01-09-2020, 12:51 AM
Well, Roxanne hadn't wanted to keep the child a secret although, she had no clue that she was expecting until she had began to gain a lot of weight. It was embarrassing really though she didn't regret having Roan for a single second even if the pregnancy had been a bit more painful than well, any pregnancy she had ever heard of. She loved her child and well, he became the anchor in her life that provided her a form of stability. The only thing that made her worry was the possible harm that would come to her boy, she spent all those nights with him and never left his side, sometimes forgetting to even eat or drink. It made her paws slightly itch at the thought of even briefly leaving him for a quick break, she found most of her sacrifices to be worth it though her small baby was growing and soon enough he wanted to go out to see the world for himself. Yet her heart aches at the slightest thought of him being anywhere else but in her arms, Roxanne had felt so many forms of love yet this one tugged at her heart the most. Motherly love. The kind she never got once from her own mother who never even gave her the time of day just because Roxanne had been born different than her siblings, she had wings and nubs that would soon be horns whilst her siblings had been normal kittens. She had been the freak and frankly, the weakest of the litter. She had felt actual love with Planecrash and Greed, sisterly love towards her sisters and brother, familial love towards all her relatives yet the one she felt now was new and welcomed immediately.
Roan wanted to see the outside world, Roxanne would always tell him that it was much too dangerous for such a babe like him. But, as the kitten grew older well, she couldn't keep him in her protective embrace forever was what she realized. She would have to let him spread his limbs and wings soon, all birds left the nest though the thought pained her so much. It was late at night that she had felt the horns of his son prodding her side, her half lidded eyes gently fixated on her child knowing what he desired the most. She couldn't say no to him any longer and promised that he could outside tomorrow in the morning even if she was inwardly hesitant about letting her kitten see the big wide world that often was cruel. She had struggled to sleep that night having her wing draped over Roan as she gently breathed looking to one of the walls in the nursery hut, she would have to find a new home so she and Roan could live within it. It would be a new start for the both of them.
Roxanne had fallen asleep from her lack of sleep last night, her eyes fluttered open realizing that her baby wasn't near her side anymore and she immediately jolted upwards glancing around with widened pupils. Her fur puffed up with sudden hostility until she heard his voice outside did she breathe out in relief, she made her way out of the hut only to see her son playing in the sand. It gave her a feeling of sudden warmth and pride, she was currently raising the boy by herself though she hadn't seemed to mind at all. She knew one day, she would have someone to love and they'd have a family of their own. . . Roan would be a big brother and all would be well in the Typhoon. The Siamese trotted over towards the smaller feline beginning only to lick between his ears "Buenos diaz," She purred quietly deciding to fix his fur up a bit before anyone else saw him. He was her pride and joy, how could she not fawn over him? "character's speech."
Roan wanted to see the outside world, Roxanne would always tell him that it was much too dangerous for such a babe like him. But, as the kitten grew older well, she couldn't keep him in her protective embrace forever was what she realized. She would have to let him spread his limbs and wings soon, all birds left the nest though the thought pained her so much. It was late at night that she had felt the horns of his son prodding her side, her half lidded eyes gently fixated on her child knowing what he desired the most. She couldn't say no to him any longer and promised that he could outside tomorrow in the morning even if she was inwardly hesitant about letting her kitten see the big wide world that often was cruel. She had struggled to sleep that night having her wing draped over Roan as she gently breathed looking to one of the walls in the nursery hut, she would have to find a new home so she and Roan could live within it. It would be a new start for the both of them.
Roxanne had fallen asleep from her lack of sleep last night, her eyes fluttered open realizing that her baby wasn't near her side anymore and she immediately jolted upwards glancing around with widened pupils. Her fur puffed up with sudden hostility until she heard his voice outside did she breathe out in relief, she made her way out of the hut only to see her son playing in the sand. It gave her a feeling of sudden warmth and pride, she was currently raising the boy by herself though she hadn't seemed to mind at all. She knew one day, she would have someone to love and they'd have a family of their own. . . Roan would be a big brother and all would be well in the Typhoon. The Siamese trotted over towards the smaller feline beginning only to lick between his ears "Buenos diaz," She purred quietly deciding to fix his fur up a bit before anyone else saw him. He was her pride and joy, how could she not fawn over him? "character's speech."