opened my eyes - open; staring

[rhosmari]

He had been feeling strange the last few days. It was such a vague thing that he thought it would pass. It was almost unnoticeable till it wasn't anymore. He began to feel a strange tumbling in his stomach. Almost like he was falling and at first he assumed he was just hungry and so he tried to eat something. A small rabbit had filled his stomach before when he had been in his other body so he figured the same would go for this one. Yet even after eating he hadn't felt full. It was like he hadn't eaten at all. In fact he almost felt nauseous after eating it and he swallowed thickly, swiping his tongue along his jaws as he walked along the boardwalk. Yet he noticed that people were staring at him as he went by, he didn't realize that he was still licking his jaws and well, watching people. His golden blue orbs were staring at animals as they went by and he swallowed thickly. He was snapped out of his odd behavior when one individual snapped at him.

He jolted and stepped back with a frown on his muzzle. "Sorry, I didn't mean anything by it, honestly." He breathed and they snorted before walking away. A soft groan left the gladiator's throat as he swallowed reflexively. His maw ached,  his stomach twisted, and worse of all his throat felt so parched. Turning away from the boardwalk he made his way toward the beach, taking deep breathes before he sat down. There he just tried to ignore how he felt. But his gaze trailed off and be started to watch a someone else. Eyes intense.

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How, how much to light up my star again and rewire all my thoughts? Oh baby, won't you remind me what I am? And break, break my little cold heart. I'm living someone else's life. Suppressing who I was inside. I don't know if I can be alone again. I don't know if I can sleep alone again.

%u2014 Sorbet Monroe Roux

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