WE CAN LOVE | LUCA & JUNJI & MARCEL [CLOSED]

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  “bebi,” gentle breath through the gentle curve of frown, exhale upon which soft name curls, finds a home in the worried rush. upon wrist light touch dances, wondering if permitted before it lingers, settling as does weight. shift of it, slight push of them pressing into the warmth of side, within the gentle lacing of strawberry and flour, sweetness which rises from them a soft hum.

  “what is love...” uncertainty, structure not question though the want is there, present about tattered edges, tongue simply unwilling to allow it the final touch.

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- ̗̀  identity  ̖́-
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name | kaisa
nicknames | kai, princess
— means pure in finnish

gender | female
identity | agender
— uses they/them and she/her

orientation | homoromantic asexual

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- ̗̀  appearance  ̖́-
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general | though it may prove difficult to pinpoint how within the youth there is hints of each man that fathered them, as simple as colouring given light shade or the markings not meant for one such as they, they are all present. standing at roughly twenty-five cementers at the shoulder they prove a slight thing all round, though given a larger look for the heavy fluff about them

in-depth | small. such fits within each stage of life for this child is such, given to a stature of only ten inches and baring little weight to a frame thin and fragile, the heavy fluff about them allowing them something more

narrow of both hips and shoulders they seem almost like glass, prone to breaking beneath the slightest pressure but are more sturdy then such, at least, they shall be as they grow. a sickly child because of a combination of premature birth and the weaknesses of the mortal portion of their being they are able to survive only because of the others, this mix of angelic and demonic suppressing the worst. all the same their growth is stunted and they grow extremely slowly, easily deemed the runt out of them all for this, though exactly why it is they are like this can not be tied to one single cause

covered in heavy fur, as befitting one of the ragdoll line, they bare touches of each parent though it is hard to tell at first. a soft cream base with somewhat darker points the areas about the legs up to the joint, the tail and the face are coloured in a lilac hue, a dilution of luca's own , but strange is the markings. where it should not be there are faint stripes upon these darker areas, this from marcel. thickest about the neck it seems sort of like a mane, fluffed up as it is and so it grows difficult to see their ears amongst all the fluff, the chest also somewhat thick though not as much. strangely they bear fetlock feathering, these little puffs of fur at the joints the longest on their legs

within the first month they bare small bumps on their back, they feel hard and seem almost to be bone, the fur over it almost downy and in truth it is, the first down of feathers. at around two months they finally begin to grow and it is clear they have wings if small ones, out of proportion to their body. while they will permit them better balance and give some lift when used there is no chance they will ever truly fly. it is not until they reach three months it becomes apparent their wings are structured oddly, the section connected to their back and around halfway down them is feathered, the pattern speckled in the same lilac as their points in a similar fashion to a snow owl, yet the lower half is similar to that of luca. clear is the structure of finger like bones and the thin membrane stretched between, as such it is easy to guess the whole wing is as such and the feathers of the top half are merely a covering that extended only so far

their blood and eyes share a colour, odd in various ways for one is meant to be crimson where the other blue, instead they are a light teal that seems washed out, almost to the point they are colourless, and their blood tastes faintly of watermelon

disabilities | primarily internal it is more the effects of such that are seen. from early on it becomes apparent they struggle with breaking down various foods, most disagreeing with their body which works against a rather weak immune system, going hand in hand with this as they lack the needed nutrients for their body simply will not accept any form of sustenance. as they age it will become somewhat easier to determine the things are are able to eat and will stay down, a diet primarily consisting of vegetation, though within childhood it is not a great time

accessories |
— black pearl; found while walking the beach they received assistance in putting a hole through the middle of it so a chain may be threaded through it, with this it is worn about the right wrist, a treasured possession for they deem it a gift from the ocean, a thing that fascinates and terrifies. in times of distress they fiddle with it, moving it so the chain clinks against it softly, the sound strangely calming

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- ̗̀  attitude  ̖́-
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type | 2 - generous, demonstrative, people-pleasing, and possessive
alignment | neutral good - seeks to assist without bias or tie to higher power

tropes | desperately looking for a purpose in life, desperately craves affection, the empath, machine monotone, bad liar, good is not soft

overview | a quiet, composed individual what they lack within personal understanding is made up within other ways, their want to assist all and their tireless acceptance of blame for everything only part of it

+ | ( benevolent | altruistic | sincere | curious )

even from the early days when they are still growing into the person they shall be it is clear they bare no interest within things, lacking a material want and thus given to few possessions, rather they care more to see others joyful more then they wish to turn their own anguish into something better. the best way to describe them would be selfless, striving in all to assist those around them without a word to reward or the struggle they may go through to reach such a goal

so too are they genuine in all they say and think, clear as they grow fretful if their thoughts turn towards their own needs, pushing to become better always, almost a perfectionist streak though it lacks the true need to reach such an end. this has lead to them being extremely bad at lying though so too has it meant they seem almost harsh in their way of speaking, not quite taking the emotions of others into consideration for they believe sharing knowledge amongst all is the best course of action so all are upon equal ground

= | ( honest | patient | empathetic )

difficult is it for them to be accepting of others words if they are meant to praise their efforts, believing themself unworthy of such for they are here only to help others, not to strive to become more then what they are. easy is it to view them as meek for such things, keeping to themself for much of the time and easy to fluster, often tongue tied if another comments on anything about them kindly. so too does this lead into them being highly respectful of others, putting them above their own status no matter who they are and making sure they know their worth, greatly enjoying being the cause of others happiness when it is possible

though they hold little understanding or care for their own emotion, to a point it is extremely rare they have any outward reaction to anything, they are surprisingly attuned to the way others around them feel, picking up on and changing their approach as necessary. a peace keeper for the most part they seek to placate any situation and though it may lead them into danger willingly enter a situation they think is growing out of control, never wanting another to be hurt when they could do something to stop it, unfortunately this has lead to them blaming themself for any injury thinking it is because they are not enough, it is their job to keep others safe, or so they think

- | ( distant | dependent | gullible | timid )

strange is the way they hold themself, almost hidden beneath the timid little smile upon their gentle features though they seem open with others in the way they speak and act, freely giving information on all but themself. it might simply be a want to not be within the spotlight, hidden in the shadows where they feel they belong, or it could simply be they hold no idea how to put into words what goes on in their head. a disorganised, uneasy place their thoughts hold little structure and yet the careful way they speak hints at it being differently, full control over it all present, but it is a facade to not worry others

naive to a high degree they readily swallow any lie or story they are told, never thinking another would have reason to do any such thing as they care not for lying, even white lies to help protect another from the full truth. heavy is their dependency on others, which only elevates how easily they trust others no matter what they do or say, wanting to see the best in them, their minimal sight making learning how to navigate the world at first difficult. with time they will learn to not so readily trust but through childhood it becomes almost necessary

conditions | from early on it becomes apparent they suffer from infrequent but horrific nightmares, to a point they wake in the night screaming though are unable to speak of it after, thankfully they do not happen a great deal, once every few months, but has lead to insomnia. prone to bouts of social anxiety, the root of this is unknown

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- ̗̀ extras  ̖́-
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— demi-angel of love and demi-demon of hate, it is suspected this is the root cause of their ability to sense and understanding the emotions of others to such a high degree and yet lack suck personal knowledge
— mock immortal, while their life may extend beyond a normal mortal they may die as any other though the strange makeup of their genetics, this mix of holy and demonic, has given them a unique chance. for a limited number of times they are permitted to rise once more, though the process is often painful as the body is forcefully healed so they may inhabit it once more
— curious healer, given interest in the art of healing as they learn more of their father's work and their own troubles it does not extend all that far, the drive to become a traditional healer missing in a way. rather they seek to work with the mind, learn more of how it ticks and what may cause differences or disorders
— will follow eli, if both are chosen will go with him to sunhaven though will continue to visit regularly
— greatly loves birds and snakes, within childhood it seems almost a fixation as they enjoy spending time with junji's birds, possibly to a point one of their fathers ends up giving them their own bird, and later in life will find an abandoned corn snake they will take in called noodle
— somewhere down the line will discovery water elementals, primarily used for defence and healing it is rare for them to harm another but within time they may be pushed to do such

voiceclaim | jenessa grant / faith seed
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[i]i want to learn how to love in kind.