04-08-2018, 09:18 PM
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[shadow=darkblue,right]KILLUA[/shadow]
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Guilt. An emotion that he hadn't felt in a very very long time. The only time he had actually felt guilt was when he had made one of his first friends by the means of a husky puppy. He had found the husky puppy while he was out and about outside of the mansion for once in a very long time. He didn't know why the husky puppy was there, but he was allowed to adopt the puppy into the Zoldyck family. Although in reality, the rest of the family just considered the husky puppy to be a pet and nothing else. They wouldn't consider the likes of a random dog as part of their elite bloodline. Killua didn't know this having been only a kitten and all. After he done all the different types of training with his brother, he would just go and play with what he considered to be a friend. Looking back, that's what he should have called the dog. But he didn't know what the term friend meant because he had never been taught the term up until that point. Eventually, he was able to teach the puppy to say his name and a couple other words. It was probably the most fun month he had ever had. As usual with the Zoldyck family though, there was no such thing as fun and there was only such thing as work. The assassin knew this far too well now and figured out why they had made himi do it. He had been called into his father's chambers, where it was there that he was instructed to kill his friend. The only friend that he had come close to and could complain about the training without the other trying to justify what his family was doing. He couldn't talk to the butlers about how he felt because they would just rat him out to the rest of his family. He couldn't have that happen or he would get punished as per usual. It was either he was going to have to kill his friend, or Illumi was going to do it. Considering the track record of his older brother, he doubted that he would give the other quick death. He distinctively remembered the blood that had seeped through his paws. Killua didn't know what had happened the other day. He had just wanted to go on a walk to clear his head a bit, and maybe pass out from exhaustion if he was lucky. There was too much damn stuff going on right now, and he needed to be alone for a while. Which had been why he was keeping his distance away from others. He didn't expect that he would kill two innocent animals because of it. He felt guilty that he had decided to take their lives even after they had begged to be sparred. Killua had been taught not to give to those that begged for any sort of forgiveness. He slaughtered them. Just like every other kill he had ended up making. Only a couple of the members ended up discovering him on he scene. The rest of them probably just heard from others what he had done. He had marked it as being self-defense, giving himself wounds here and there and scrapes. Which he had decided that he was going to heal himself instead of worry about others trying to treat him. Maybe if Amorette was around he would let her treat his wounds, but she was a robot and there was very little she could do with something like that. He had stitched himself up and stitched the long claw marks that ran down his right side. It seemed a familiar treating method, and he covered the middle portion of his body with white bandages. White bandages that practically blended into his slightly long fur despite them being there. He had to stitch up the area around his shoulders where he had dragged his claws around that area. It was good that they didn't inspect the wounds closer because if they had, it would have meant that the wound was created by a tool, the cut too clean to have belonged to the likes of a claw which would have left a rigid mark. The wounds he had given himself didn't feel any sort of pain, so he was free to do whatever the hell he wanted.
He was more cautious being around others though, as he had been lucky that a Snowbounder hadn't come across his path just like the leopard and wolf had done just yesterday. His pelt was still slightly stained pink, despite his best efforts to wash the blood off anyway. The color more centered around his paws and shoulder, as that had been where his own blood had dripped down. He wondered how many of those that lived here going to fear what he was capable of doing. Either way, he was technically their deputy, so if they asked him questions he could just say he needed to handle clan politics. As usual. The albino serval seemed to have gotten back into his rhythm, kinda. He was leaping from tree to tree like he usually did, his elemental air keeping his silent and keeping his scent hidden. He did seem a bit more anxious than the previous days leading up the murder he had committed. He was more frustrated with himself that he hadn't been able to stop himself when he was emotionally compromised. He couldn't talk to anyone about what he had done. He would get thrown out after all if they figured out he was a Zoldyck, or just an assassin. The healing albino serval could hear a voice in the distance, one that was familiar. He and Pierce hadn't interacted all that much even if he did remember where he had first met the other tom. If they were to stand side by side, they would be drastically different. Killua made sure to approach the scene slightly behind the creature that was standing on the border. There was a kitsune with red ticked fur. An interesting appearance and the other was already bigger than him. However, that wasn't what the concern with the Snowseeker. The vibe that the other gave off was increasingly familiar. It was the vibe that he gave off, a killer. His lips curled themselves slightly into a soundless snarl as he laid himself on the branch directly above and behind Hisoka. His metal claws sinking in and out of the branch he was laying on. The other wanted to join. Just great. "You're basically allowed to do whatever the hell you want. Snowbound basically accepts everyone. Which is ridiculous if you ask me." Killua never wasted a chance to criticize the way that the clans ran themselves. His sapphire blue optics narrowed at the kitsune, having a feeling the other knew that he would be let in regardless. "Where did you come from?" Killua questioned the kitsune, not bothering to introduce himself to Hisoka. Names carried power after all.
He was more cautious being around others though, as he had been lucky that a Snowbounder hadn't come across his path just like the leopard and wolf had done just yesterday. His pelt was still slightly stained pink, despite his best efforts to wash the blood off anyway. The color more centered around his paws and shoulder, as that had been where his own blood had dripped down. He wondered how many of those that lived here going to fear what he was capable of doing. Either way, he was technically their deputy, so if they asked him questions he could just say he needed to handle clan politics. As usual. The albino serval seemed to have gotten back into his rhythm, kinda. He was leaping from tree to tree like he usually did, his elemental air keeping his silent and keeping his scent hidden. He did seem a bit more anxious than the previous days leading up the murder he had committed. He was more frustrated with himself that he hadn't been able to stop himself when he was emotionally compromised. He couldn't talk to anyone about what he had done. He would get thrown out after all if they figured out he was a Zoldyck, or just an assassin. The healing albino serval could hear a voice in the distance, one that was familiar. He and Pierce hadn't interacted all that much even if he did remember where he had first met the other tom. If they were to stand side by side, they would be drastically different. Killua made sure to approach the scene slightly behind the creature that was standing on the border. There was a kitsune with red ticked fur. An interesting appearance and the other was already bigger than him. However, that wasn't what the concern with the Snowseeker. The vibe that the other gave off was increasingly familiar. It was the vibe that he gave off, a killer. His lips curled themselves slightly into a soundless snarl as he laid himself on the branch directly above and behind Hisoka. His metal claws sinking in and out of the branch he was laying on. The other wanted to join. Just great. "You're basically allowed to do whatever the hell you want. Snowbound basically accepts everyone. Which is ridiculous if you ask me." Killua never wasted a chance to criticize the way that the clans ran themselves. His sapphire blue optics narrowed at the kitsune, having a feeling the other knew that he would be let in regardless. "Where did you come from?" Killua questioned the kitsune, not bothering to introduce himself to Hisoka. Names carried power after all.
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