05-14-2018, 06:29 PM
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[shadow=darkblue,right]KILLUA[/shadow]
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At an early age, Killua was taught that emotions were not something that should be shown toward anyone. Emotions showed weakness and it meant that someone could take advantage of that weakness. This was one of the teachings that his family had put him through that the wildcat had a difficult time breaking. The assassin knew that he should eventually start trusting others, but there was always that doubt in the back of his mind. Whether that doubt was his own or someone else's he wasn't quite sure anymore. Killua knew that there was some way that his family was manipulating his emotions, whether it be because they were around the area or they were doing it from a distance didn't matter. The wildcat knew that eventually, he would start to run out of options. He needed to make sure that his family was kept away from a place like this because everyone here was looking for their own lives and what they wanted for their future. He couldn't let them destroy that. Killua didn't trust anyone to talk to about his feelings and the horrible thoughts that he had about his family. The albino serval would even refuse to tell his own friend because he was afraid of what he would end up saying and how weak he would end up looking. He was supposed to strong compared to everyone else in the clans, and he didn't want to show weakness either. Yet, because of this Killua is prone to exploding once there is too much pressure on his shoulders. Killua knows that if he doesn't regulate his emotions, someone could end up hurt or even dead. With a larger creature like Aizawa, it could have the same effect on others. He and Stark were currently the largest creatures that lived in Snowbound to Killua's knowledge. He didn't have to worry about Stark breaking apart because the idiot rarely ever got that angry at someone and there wasn't a lot that was happening right now to piss off the tiger. Killua didn't know Aizawa enough though. The albino serval knew that Izuku knew the lion, but the medic wasn't here to help deal with his friend. Killua was horrible when it came to social interactions, and in most cases, Killua would have walked away at the lion's refusal to talk about what he was going through. As it wouldn't be any of his business to pry into the other's head what he was going through because the other had agreed to keep quiet about him using a power to help him. The only thing that was keeping the lion from revealing his power was his word, and that wasn't something that Killua could really rely on wholeheartedly. Killua would offer a shrug of his shoulders as the lion refused. "Hey man it's up to you. But it technically is my business because most larger species when they hold stuff in and it gets too much they go on a rampage. Not to mention whatever you're worried about will probably eat you alive in the span of a couple days." It was cruel what he said, but it was logical. Most larger animals were prone to aggression and aggressive rampages. He was thinking logically as if Aizawa wanted to, he could become a threat if he decided to attack other's out of nowhere if something triggered him to go berserk. A neutral look spread across his facial features as he didn't approach the situation like Jacob did.
snowbound -- snowstriker -- male -- 8 moons
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ASSASSINATION THE FAMILY TRADE
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albino serval | extreme difficulty | BIO