⌠✬★*´´☽ — PRAY FOR THE WICKED ⌡

[drachen]

Spoiler:

★ JOSIAH
★ FORMERLY BURNED REMAINS OF A DEAD BOY/DEADBOY IN A PAST LIFE
★ biologically intersex | identifies as male and uses masculine
★ appears as a young adult | spiritual a child | born ??/??/?? | ages at roleplayer's discretion
★ wanderer | will join blackfall
★ nephilim; unaware of what he is
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★ EGYPTIAN-CAUCASIAN | 5'6 | 145 lbs | ATHLETIC BUILD | HEALTH: 100%
— overall description
— description
— youthful look by nature; can be mistaken for a teen at times
— wears clothing article, clothing article, clothing article
— eye color
— smells like scent, scent, scent

— generous, impressionable, naive, protective
— description here

★ MICHAEL X KATE
— adopted by no one
★ ??romantic ??sexual | single, not looking | no crushes | no "maybe" crushes | no future crushes
— ½ ⅓ ¼ ⅕ ⅙ ⅛ of shiphere
— trusts: tba

★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in underline and [member=1366]JOSIAH[/member]  or risk being ignored
★ peaceful/non-violent actions can be powerplayed
★ do not ask to capture, torture, maim/serious harm, or kill. minor injuries are allowed
★ won't start fights | will end fights | only captures if necessary | will kill of pushed to the breaking point | mercy is shown to everyone

[drachen]

tiny gun emoji @ father
i am a good boy ur just jealous dad

stares

i created you and i will absorb you rIGHT BACK
so watch your tone, boy

[pallid-i]

cRIES
DAD NO PWEASE I WANT TO LIVE

[drachen]

i thought so

[drachen]

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*:･✧ —- THE BROKEN GOD | 5/2/2018:

GENERAL —- ✧ living with your eyes closed, wondering which way to go
✧ blood of a slaughtered lamb | lambslaughter and slaughteredlamb are used interchangeably | lamb for short
✧ assigned male at birth | identifies as male and uses masculine pronouns | sometimes referred as "they" like the rest of his siblings and doesn't mind if others use neutral pronouns
✧ twenty one years old | born april eighth | ages real time
✧ residing in the badlands | carries the noviozo rank

OTHER —- ✧ drowning in the darkness, cause you're too afraid to glow
✧ fled the forgotten on the night he was supposed to get married to neophyte (arranged to be wife), but left before doing the vows, stating he had no interest in women.
✧ in the cult, the forgotten, his family and he were regarded as gods. this is from his parents having knowledge in medicine and saving these people from the brink of death.
✧ rarely talks about his past and doesn't like to. only will reveal parts if he's extremely close to someone. the only insight people (the roleplayers) is through one-shots and memories if the thread has room for them.
✧ if a place seems to have cult tendencies then he'll avoid them or see if he believed it to be cult behavior, but it's actually normal and settles down. will (most likely) stay a noviozo because of this unless he's magically a soldier without going through the initiation (which i doubt).
✧ unaccustomed to the predominant amount of caucasians in the badlands since the forgotten is incredibly diverse and feels weird about this.
✧ limited knowledge on the english language and gets lost when someone talks a lot or word vomits as he likes to call it. even if someone doesn't word vomit, there's no guarantee he'll understand what you're saying. tends to get confused.
✧ has no idea that other languages exist aside from the oral language of the forgotten and english. will mistaken other spoken languages as sneezing or "english" he doesn't understand yet. would love to learn once he realises this
✧ tend to create "fitting" names for everyone he meets. it's unknown if he even knows or remembers their names despite the name of the character being written down. this is to help identify who is who in order for others not to get lost.
✧ deep ass voice. puberty didn't hit him hard, he hit puberty hard. at times his voice can be deep to the point of an individual being able to feel it in their chest (sometimes the soul if they really get taken off guard).

APPEARANCE —- ✧ reaching out for something
✧ physical health: 95%
✧ african-caucasian, caucasian being the more prominent gene | stands at 5'1 and weighs 130 lbs | lithe body build and has more muscle on the arms and upper torso, and carry or lift most people with ease; larger bodies and higher mass may prove to be difficult, but not impossible | short white hair with strands of brown here and there. this is from the early graying gene he received from his father | eyes are a deep brown | youthful features with a bit of fluff on the face. can sometimes be mistaken as a young teenager
✧ scarred facial features. all range in different sizes and pepper his face and body too. earned from the vigorous and relentless training with sacrifice, and has had plenty of broken bones. scars are caused from rocks, twigs, sticks, and branches scratching and/or colliding with his face and body.
✧ typically has a... minimalist type of style. doesn't like the feeling of shirts or shoes, and rarely wears them. someone has to convince him to wear them and it's not for long. currently, he dresses in a white tank top and gray shorts. will "lose" the shirt at some point and normally doesn't have it on when others aren't around. likes to wear the watch capricorn gave him when he knows he won't lose it.
✧ fair skinned and tries to tan if it's possible despite him getting burnt to a crisp every time. has faint red markings of the designs the cultists painted him with and will linger for a bit. also has plush–almost pouty–soft pink lips.
✧ warm. kind. gentle. all to describe his presence when he's around him. an air if gentleness of a loving mother and warmth of the sun shining down on your skin. radiating kindness of an innocent soul stained by the world, yet refusing to left it bend and shape him into something negative.
✧ can be considered angelic and breathtaking when the lighting is just right, as if heaven itself sent down an angel to earth

RELATIONSHIPS —- ✧ but you're always coming back with nothing
✧ homoromantic homosexual | single, though technically taken by capricorn | still devastated over capricorn's death and will never move on | would have crushed on any and all males, but because of this he is not looking to be in a new romantic relationship | unless someone manages to make an amazing love plot and offer it, lamb will remain single to the end
✧ his father is healing hands of the divine (divine) and mother is sanctification of loving grace (grace). older brother is deep pleasures of sacrificial love (sacrifice) and sister is beautiful tragedy of ritual madness; youngest out of his siblings. all are alive and living with the forgotten
✧ trusts everyone and friendly towards all. will never change no matter how many use and abuse this trust | you're automatically his friend even if you don't like him

PERSONALITY —- ✧ can't you feel the sunrise against your skin?
✧ mental health: 80%
✧ compassionate, patient, determined
✧ self-sacrificing, loyal, moralistic
✧ careless, foolish, gullible

INTERACTION —- ✧ illuminate the night; let the light in
✧ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in underline and [member=8529]lamb.[/member]
✧ peaceful/non-violent actions can be powerplayed
✧ do not ask to capture, torture, maim/serious harm, or kill. minor injuries are allowed
✧ refuses to fight and goes for the defense unless pushed to that point or it's absolutely necessary/unavoidable | won't capture or torture | won't kill unless pushed to that point or it's absolutely necessary/unavoidable | always shows mercy unless the situation is to the point that killing is the only option

[drachen]

[align=center][div style="borderwidth; width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt;"]i think i'll redo josiah's tags like lamb's

[drachen]

[align=center][div style="borderwidth; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 10pt;"]so i had this really weird dream and?? remembering it now, it was. odd.

there were these characters whose names i can't remember, but it was like a tv show? except it wasn't based after any tv show i've watched. something dealing with masters and subordinates?? they didn't have a specific name save for what they were. like "oh, that's a werewolf" or "that's a vampire" sort of deal. each common save for one, which i'll get in the next paragraph.

so i was viewing one character who just. didn't like the one that was attached to them? it's strange and i can't recall the full details, but this character shocked everyone because they were "evil" and rare to appear out in the open. of course, they didn't care and just wanted to care and look after this person i was at the time.

he just. hated the person who wanted to look after them. i know they have a specific name (well, more like being called their species name), but, again, i don't remember. i do know that a good portion of the others were surprised. anyway, he didn't like them. one bit. hell, he didn't even want to be involved at all and.

Spoiler:

killed himself. god, i remember him drowning himself because i could feel the water in my mouth and choking to the part of being unable to breathe. i didn't experience it fully since i went into a third person point of view, like a view game where you watch the character on screen, and i watched him drown to death.

the one who was looking after him and caring for him brought him back to life. sort of like. slamming his soul back into his body type of deal. after that it was a blur. literally. it felt like things were going by so fast until we got to the end. yes. it had an ending. the person i was "playing" or observing had finally accepted the one who wanted to look after him, but it was too late. they left.

until.

the voice of the individual came back saying. "so you want to be my–?" then that's it. cliffhanger of the century. it could have been master, friend, partner, or anything within that range since i had a feeling deep down it could have been any one of those things. maybe it was from me thinking about some concepts last night? possibly. it was something i was thinking about a lot before going to sleep. i might post it later.

[pallid-i]

baps dad
hewwo dad i need caaaashhhhh

for food bc i Hunger

[drachen]

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[drachen]

[align=center][div style="borderwidth; width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt;"]watch me make pluto because i miss my sophisticated god :C