05-14-2021, 02:03 PM
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At the call, Ximen padded over and flopped onto his side in the dirt. He might not look like it, always lounging around taking naps as he did, but weariness tugged at his paws constantly. He worked in the small hours of the morning and the last gasp of sunlight before dusk fell, but the heat invaded even those hours.
Sighing, he stifled a yawn with a paw, least others assume him uninterested. To be fair, he sort of was… in that Tanglewoods hadn’t yet become a home for him. More like his sister’s home, which he’d overstayed his welcome, and either needed to get quick making roots or move on out.
He rubbed the side of his head with a paw. At least the mud felt cool against his fur. Maybe, after the meeting, he’d clean up the library as an excuse to drown his mind in more interesting worlds and problems than reality. His golden gaze glanced to the building in question before settling on Elsweyr.
Sighing, he stifled a yawn with a paw, least others assume him uninterested. To be fair, he sort of was… in that Tanglewoods hadn’t yet become a home for him. More like his sister’s home, which he’d overstayed his welcome, and either needed to get quick making roots or move on out.
He rubbed the side of his head with a paw. At least the mud felt cool against his fur. Maybe, after the meeting, he’d clean up the library as an excuse to drown his mind in more interesting worlds and problems than reality. His golden gaze glanced to the building in question before settling on Elsweyr.
UNEXPECTED YET EXPECTED —
— i wanted to hate / i wanted to die / i wanted to see you sacrificed / i had to deal with the fear you gave me / but you fucker never tried to help me / i was jealous and i was scared / nobody ever replaced my pain / to say i’m not evil, to tell I’m not bad / too late, i’m lost in human nature / leave me be / set me free / leave me be / set me free / the hardest thing to me is facing the fear i live / no one can help me now, it’s under my heart / i’ll come to know the living, my demons are inside / i’ll bring them all to light / ———— emerged from the dark I come to life!