05-10-2018, 04:21 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-10-2018, 04:22 PM by jacob w.c..)
WHAT A PRIVILEGE IT IS TO LOVE — "Cry, ya' 'ave sworn at me n' many others, berated me n' many others, left meetin's early, n' 'ave never taken this seriously. Ya' didn' ask what we were doin', ya' asked me what the hell I wanted like i's some kinda' great sacrifice for ya' ta' show up n' be 'ere. Do ya' even care, Cry? 'Cause I do n' I ain't gonna' keep high positions 'round tha' don't. I've told ya' why I'm mad n' I ain't gonna' argue with ya' anymore. Either ya' try ta' take this more seriously n' ya' start treatin' people with more respect or ya' ain't gonna' be here anymore. Ya' don' have ta' say anythin', it shows in how ya' treat me n' how ya' walked in this meetin'. Ya' left our last general meetin' early, ya' don' wanna' be at this one, so why're ya' here, Cry? I 'ave tried ta' be patient but I'm done with this kinda' behavior. Either this is important ta' ya' or it ain't. If ya' don' wanna' be 'ere, then leave. If ya' do, stay but remember why this is important n' treat it with the proper time n' respect," his voice grew slightly in volume before he let out a frustrated sigh and looked towards Melantha.
He shook his head but added, "Exactly. I wouldn' call ya'll 'ere if I didn' have somethin' ta' say. I certainly didn' call ya' here jus' because I thought it sounded like a fun idea. I need ta' talk to ya'll. I still wanna' wait for a few people ta' show up but this is important ta' me Cry. I wouldn' ah' asked ya' ta' come if not. It's up ta' you how ya' wanna' treat this n' that decision's important ta' me. Whether or not we're friends, I care more 'bout the well bein' of Snowbound than one person. I have to. I can't keep pleadin' with ya' ta' take this seriously n' try ta' be a li'l more polite. I'm not askin' ya' ta' be a saint but I am askin' ya' ta' at least care about what you're doin' enough ta' at least act like it matter to ya' n' not like it's jus' another thing that ya' have ta' do. 'Cause the truth is ya' don' have ta' do it. If ya' were jus' a normal member, we wouldn' even be havin' this conversation. If ya' don' wanna' be 'ere, that's fine but I need ya' ta' tell me that. I won' be mad if ya' don' care ta' be 'ere but I'm not gonna' let ya' stay if ya' keep actin' like this is all some kinda' game or somethin'. This is really important ta' me, Cry. Do ya' understand that?" Jacob ended softly. He was still frustrated but he was being honest. If she didn't want to be here, if she hated it as much as it seemed like she did, he wasn't sure why she even wanted to be here. He'd asked before why she was upset and he'd tried to understand her and he'd tried to calm her down but she wouldn't. He didn't know what else to do. —A GREAT HONOR TO HOLD YOU UP
He shook his head but added, "Exactly. I wouldn' call ya'll 'ere if I didn' have somethin' ta' say. I certainly didn' call ya' here jus' because I thought it sounded like a fun idea. I need ta' talk to ya'll. I still wanna' wait for a few people ta' show up but this is important ta' me Cry. I wouldn' ah' asked ya' ta' come if not. It's up ta' you how ya' wanna' treat this n' that decision's important ta' me. Whether or not we're friends, I care more 'bout the well bein' of Snowbound than one person. I have to. I can't keep pleadin' with ya' ta' take this seriously n' try ta' be a li'l more polite. I'm not askin' ya' ta' be a saint but I am askin' ya' ta' at least care about what you're doin' enough ta' at least act like it matter to ya' n' not like it's jus' another thing that ya' have ta' do. 'Cause the truth is ya' don' have ta' do it. If ya' were jus' a normal member, we wouldn' even be havin' this conversation. If ya' don' wanna' be 'ere, that's fine but I need ya' ta' tell me that. I won' be mad if ya' don' care ta' be 'ere but I'm not gonna' let ya' stay if ya' keep actin' like this is all some kinda' game or somethin'. This is really important ta' me, Cry. Do ya' understand that?" Jacob ended softly. He was still frustrated but he was being honest. If she didn't want to be here, if she hated it as much as it seemed like she did, he wasn't sure why she even wanted to be here. He'd asked before why she was upset and he'd tried to understand her and he'd tried to calm her down but she wouldn't. He didn't know what else to do. —A GREAT HONOR TO HOLD YOU UP
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