i'm uncontrollable, emotional / MEETING 11/26

[Jiyu Simul Stamus]

The pharaoh had not been right since the day he took charge, even Jiyu was not blind enough to have not realize such, but when balanced out he could be functional and the group needed the stability of a consistent leader after the rounds of before. Upon hearing that roar echo around the halls of the ruins, the calico teleported to her normal perch of the step right beneath his sitting there with her tail laid over her paws. Nothing could be done expect for managing what she could and considering her own inability there was not much management that she could do in order to restore the scales the pharaoh tipped so drastically. Honestly, there was plenty that she could do which lay right outside of the traumatized females mind eye, but clearly all those options were never ones that would be followed because their consequences would only worsen the heart desperately trying to keep itself in that protected frozen state.

Her silence was absolute even as her mind questioned things, so far it was nothing she had not expected. Putting the pride of striking back strongly over the wellfare of the group? Jiyu had expected nothing less of the pharoah, but he wasn't leading a raid, he wasn't forcing anyone and that was the important part, it kept him from actually putting the now weakened members in direct danger. Anyone who chose to follow his proclomation of raining hell down on the other group before they recovered, was equally as mad as him, especially since they had so much more to worry about. However, she briefly wondered what he would do if she were to go and capture a high position, by his logic there would need to be two pharoahs at that point. Two, two, two, why did that number ring so strongly in her mind, it echoed around threatening to madden her and pushed at her trying to force some realization that she just couldn't remember. What was it about two?

His normal maddness reigned supreme and he finally spoke the speech that she had actually constructed full counter plans towards. Actually surviving within the ruined territory? Was impossible the calico knew this very well it was not the first time she had seen the appearance of a hopeless territory, but she also knew Sepiroths pride would stall the move they needed. "On the subject of traveling to hunt, those travels will be small patrols organized and headed by myself. We will be targeting larger prey. I need three willing volunteers, at least one of which needs to have access to a large form to help carry the food back. This way our defenses are stronger than if we all went hunting out of the territory for ourselves." there was no way they would last without carefully planned hunts to bring in large enough prey to feed all of them, it was just impossible otherwise. She'd have to starve for a while, this needed her attention first. "Whenever you can preserve energy, with so much of the forest gone the days will become hotter so try to stay inside the ruins or around bodies of water during them as much as possible." the rain forest had been heated but without it the miserable blaze of the wastes would slowly creep down the canyon until it infected them.