10-29-2018, 12:57 AM
[table]
[tr]
[td]![[Image: mfTikER.gif]](https://i.imgur.com/mfTikER.gif)
[/td][td]![[Image: pine_threes_f2u_by_ao_no_lupus-d9ydzfl.png]](https://orig00.deviantart.net/2ca5/f/2017/095/b/9/pine_threes_f2u_by_ao_no_lupus-d9ydzfl.png)
[/td]
[/tr]
[/table]
[W]isker
[tr]
[td]
DELILAH EVERGARDEN
— Take a moment to think of just
tanglewood
- medic
18 months old
physically medium
emotionally easy
mentally easy
demiheterosexual heteroromantic
in love with renegadeanthems
completely blind
androphobic
skittish & sensitive
nature faerie
earth manipulation
telekinesis
x-ray vision
- medic
18 months old
physically medium
emotionally easy
mentally easy
demiheterosexual heteroromantic
in love with renegadeanthems
completely blind
androphobic
skittish & sensitive
nature faerie
earth manipulation
telekinesis
x-ray vision
Affection.
Normally, if a male tried to touch her, she would have flinched away. She could barely even allow herself to touch Leroy and Morgan, and they were extremely close to her. She liked to consider herself friends with them, and saw Morgan more as an older brother figure than anything.
She noticed how often, Leroy had hesitated to touch her back, the memory of him hacking off her leg never leaving the older male's mind and memory. Every single glance towards her was a reminder of who he thought he was, but Delilah never blamed him. She never held it over his head, she never was angry over it. She would heal.
Even now, if she knew that Renegade had part in the schemes of suffering she was put through as a teenager, she would have never blamed him. He didn't know, it wasn't his fault. They were raised differently, it wasn't his fault that she ended up there, it wasn't his fault that she was tainted and scorned and defiled. He couldn't have stopped the chain of events, only she could have.
She had to save herself, and she did.
The silence was deafening, and then when she heard her friend clear his throat and speak, she could hear the twinge of emotion in his voice. Why was this happening? She wanted to reach out and touch him, she wanted to smooth her paw over his cheek, but there was distance. A wide, burdensome distance between the two of them. A solid, clear wall. She couldn't find herself stepping through it- she was trapped on one side, stuck watching as Ren internally struggled with what she said.
"You.. You don't have to put so much work into protecting me. I'm just.. I'm just a burden, I always get into trouble and.." She rambled on anxiously, holding her tail between her paws and stroking it in nervous tandems. She did this when her anxiety was acting up, but she couldn't help it. He didn't seem to want to touch her, he didn't want to push into her, and she wouldn't force the affections upon him.
"Just.. Stay by my side. No matter what, stay." Delilah muttered softly, her obsession with never being alone showing. She didn't want to be alone, she didn't want to be without Ren. She relied on him so much, just his existence was like an anchor for the traumatized female. She wanted to keep him here forever- he couldn't leave her, she didn't..
He's going to run. Just like everyone else. When will you learn?
Normally, if a male tried to touch her, she would have flinched away. She could barely even allow herself to touch Leroy and Morgan, and they were extremely close to her. She liked to consider herself friends with them, and saw Morgan more as an older brother figure than anything.
She noticed how often, Leroy had hesitated to touch her back, the memory of him hacking off her leg never leaving the older male's mind and memory. Every single glance towards her was a reminder of who he thought he was, but Delilah never blamed him. She never held it over his head, she never was angry over it. She would heal.
Even now, if she knew that Renegade had part in the schemes of suffering she was put through as a teenager, she would have never blamed him. He didn't know, it wasn't his fault. They were raised differently, it wasn't his fault that she ended up there, it wasn't his fault that she was tainted and scorned and defiled. He couldn't have stopped the chain of events, only she could have.
She had to save herself, and she did.
The silence was deafening, and then when she heard her friend clear his throat and speak, she could hear the twinge of emotion in his voice. Why was this happening? She wanted to reach out and touch him, she wanted to smooth her paw over his cheek, but there was distance. A wide, burdensome distance between the two of them. A solid, clear wall. She couldn't find herself stepping through it- she was trapped on one side, stuck watching as Ren internally struggled with what she said.
"You.. You don't have to put so much work into protecting me. I'm just.. I'm just a burden, I always get into trouble and.." She rambled on anxiously, holding her tail between her paws and stroking it in nervous tandems. She did this when her anxiety was acting up, but she couldn't help it. He didn't seem to want to touch her, he didn't want to push into her, and she wouldn't force the affections upon him.
"Just.. Stay by my side. No matter what, stay." Delilah muttered softly, her obsession with never being alone showing. She didn't want to be alone, she didn't want to be without Ren. She relied on him so much, just his existence was like an anchor for the traumatized female. She wanted to keep him here forever- he couldn't leave her, she didn't..
He's going to run. Just like everyone else. When will you learn?
FLEXIBILITY, LOVE, & TRUST —
[/tr]
[/table]