theo a long fucking time to learn how to survive like that and settle down at the same time — what he knew was that life favored people who held their own, so he did. A few months old and steadily ignored until he was convenient, a little older and tucked into warm fabric, held safely in the gentle spotlight of someone who actually gave a shit if he lived or died. Looking back, he knows he was the sort of sweet that got him whatever he wanted, big brown eyes and a bouncy sort of pleading whine. It wasn't tough, he wasn't tough, but it had gotten him everything he needed and a little more. Just enough to thrive. He'd grown up since then, with scars and a little less softness, a playful sort of innocence now wielded like a weapon. When he rolls over to submit, it's with every intention of ending the fight with his teeth in their throat when they think he's accepted loss. The world was weird and nobody was in control. Lesson number one, something everyone wants to skip.
Or maybe it was just some sort of excuse. If he pretended like the bad things weren't his fault, he didn't have to ache over everything that went wrong. If he assured himself that there was nothing he could have done — if that was his intention, he'd failed at it long ago. For all of his father's gentle care (and paranoia in equal measure), he couldn't have prepared him for the world in front of him. It's chaotic, he keeps saying that. (Maybe he's reminding himself, trying to keep it ingrained. This is how life is, don't forget it.) Theo had been two years old when what he thought he had started crumbling, and it didn't stop for an entire lifetime. There are still days it aches, but still he's older and more certain, better adjusted. Sort of. The lion still can't seem to fully settle down; there's a reason he's headed where he is today.
A bright but surprisingly mellow midday sun brightens the reds and whites of Theseus's fur as he approaches the rather strange border this group uses, a few steps ahead of his much larger and less colorful companion, though not so far ahead to leave him out of the picture. Though there's been a comfortable silence between them for a few minutes now, he's found himself continually turned around just to look. This time, he turns around fully and then stops. It's low tide and his paws are still dry, everything's nice out, and maybe he's sorta — curious. Sometimes that's just how things are between them. Neither really protested, even when it took a few minutes of pestering to get their answers. They've got time, anyway. It will be a minute before people realize that their strange railroad has visitors. He has yet to ring the bell showing that they're even here. When he flicks his tail and looks up at Doktè, it's with a gentle tilt of his head, something both earnest and honest, though it doesn't entirely lack the same sort of mischievousness that had earned him all of his nicknames from the other.
"Why'd you come? Here, I mean. With me."
The world was a weird kinda place. Accepting a lack of control over it was the first step towards tolerating it, even enjoying it, but living creatures always tried to find a way to exist on top. To win. It had taken Theo a long fucking time to learn how to survive like that and settle down at the same time — what he knew was that life favored people who held their own, so he did. A few months old and steadily ignored until he was convenient, a little older and tucked into warm fabric, held safely in the gentle spotlight of someone who actually gave a shit if he lived or died. Looking back, he knows he was the sort of sweet that got him whatever he wanted, big brown eyes and a bouncy sort of pleading whine. It wasn't tough, he wasn't tough, but it had gotten him everything he needed and a little more. Just enough to thrive. He'd grown up since then, with scars and a little less softness, a playful sort of innocence now wielded like a weapon. When he rolls over to submit, it's with every intention of ending the fight with his teeth in their throat when they think he's accepted loss. The world was weird and nobody was in control. Lesson number one, something everyone wants to skip.
Or maybe it was just some sort of excuse. If he pretended like the bad things weren't his fault, he didn't have to ache over everything that went wrong. If he assured himself that there was nothing he could have done — if that was his intention, he'd failed at it long ago. For all of his father's gentle care (and paranoia in equal measure), he couldn't have prepared him for the world in front of him. It's chaotic, he keeps saying that. (Maybe he's reminding himself, trying to keep it ingrained. This is how life is, don't forget it.) Theo had been two years old when what he thought he had started crumbling, and it didn't stop for an entire lifetime. There are still days it aches, but still he's older and more certain, better adjusted. Sort of. The lion still can't seem to fully settle down; there's a reason he's headed where he is today.
A bright but surprisingly mellow midday sun brightens the reds and whites of Theseus's fur as he approaches the rather strange border this group uses, a few steps ahead of his much larger and less colorful companion, though not so far ahead to leave him out of the picture. Though there's been a comfortable silence between them for a few minutes now, he's found himself continually turned around just to look. This time, he turns around fully and then stops. It's low tide and his paws are still dry, everything's nice out, and maybe he's sorta — curious. Sometimes that's just how things are between them. Neither really protested, even when it took a few minutes of pestering to get their answers. They've got time, anyway. It will be a minute before people realize that their strange railroad has visitors. He has yet to ring the bell showing that they're even here. When he flicks his tail and looks up at Doktè, it's with a gentle tilt of his head, something both earnest and honest, though it doesn't entirely lack the same sort of mischievousness that had earned him all of his nicknames from the other.
"Why'd you come? Here, I mean. With me."