08-05-2018, 09:29 PM
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goldenluxury "goldie" roux — female — the typhoon — tags
//continuation of this thread (no one will know who attacked her) + injuries include deep injuries in her back where her third-degree burns were healing and damage to her spinal cord - parts of her spine is visible and it almost appears someone was trying to split her in half
it felt awful. this feeling is foreign to her. she had never felt quite like this before. perhaps she had gotten a glimpse of it, when her papa had died, but this was so much worse now. it felt so awful. it filled her so intensely. it was grand. it was overwhelming. the fear. she had never felt so scared. she was absolutely terrified.
they were all at risk now, if she slipped up, and there was nothing she could do about it. she could not take him on. she didn't have the power to. she could not protect her family from him, not unless she did exactly as he said - say nothing. then she may stand a chance. and, she knew her family was strong, too, but who would she be to put them in danger? how could she possibly do that to them? no, she couldn't. she was already failing enough as is. she couldn't do this to them, too.
she needed to fix her mistake. she could not mess up. there was absolutely no room for error. and, the worst part of it was, she knew what he planned now. he told her what he was going to do to deldrach. she couldn't let him do that, but she couldn't tell anyone. she couldn't ask for help, 'less she risked everyone she loved getting hurt in the process too. if he was just threatening her, this would be different.
if goldie would be the only victim, this could be so different. she could deal with that - others could deal with that. they would be okay in the end, and so would she. she'd said her goodbyes when she thought she was going to die over a month ago now, so most of them would have already heard what she needed to say. there was so much she could say, but there was only limited time. but, she was not the only victim. it would not be okay if she screwed this up.
the young girl smelled of soothing candles and blood. her body laid frozen within the abandoned shack, simply trembling from fear and pain. the ground around her was covered in her own blood. she could not feel her hind legs much more than a tiny sensation that they were there, and her front legs weren't much better either. she felt like she could not move. but, she had to. she had to get out of here. she had to find a way to help deldrach. that was her goal now. she needed to stay alive for this.
goldie slowly and shakily began to move her front legs, touching them to the wall she had been thrown into. she painfully moved to pushed on the ground below her, causing her to slowly elevate, only to fall again. she let out a small cry, huffing in pain. the bengal kitten waited a few moments, trying again now. she was able to painfully push herself upward, her stance low and hind legs nearly limp.
her head hung low and she began to painfully struggle towards the exit, dragging herself close to the ground. she gasped from the movement and pain, agony and horror clear in her expression. she pushed herself out, breaths harsh as she stepped onto the sand. she managed to drag herself for a few more steps before collapsing onto her side, small cries exiting her.
fortunate for the little girl, her harpy eagle had been searching for her since she had ran off. lynn landed at her side quickly, letting out alarmed screes. tears formed in her eyes and she reached out towards lynn, breaths pained and eyes terrified. her back was covered in blood, the previously healing injuries now destroyed with new ones and parts of her spine stuck out near her shoulders, seeming to have been almost crushed in half.
if others were worried about her not getting rest before, it would seem they wouldn't need to now. she had no choice.
it felt awful. this feeling is foreign to her. she had never felt quite like this before. perhaps she had gotten a glimpse of it, when her papa had died, but this was so much worse now. it felt so awful. it filled her so intensely. it was grand. it was overwhelming. the fear. she had never felt so scared. she was absolutely terrified.
they were all at risk now, if she slipped up, and there was nothing she could do about it. she could not take him on. she didn't have the power to. she could not protect her family from him, not unless she did exactly as he said - say nothing. then she may stand a chance. and, she knew her family was strong, too, but who would she be to put them in danger? how could she possibly do that to them? no, she couldn't. she was already failing enough as is. she couldn't do this to them, too.
she needed to fix her mistake. she could not mess up. there was absolutely no room for error. and, the worst part of it was, she knew what he planned now. he told her what he was going to do to deldrach. she couldn't let him do that, but she couldn't tell anyone. she couldn't ask for help, 'less she risked everyone she loved getting hurt in the process too. if he was just threatening her, this would be different.
if goldie would be the only victim, this could be so different. she could deal with that - others could deal with that. they would be okay in the end, and so would she. she'd said her goodbyes when she thought she was going to die over a month ago now, so most of them would have already heard what she needed to say. there was so much she could say, but there was only limited time. but, she was not the only victim. it would not be okay if she screwed this up.
the young girl smelled of soothing candles and blood. her body laid frozen within the abandoned shack, simply trembling from fear and pain. the ground around her was covered in her own blood. she could not feel her hind legs much more than a tiny sensation that they were there, and her front legs weren't much better either. she felt like she could not move. but, she had to. she had to get out of here. she had to find a way to help deldrach. that was her goal now. she needed to stay alive for this.
goldie slowly and shakily began to move her front legs, touching them to the wall she had been thrown into. she painfully moved to pushed on the ground below her, causing her to slowly elevate, only to fall again. she let out a small cry, huffing in pain. the bengal kitten waited a few moments, trying again now. she was able to painfully push herself upward, her stance low and hind legs nearly limp.
her head hung low and she began to painfully struggle towards the exit, dragging herself close to the ground. she gasped from the movement and pain, agony and horror clear in her expression. she pushed herself out, breaths harsh as she stepped onto the sand. she managed to drag herself for a few more steps before collapsing onto her side, small cries exiting her.
fortunate for the little girl, her harpy eagle had been searching for her since she had ran off. lynn landed at her side quickly, letting out alarmed screes. tears formed in her eyes and she reached out towards lynn, breaths pained and eyes terrified. her back was covered in blood, the previously healing injuries now destroyed with new ones and parts of her spine stuck out near her shoulders, seeming to have been almost crushed in half.
if others were worried about her not getting rest before, it would seem they wouldn't need to now. she had no choice.
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.