01-29-2019, 09:48 PM
She had been lying to herself for soo long to preserve the smallest traces of sanity she had that Jiyu had managed to deceive herself. Not so suddenly once more completely unable to understand herself even though she believed she knew everything about herself! Of course, she'd always had identity issues seeing herself as a monster when she was so much more to those who cared for her, wondering how those animals even existed. Napping she saw nightmares flashing behind her eyes again, the same old thing as always something which had never changed for her. Jiyu made a career out of missing opportunities, or more accurately running away and hiding from them due to her inability to be honest with herself that she wasn't just broken she was terrified of and couldn't trust herself.
Mismatched optics flew open as she fell from her perch stretching her wings and angling her body to catch herself. Only before she could catch herself? The calico's muzzle touched to the tip of Rosemary's once more. "Sorry, I didn't catch myself in time." her aura was pink, and for someone who had flown before enough to make it through a storm, not being able to catch herself in time to prevent the 'kiss' was rather convenient. Maybe too convenient. Pulling back she looked at the ocelot, who looked much better now. Even if Jiyu's face was better than a poker master, her aura was grinning.
"Well the water does meet the sky here, so I guess it's just fate." she totally hadn't planned and hoped for this at the same time, nope, no way. Of course, her excuse was cheesier than if she had just admitted it but to her anything was better than telling Rose that she had made plans towards this outcome. "How have you been." no trace of question in her voice the dracat spread one of her wings to wrap around the other female.
Mismatched optics flew open as she fell from her perch stretching her wings and angling her body to catch herself. Only before she could catch herself? The calico's muzzle touched to the tip of Rosemary's once more. "Sorry, I didn't catch myself in time." her aura was pink, and for someone who had flown before enough to make it through a storm, not being able to catch herself in time to prevent the 'kiss' was rather convenient. Maybe too convenient. Pulling back she looked at the ocelot, who looked much better now. Even if Jiyu's face was better than a poker master, her aura was grinning.
"Well the water does meet the sky here, so I guess it's just fate." she totally hadn't planned and hoped for this at the same time, nope, no way. Of course, her excuse was cheesier than if she had just admitted it but to her anything was better than telling Rose that she had made plans towards this outcome. "How have you been." no trace of question in her voice the dracat spread one of her wings to wrap around the other female.
❦ "Sitting In The Corner, Wondering What You Got Into And You Ache For Things You Don't Understand." ❦
❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
❦ Pm or Discord To Accompany On Exploration. ❦
❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
❦ Pm or Discord To Accompany On Exploration. ❦