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[deimos]

Sam's body was shaking with effort. Tears were staining her cheeks, as they had been when the Grey Man emerged. No. This isn't okay, she needed to go. The blood, the smell of blood, fuck her- there was too much. Too much blood, enough to make her wheeze, gag, even as she tried to drag her body away. But no, this fucker kept getting closer. And closer. But her eyes skipped back towards him. She was sick of running, sick of dying. This would be time number two, and she couldn't- no. Not another Dean. Not again.

Sam reached out, her eye narrowed as she tried to break his mental barrier. If she managed to do this, something snapping deep inside of her- she couldn't let this happen- every fiber of her being, every breath, every weak fear inside of her head screamed at him. To stop, to just stop. Lay down, leave her be- please, for the love of fuck. Her body heaved a breath, eyes rolling into her head, and for a steady moment, losing consciousness. At this moment, every beat of pain in her body transfered to him, and vice versa, the pain shocking her back away. And weakly, Sam croaked aloud-

"Somebody. Somebody help.. please.."

Sam's head slowly lowered to the ground, her eyes still welling with tears. She wouldn't see Gold again, would she? The rippling pelt, her soft feathers, the feeling of freedom when they were interlinked. It was gone. She had betrayed what she had promised to the Princess, and it was like burning ice on her lungs. Or maybe that was the blood loss. Slowly, Sam blinked, eyes narrowed and staring at the wolf. She hated him. She hated him, and everything he stood for, why would he do this to her. Why. Why- she wanted to scream. Again. But, she was too weak. She couldn't manage to lift her head so soon.

"SPEECH"

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