HEARTCHART:
★ — would kill
★ — would punch
★ — would punch someone for them
★ — would feel comfortable opening up to
★ — would marry
★ — would die for
★ — enjoys their company
★ — wants to know better
★ — you're kinda stuck with him
★ — guilty about / of
★ — would do anything for
★ — worries about
★ — careful around
★ — protective of
★ — trusts with small things
★ — trusts with most things
★ — trusts with literally everything
★ — restrained hatred
★ — strong dislike
★ — disdain
★— fears
★ — rivals
★ — hurt by
★ — envies
★ — unsure
★ — confused by
★ — curious about
★ — decent but not close
★ — amused by
★ — family
★ — friend
★ — close friend
★ — admires
★ — respects
★ — adores
★ — faintly crushing on
★ — crushing on
★ — one true love
★ — would punch
★ — would punch someone for them
★ — would feel comfortable opening up to
★ — would marry
★ — would die for
★ — enjoys their company
★ — wants to know better
★ — you're kinda stuck with him
★ — guilty about / of
★ — would do anything for
★ — worries about
★ — careful around
★ — protective of
★ — trusts with small things
★ — trusts with most things
★ — trusts with literally everything
★ — restrained hatred
★ — strong dislike
★ — disdain
★— fears
★ — rivals
★ — hurt by
★ — envies
★ — unsure
★ — confused by
★ — curious about
★ — decent but not close
★ — amused by
★ — family
★ — friend
★ — close friend
★ — admires
★ — respects
★ — adores
★ — faintly crushing on
★ — crushing on
★ — one true love
Spoiler:
— "Goldie...there's so much I want to say about her but I'll end up rambling like some crazy father. But...I don't care if I seem that way because she has changed so much in my life, she is like the first ray of morning sunshine that hits your face when you step out into the cold world. Hell, she outshines the sun. I was not a good father at first, I-I was afraid due to me being a failure of a father when I wasn't able to save Donovan and Theo - my firstborn sons. I...I guess their deaths struck me into the belief that the people I care about always leave or end up getting hurt because of me. So, I distanced myself in the beginning from Goldie and Blue when they were born, not wanting to get attached because I believed they would just be hurt by it. Then Goldie came to me. She decided to take the step forward that I couldn't take and confronted me with such a rare kind of love that I still feel shock when she smiles at me and brushes up against me. Goldie saved me. She saved me from believing that I was all alone and that I didn't need anyone. Every time she tells me that she loves me, my heart melts. She has such a radiance to her that I can't truly describe, the one that is otherwordly. I remember every little detail of her when she was so tiny and small, I wanted to protect her and shield her from the dangers that this world had because I didn't want to lose her, I didn't want her to die because I knew that if she died and I had not been able to be there for her, I wouldn't forgive myself. She doesn't deserve the pain I gave her when I died, when I had let my stubborness put my family beside when I thought I could save myself. Goldie has taught me humility, to be able to trust others with my life and I trust Goldie so much. She works so hard and I couldn't be prouder. I worry that she gets that horrible workaholic habit from me..heh, like father, like daughter. She is everything I wanted in a child and I can't wait to see her grow up to become such a beautiful brave woman. I'm sure she will blow us all away with that light of hers. Despite being attacked and hurt by the world, she has so much love. For me, for her family, for everyone. Sometimes I feel like the reason why I want to do so much is that she motivates me to create a better future for her despite you know, being pirates and all...I want to give her everything I never had. She deserves everything good in this world and I swear that nothing will stop me until it's hers. Despite no longer having an actual heart in my chest now, Goldie reminds me every day how much love I can feel for my family especially her. I want my greatest treasure to know that she has been the best thing that has happened to me. That no matter how dark things may seem and if I ever pass over from this life, that she knows that her Papa will always love her."
Spoiler:
— "Jacob changed me for the better. Yeah, I want to start off with that because it's the first thing that I think of when I hear his name. Better. Better than what I deserve. Become better for him to at least show much I care about him. Honestly, I've never told him but our relationship didn't start as romantic as he may tell you, I...was using him. I wanted to use him to get close to Snowbound and have an ally that I could use despite strategically not my best move since it's pure fucking snow there.
the ruby sunset waters hide a resurrected lover
