10-04-2018, 03:34 PM
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suicidal thoughts | jake hill and josh a:
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die / Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright / But every day I feel like dying / Every day I feel like dying (dying)
Why do I even try? / Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night / Trying to find a new outlet / The devil pounced in / I hear him howling, my vision clouded / Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way / Try to be strong when I deal with the pain / Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options / Gonna work till' I'm dead / So that they get the best / Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up / Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok / So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / (nah, nah) / I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now / I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
One too many bad thoughts inside me / Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me / I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice / I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always/Barely standing, crawling down the hallways / Sink into my bed, with death inside my head / (Yeah) / That note you found I didn't mean it / Just wish I had a better sense of meaning / Never meant to let you down / I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out / (Fuck) / Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god / I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up / But he called my bluff
Why do I even try? / Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night / Trying to find a new outlet / The devil pounced in / I hear him howling, my vision clouded / Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way / Try to be strong when I deal with the pain / Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options / Gonna work till' I'm dead / So that they get the best / Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up / Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok / So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / (nah, nah) / I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now / I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
One too many bad thoughts inside me / Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me / I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice / I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always/Barely standing, crawling down the hallways / Sink into my bed, with death inside my head / (Yeah) / That note you found I didn't mean it / Just wish I had a better sense of meaning / Never meant to let you down / I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out / (Fuck) / Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god / I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up / But he called my bluff
suicide forest | jake hill and josh a:
I got omens, I got demons / Right behind my back they scheming / This that Josh A, Jake Hill season / 50 takes, we're never leaving / Laugh at me, Laugh at me / Make you run right for your life / Talk that shit, talk that shit / Know you 'bout to pay the price!
Man I've been dead and so exhausted/I tripped and fell into the coffin / My crypt got demons in it often / These zombies walk but they be rottin / I feel like Ash in evil dead, coming for your head / Chainsaw hand let the blood run red / I've been living in the past / I've been living in the rasp/Better hunt the IRS if I get a death tax / Still drivin' right in a honda / How the fuck they are they taking like half of my wealth / Fuck the feds / Given so much money / I can't afford to even kill myself / My life been trashed, right out the bag/Work so much I don't ever relax / Boy face facts, shit's too trash / No awareness I don't fuck wit that/Yuh
All that shit that you been playin' I don't fuck with it / Tellin' me this sound like someone that I don't fuck with / Fuck the motive and then fuck the fame / I don't ever wanna join the game / Fuck that double XL, that shits just not in my lane
Yuh / I got some problems, not everybody sees 'em / I just keep them to myself, sometimes I wish I wasn't breathing / But I'm still here, I won't go down easy / And I know I'm not the only one, ye everybody got the demons / Come into my mind, climb up the vines / Don't ask me questions, yeah I'm fine / Take a look inside and try to find why I'm alive, I don't know why / I walked through the valley of the shadow, of the fuckin' death / I'm clinging to the thread hanging from the ceiling till there's nothing left
Man I've been dead and so exhausted/I tripped and fell into the coffin / My crypt got demons in it often / These zombies walk but they be rottin / I feel like Ash in evil dead, coming for your head / Chainsaw hand let the blood run red / I've been living in the past / I've been living in the rasp/Better hunt the IRS if I get a death tax / Still drivin' right in a honda / How the fuck they are they taking like half of my wealth / Fuck the feds / Given so much money / I can't afford to even kill myself / My life been trashed, right out the bag/Work so much I don't ever relax / Boy face facts, shit's too trash / No awareness I don't fuck wit that/Yuh
All that shit that you been playin' I don't fuck with it / Tellin' me this sound like someone that I don't fuck with / Fuck the motive and then fuck the fame / I don't ever wanna join the game / Fuck that double XL, that shits just not in my lane
Yuh / I got some problems, not everybody sees 'em / I just keep them to myself, sometimes I wish I wasn't breathing / But I'm still here, I won't go down easy / And I know I'm not the only one, ye everybody got the demons / Come into my mind, climb up the vines / Don't ask me questions, yeah I'm fine / Take a look inside and try to find why I'm alive, I don't know why / I walked through the valley of the shadow, of the fuckin' death / I'm clinging to the thread hanging from the ceiling till there's nothing left
nuketown | josh a and jake hill:
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face spl-
(random kids screaming about trickshot)
First things first fuck an intro aye / Got the shit that make you cock, lock and aim / Get your greasy ass hands off my name / If I see you talk down put the work like- (gunshots) / Hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down / I'll be riding through my town / Got more hits than Tumblr genders / High rise get 22's like Bender / Got a lot to say, I'm out here getting paid / I stunt on my rivals like my name Amadeus / Heart broke once, said never again / Only regret: never got revenge / Haven't done shows my fans like "when?" / Only doing those when they're sell out events
Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, bout to cock and aim
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit / Run from the gun I've been looking for blood / Slumped up when I'm pumped up click clack done / Pray, devil came and opened the gates / Don't run / away when I spray hope you're good with the faith
Annihilation face the devastation, the satisfaction from the automatic / Run up on me gonna get a little problematic / When I pop the top can never get me to stop / I drop bombs on these streets they can't handle the heat / I'm taking over like a motherfucking king hear the sirens sing / The violence raining terror on this silent era
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit
(random kids screaming about trickshot)
First things first fuck an intro aye / Got the shit that make you cock, lock and aim / Get your greasy ass hands off my name / If I see you talk down put the work like- (gunshots) / Hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down / I'll be riding through my town / Got more hits than Tumblr genders / High rise get 22's like Bender / Got a lot to say, I'm out here getting paid / I stunt on my rivals like my name Amadeus / Heart broke once, said never again / Only regret: never got revenge / Haven't done shows my fans like "when?" / Only doing those when they're sell out events
Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, bout to cock and aim
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit / Run from the gun I've been looking for blood / Slumped up when I'm pumped up click clack done / Pray, devil came and opened the gates / Don't run / away when I spray hope you're good with the faith
Annihilation face the devastation, the satisfaction from the automatic / Run up on me gonna get a little problematic / When I pop the top can never get me to stop / I drop bombs on these streets they can't handle the heat / I'm taking over like a motherfucking king hear the sirens sing / The violence raining terror on this silent era
I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit
the wolf | siames:
Each and every day / Hiding from the sunshine
Wandering in the shade / Not too old, not too young / Every night again / Dancing with the moonlight / Somewhere far away / I can hear your call
I’m out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause you can run but you can’t hide / I’m gonna make you mine / Out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause I can feel how your flesh now / Is crying out for more
Ain’t no fairytale / What I see in your eyes / Awaiting your mistake / Not too close, not too far / Sneaking in the pain / Every truth becomes lie / I won’t trust myself / Once I hear your call
Wandering in the shade / Not too old, not too young / Every night again / Dancing with the moonlight / Somewhere far away / I can hear your call
I’m out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause you can run but you can’t hide / I’m gonna make you mine / Out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause I can feel how your flesh now / Is crying out for more
Ain’t no fairytale / What I see in your eyes / Awaiting your mistake / Not too close, not too far / Sneaking in the pain / Every truth becomes lie / I won’t trust myself / Once I hear your call
you fooled me | divided by friday:
You fooled me / Took the air out my lungs, now I'm in too deep / You fooled me /Should've known, should've known that your love was empty
I've been waiting up, but feeling down / You've been staying out / You're saying that it's nothing nothing / I can't lie; I think you're bluffing bluffing / Who did you become? / We're coming undone / So tell me what to do / Why'd it have to be you?
You fooled me / Took the air from my lungs, now I'm in too deep / You fooled me
I should've known, should've known that your love was empty / Caught in another lie, without an alibi / Caught in another lie / I'm leaving / I should've known, now you know that you can't crawl back to me
I've been moving up, while you go down / Living in the minute / Swimming in the moment / Left you behind / Now I finally know that I can let it go / I see it wasn't me
Said you were lost till I found you / So, why'd you find another bed? / I'm tired of all this running 'round / Lipstick, wine and wrinkled dress / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I thought my love would be enough for you / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I'm done with you girl / I'm done with you girl
I've been waiting up, but feeling down / You've been staying out / You're saying that it's nothing nothing / I can't lie; I think you're bluffing bluffing / Who did you become? / We're coming undone / So tell me what to do / Why'd it have to be you?
You fooled me / Took the air from my lungs, now I'm in too deep / You fooled me
I should've known, should've known that your love was empty / Caught in another lie, without an alibi / Caught in another lie / I'm leaving / I should've known, now you know that you can't crawl back to me
I've been moving up, while you go down / Living in the minute / Swimming in the moment / Left you behind / Now I finally know that I can let it go / I see it wasn't me
Said you were lost till I found you / So, why'd you find another bed? / I'm tired of all this running 'round / Lipstick, wine and wrinkled dress / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I thought my love would be enough for you / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I'm done with you girl / I'm done with you girl
rhythm of the room | divided by friday:
You see me staring at you in this crowded room / And I'm thinking that it's time I make my move / I just gotta find out how to get you over to my place / You can't look me in the eye you only look the other way / Now, I'm whispering in your ear / Do you wanna disappear / Hey, I really wanna get to know you / Hey, I really wanna get to love you / But, I keep hearing, everybody's touching your body / Now, we're moving to the rhythm of the room / You pull me closer / Now, I know you're leaving soon / I just gotta find out how to get you over to my place / You can't look me in the eye you only look the other way / Now, I'm whispering in your ear / Do you wanna disappear / Hey, I really wanna get to know you / Hey, I really wanna get to love you / But, I keep hearing, everybody's touching your body
better off | divided by friday:
What does it mean to be a man now? / What does it take to understand how? / Took my time, but I never got it right, now I wish I would've / You say goodbye / Can we just try to remember when we started, everything that we had? / You gotta believe. You know I wish you could / Too much to think about; I doubt I could live a day without you / How could you up and leave? / Cause, I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / What do you mean you need a man now? / Why do I need another let down? / Take your time, baby / I don't wanna fight unless it's for each other / Slamming the door, we've been here before / I can't imagine what you're thinking / I just want you back home / I'm gonna apologize till we get better / So much to think about; I doubt you'd take the time hear me out / But, I just want you to say / I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known / I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / Don't leave me behind / You know I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / Open those eyes and maybe you'll find something / I'll open my arms hoping you come running / We both know we're wrong / Can we move on to the future we had? / Taking it back; making our love last / Too much to think about; I doubt I could live a day without you / I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known / I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind?
honey whiskey | nothing by thieves:
This party's pretty boring / I don't think it's for me / Lucy's already crashed out / She's on the spare settee
This air is getting so thin / Go down, go down, go down / The honey whiskey's kickin' / Go down, go down, go down
I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret
Black hearted angels sunk me / With kisses on my mouth / There's poison in this water / The words are falling out
But if you wanna free your body tonight / It's our secret, it's our secret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret
This air is getting so thin / Go down, go down, go down / The honey whiskey's kickin' / Go down, go down, go down
I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret
Black hearted angels sunk me / With kisses on my mouth / There's poison in this water / The words are falling out
But if you wanna free your body tonight / It's our secret, it's our secret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret
◜❛ ✭ ❜◞ -— BUT IT'S THE LAST TIME I BLOODIED MY HANDS
i'm living in vain, i never promised you a damn thing