11-04-2018, 08:56 PM
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suicidal thoughts | jake hill and josh a:
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die / Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright / But every day I feel like dying / Every day I feel like dying (dying)
Why do I even try? / Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night / Trying to find a new outlet / The devil pounced in / I hear him howling, my vision clouded / Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way / Try to be strong when I deal with the pain / Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options / Gonna work till' I'm dead / So that they get the best / Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up / Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok / So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / (nah, nah) / I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now / I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
One too many bad thoughts inside me / Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me / I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice / I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always/Barely standing, crawling down the hallways / Sink into my bed, with death inside my head / (Yeah) / That note you found I didn't mean it / Just wish I had a better sense of meaning / Never meant to let you down / I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out / (Fuck) / Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god / I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up / But he called my bluff
Why do I even try? / Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night / Trying to find a new outlet / The devil pounced in / I hear him howling, my vision clouded / Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way / Try to be strong when I deal with the pain / Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options / Gonna work till' I'm dead / So that they get the best / Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up / Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok / So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / (nah, nah) / I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now / I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
One too many bad thoughts inside me / Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me / I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice / I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always/Barely standing, crawling down the hallways / Sink into my bed, with death inside my head / (Yeah) / That note you found I didn't mean it / Just wish I had a better sense of meaning / Never meant to let you down / I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out / (Fuck) / Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god / I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up / But he called my bluff
suicide forest | jake hill and josh a:
I got omens, I got demons / Right behind my back they scheming / This that Josh A, Jake Hill season / 50 takes, we're never leaving / Laugh at me, Laugh at me / Make you run right for your life / Talk that shit, talk that shit / Know you 'bout to pay the price!
Man I've been dead and so exhausted/I tripped and fell into the coffin / My crypt got demons in it often / These zombies walk but they be rottin / I feel like Ash in evil dead, coming for your head / Chainsaw hand let the blood run red / I've been living in the past / I've been living in the rasp/Better hunt the IRS if I get a death tax / Still drivin' right in a honda / How the fuck they are they taking like half of my wealth / Fuck the feds / Given so much money / I can't afford to even kill myself / My life been trashed, right out the bag/Work so much I don't ever relax / Boy face facts, shit's too trash / No awareness I don't fuck wit that/Yuh
All that shit that you been playin' I don't fuck with it / Tellin' me this sound like someone that I don't fuck with / Fuck the motive and then fuck the fame / I don't ever wanna join the game / Fuck that double XL, that shits just not in my lane
Yuh / I got some problems, not everybody sees 'em / I just keep them to myself, sometimes I wish I wasn't breathing / But I'm still here, I won't go down easy / And I know I'm not the only one, ye everybody got the demons / Come into my mind, climb up the vines / Don't ask me questions, yeah I'm fine / Take a look inside and try to find why I'm alive, I don't know why / I walked through the valley of the shadow, of the fuckin' death / I'm clinging to the thread hanging from the ceiling till there's nothing left
Man I've been dead and so exhausted/I tripped and fell into the coffin / My crypt got demons in it often / These zombies walk but they be rottin / I feel like Ash in evil dead, coming for your head / Chainsaw hand let the blood run red / I've been living in the past / I've been living in the rasp/Better hunt the IRS if I get a death tax / Still drivin' right in a honda / How the fuck they are they taking like half of my wealth / Fuck the feds / Given so much money / I can't afford to even kill myself / My life been trashed, right out the bag/Work so much I don't ever relax / Boy face facts, shit's too trash / No awareness I don't fuck wit that/Yuh
All that shit that you been playin' I don't fuck with it / Tellin' me this sound like someone that I don't fuck with / Fuck the motive and then fuck the fame / I don't ever wanna join the game / Fuck that double XL, that shits just not in my lane
Yuh / I got some problems, not everybody sees 'em / I just keep them to myself, sometimes I wish I wasn't breathing / But I'm still here, I won't go down easy / And I know I'm not the only one, ye everybody got the demons / Come into my mind, climb up the vines / Don't ask me questions, yeah I'm fine / Take a look inside and try to find why I'm alive, I don't know why / I walked through the valley of the shadow, of the fuckin' death / I'm clinging to the thread hanging from the ceiling till there's nothing left
nuketown | josh a and jake hill:
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face spl-
(random kids screaming about trickshot)
First things first fuck an intro aye / Got the shit that make you cock, lock and aim / Get your greasy ass hands off my name / If I see you talk down put the work like- (gunshots) / Hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down / I'll be riding through my town / Got more hits than Tumblr genders / High rise get 22's like Bender / Got a lot to say, I'm out here getting paid / I stunt on my rivals like my name Amadeus / Heart broke once, said never again / Only regret: never got revenge / Haven't done shows my fans like "when?" / Only doing those when they're sell out events
Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, bout to cock and aim
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit / Run from the gun I've been looking for blood / Slumped up when I'm pumped up click clack done / Pray, devil came and opened the gates / Don't run / away when I spray hope you're good with the faith
Annihilation face the devastation, the satisfaction from the automatic / Run up on me gonna get a little problematic / When I pop the top can never get me to stop / I drop bombs on these streets they can't handle the heat / I'm taking over like a motherfucking king hear the sirens sing / The violence raining terror on this silent era
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit
(random kids screaming about trickshot)
First things first fuck an intro aye / Got the shit that make you cock, lock and aim / Get your greasy ass hands off my name / If I see you talk down put the work like- (gunshots) / Hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down / I'll be riding through my town / Got more hits than Tumblr genders / High rise get 22's like Bender / Got a lot to say, I'm out here getting paid / I stunt on my rivals like my name Amadeus / Heart broke once, said never again / Only regret: never got revenge / Haven't done shows my fans like "when?" / Only doing those when they're sell out events
Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, bout to cock and aim
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit / Run from the gun I've been looking for blood / Slumped up when I'm pumped up click clack done / Pray, devil came and opened the gates / Don't run / away when I spray hope you're good with the faith
Annihilation face the devastation, the satisfaction from the automatic / Run up on me gonna get a little problematic / When I pop the top can never get me to stop / I drop bombs on these streets they can't handle the heat / I'm taking over like a motherfucking king hear the sirens sing / The violence raining terror on this silent era
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit
◜❛ ✭ ❜◞ -— BUT IT'S THE LAST TIME I BLOODIED MY HANDS
i'm living in vain, i never promised you a damn thing