08-14-2019, 12:02 PM
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GOLDENLUXURY ROUX
I HEARD, I HEARD ACROSS A MOONLIT SEA
THE OLD VOICE WARNING ME
THE OLD VOICE WARNING ME
BEWARE, BEWARE THE DAUGHTER OF THE SEA
BEWARE, BEWARE OF ME.
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The female would nod towards his response, never really assuming he would. Most folks joining pirates seemed to know better than to be lazy assholes, and even if they didn't, they'd find out why they cannot go that route soon enough. It was not really her main concern with joiners, but she figured the little warning certainly would not hurt to give. The tigress watched the male quietly, twitching her feathered ear tip as he seemed to grow excited by her offer of assistance, though it seems he may have missed her point. She takes a moment to think of her response, unsure of how to explain what she means exactly at first. It was hard to explain the complicated lessons she'd learned from her own loss of memories in the past. Still, she'd need to try if she wanted to help at all. The things she did learn were very important. That way, he may not make the same mistakes as she had. It was too hard pretending to be somebody you didn't know, and it stagnated your own growth.
"Now, I dunno if I can promise all that." She'd say gently at first, looking to the male with earnest eyes. After all, there were basically no hints of who this guy was before or where he was, or if he would even have anything to trace back. "But wha's important is that ya learn who ya are right now. It'd be nice t' know who you were before, but is' also key ya let yourself be who you are in the present, whoever that ends up bein'." Perhaps it's cheesy, but the pirate captain did not ever mind being cheesy. If something was the truth, she was happy to spout it. Lessons from life were important and she was eager to teach anyone her own if that meant keeping them from the trouble she'd gotten herself into before. "If we're lucky, hints will come in time." Even with her memories locked away, she had vague feelings, and then sometimes things would trigger her mind to remember something - anything. Her papa's death, her mama, her horrors as she was threatened, nearly killed by one she thought she could trust, those feelings that the sand in the Pitt were familiar, but not the same as ones she called home. They were steps towards her sharing something with that Goldenluxury Roux everyone said she had been.
"Now, I dunno if I can promise all that." She'd say gently at first, looking to the male with earnest eyes. After all, there were basically no hints of who this guy was before or where he was, or if he would even have anything to trace back. "But wha's important is that ya learn who ya are right now. It'd be nice t' know who you were before, but is' also key ya let yourself be who you are in the present, whoever that ends up bein'." Perhaps it's cheesy, but the pirate captain did not ever mind being cheesy. If something was the truth, she was happy to spout it. Lessons from life were important and she was eager to teach anyone her own if that meant keeping them from the trouble she'd gotten herself into before. "If we're lucky, hints will come in time." Even with her memories locked away, she had vague feelings, and then sometimes things would trigger her mind to remember something - anything. Her papa's death, her mama, her horrors as she was threatened, nearly killed by one she thought she could trust, those feelings that the sand in the Pitt were familiar, but not the same as ones she called home. They were steps towards her sharing something with that Goldenluxury Roux everyone said she had been.
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.