04-20-2020, 11:02 PM
[glow=white,1,400]OPEN YOUR EYES UP , STEP IN THE RING ! — ｡+ﾟ.[/glow]
Funnily enough, this time Aphra was actually invited to the tavern, rather than her inviting the other person. Or just straight up coming here by herself. The fact that Roxanne was the one who offered made the feline's heart swell, hardly believing that she wanted to return the favor despite everything that had went on between them recently. Honestly, Aphra still felt hurt by the fact that Roxie had broken her necklace, especially given how that had only been a few days after Aphra had spilled why that piece of jewelry was so important to her. It was almost as if Roxanne had purposely destroyed her necklace, knowing how much it would hurt Aphra.
But despite that, Aphra forgave her even without her asking for forgiveness. Maybe it was about time that she came to terms with her mother's death, even if she wasn't exactly ready to. But now, with the whole thing that happened with Caesar, Aphra wasn't sure if she could come to terms with her mother's death. At least, not in the way she wanted to. She definitely wasn't ready to now, not when her own father seemed to disown her. Sure, her sister was still alive - as far as she knew - but she definitely did not have a good relationship with Fakhira. Nor did she want to, quite frankly. Despite being disowned, Aphra still believed she was better than Fakhira and deserved to have her name. After all, Fakhira meant 'pretty', while Aphra meant 'dirt'. Absolutely fucking disgusting, what was Caesar thinking? He obviously did that on purpose. She mentally huffed to herself. Caesar was a strange fellow, but it wouldn't surprise her if it was his idea to name her and her sister the way he did. Or the way he made their mother, she wasn't quite sure who named them.
The reason Aphra had originally went to visit Caesar was to confront him about what he had done to Trygve. She wanted to prove that what he had done was in self-defense or something that didn't make him be the bad guy like everyone believed he was. What she didn't plan on was, of course, Caesar outright disowning her and claiming that he had no children. Which meant that he was disowning all of his kids, but it was in Aphra's nature to just focus on herself. Aphra was trying to stop him from attacking her but obviously that hadn't done much.
Practically slamming her empty cup down, Aphra laid her head between her forearms. "I'm so sorry..." She mumbled out loud, pinning her ears back. "Roxie, I'm so sorry," There were so, so many things she was apologizing for here. Mainly for what had happened with Goldenluxury, but she couldn't find the right words to say about that right now. Not when the whole ordeal with her father was still in her mind. "I-I just wanted to prove Caesar wasn't a bad guy," Her words were interrupted by her sobs (and slight hiccups) but she couldn't really care right now. She just wanted to get rid of all her sorrows right now.
[member=901]ROXANNE R.[/member] [glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]
But despite that, Aphra forgave her even without her asking for forgiveness. Maybe it was about time that she came to terms with her mother's death, even if she wasn't exactly ready to. But now, with the whole thing that happened with Caesar, Aphra wasn't sure if she could come to terms with her mother's death. At least, not in the way she wanted to. She definitely wasn't ready to now, not when her own father seemed to disown her. Sure, her sister was still alive - as far as she knew - but she definitely did not have a good relationship with Fakhira. Nor did she want to, quite frankly. Despite being disowned, Aphra still believed she was better than Fakhira and deserved to have her name. After all, Fakhira meant 'pretty', while Aphra meant 'dirt'. Absolutely fucking disgusting, what was Caesar thinking? He obviously did that on purpose. She mentally huffed to herself. Caesar was a strange fellow, but it wouldn't surprise her if it was his idea to name her and her sister the way he did. Or the way he made their mother, she wasn't quite sure who named them.
The reason Aphra had originally went to visit Caesar was to confront him about what he had done to Trygve. She wanted to prove that what he had done was in self-defense or something that didn't make him be the bad guy like everyone believed he was. What she didn't plan on was, of course, Caesar outright disowning her and claiming that he had no children. Which meant that he was disowning all of his kids, but it was in Aphra's nature to just focus on herself. Aphra was trying to stop him from attacking her but obviously that hadn't done much.
Practically slamming her empty cup down, Aphra laid her head between her forearms. "I'm so sorry..." She mumbled out loud, pinning her ears back. "Roxie, I'm so sorry," There were so, so many things she was apologizing for here. Mainly for what had happened with Goldenluxury, but she couldn't find the right words to say about that right now. Not when the whole ordeal with her father was still in her mind. "I-I just wanted to prove Caesar wasn't a bad guy," Her words were interrupted by her sobs (and slight hiccups) but she couldn't really care right now. She just wanted to get rid of all her sorrows right now.
[member=901]ROXANNE R.[/member] [glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]
WELL, I GUESS I'LL MAKE MY OWN WAY !
bio ★ female ★ kingpin [leader] of coalition of the condemned ★ tags ★ have a litter with Aphra!