05-06-2018, 09:51 PM
fate or finality
Sekai's sapphire gaze widened at the unholy creature. She wanted to do something, levitate a rock and toss it at his face. The beast was bent, twisted, crooked. However, she couldn't find the strenght, the steadfastness to let go of her worry, her fear as the dark lenses focused solely on her. She lost all confidence. After all, this was her fatgher, the one who saved her so many times. All she did was rebel. She became a Padawan when he told her not to, and she was just spunky. She would be a failure in his eyes. He likely only kept her alive because animals need to pass on their genes.
A thought in her mind was to allow him to kill her, in one last act of rebelliousness. However, she decided not to as his grip tightened on the hilt. This would be a different type of rebelliousness. Though her mental state did not reflect that, she turned to the beast and snarled. “I am not a failure! I will not die, not by your blade! I am me, nobody else!” With that, she would attempt to move to the side and slam against Anakin's side.
A thought in her mind was to allow him to kill her, in one last act of rebelliousness. However, she decided not to as his grip tightened on the hilt. This would be a different type of rebelliousness. Though her mental state did not reflect that, she turned to the beast and snarled. “I am not a failure! I will not die, not by your blade! I am me, nobody else!” With that, she would attempt to move to the side and slam against Anakin's side.
© madi