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[ASYLI]

I'm changing his name and possibly certain aspects about how his curse works because it doesn't make a lot of sense and I want his character to be more rounded.

Nevermore

agender? androromantic androsexual?
cisgender? homoromantic homosexual?
asexual maybe, probably, sex is Scary.

POSSIBLE NAMES ( formally Hobgoblin )
Wynter ⸺ English ; born in the winter
Cody ⸺ Irish, English ; decedent of cuidightheach: helpful
Bohnes ⸺ English ; any of the pieces of hard, whitish tissue making up the skeleton
Markus ⸺ Ancient Roman from mars meaning "male", the greek god of war
Stockholm ⸺ Swedish ; log islet, the capital of sweden
Babylon ⸺ Greek, English, Akkadian ; gateway of god
Galahad ⸺ Arthurian Legend ; unknown, most pure knight—found the holy grail
Maco ⸺ Hungarian, Hebrew ; god is with us
Levi ⸺ Hebrew, English ; joined or attached

— full-blooded nevermore, directly related to the original line.
— TW: it's likely that he's inbred to a degree, connected through cousins.
— raised by his aunt as his mother probably either committed suicide or was killed by her curse.
— grew up in a complex with other nevermores, which, is bad because nevermores can't be in groups together.
— mega asshole, extremely cold and cut off; doesn't let people in, refuses to get closer to others.
— super soft for his little cousin ( who has no name yet ) she's the only one who really understands him.
— extremely mature, he was forced to accept the horrors that his life would ultimately contain.
— doesn't like to talk about himself, doesn't like to express his emotions, doesn't like to be alive.
— aesthetic: mysterious bad boy / leather jackets / cigarettes / bruises / split lips / gothic vibes?
— respect your elders unless the elders are actually silver fox bear men, children.
— he likes to start fights because he likes people who beat him up. it's his kink, not really, he's self destructive.
— "give them hell, give them teeth."
— won't usually fight but if you insult people he loves he's gonna knock some teeth loose, slut.
— curses like a fucking sailor "fuck you, you fucking cocksucking bitch. holy shit." kind of way.
— king of eye rolls but you can't see them over his sunglasses and behind his eye rolls are tears.
— deep down he's a good person, deeper down he's an even bigger asshole but this time with self esteem issues.
— he always looks bone deep exhausted and that's because he is, often doesn't sleep for days ( large bags under eyes )
— very numb to the world? nothing seems to phase him much anymore. people die, people get hurt... you just have to get over it.
— probably upsets people because he just doesn't care, not about anything, possibly anti-social tendencies?

CURSE NOTES
— the most important part of his curse is still going to be the dr. jekyll and mr. hyde situation but i should probably expand more on that and flesh out the other "person" or demon inside of him? i need people to understand that it's not so much a mental disorder but that there is a completely different being living inside of his body, that they share the same body but different conscious. again, i loved the idea of it focusing on his sleep schedule because apparently i love my characters having insomnia because mood but when one of them falls asleep the other comes out to play; however, they don't like going to sleep so they both usually wait until they literally pass out. that being said, their body is very fragile because it never stops and there are probably days where they both just collapse and cannot move because their body needs to stop, needs to sleep and rest so neither have control and i think that might be called "deep sleep" which is super creative, right bro?
— the other being is not good. at all. the other being likes to hurt people that it knows it's other loves and cares about which is a big reason he has spent so long away from other living creatures, why he was forced from the compound after being contained in the basement for as long as he was. they both know of each other's existence but do not have access to the entirety of each other's memories so while the other can access pieces, it cannot know everything about him and vice versa.
— along with that and because of their shared bond, he can see things that others cannot; he doesn't see your face but rather sees straight into your soul or your lack thereof. buy clairvoyance. it's extremely painful and there are times when he literally does not know what is real and what isn't, he lives in a world where the spirit and the mortal world are basically meshed so it's difficult to move through and understand and he... sometimes doesn't know if he's awake or sleeping; severe derealization.
— think of more, his curse seems mild for a nevermore and i cannot have that; fuck it UP kenneth.
— somewhat connected to hyunwoo maybe? he cannot look in reflective objects because if he does he can see his own soul and his own soul is part of the other so the other tries to attack him and various other creatures do too? he's just covered in scars, just terribly so.
— his curse essentially revolves around the disconnection of one's self, it robs one of their sense of security in who they are by warping their reality and forcing them to fight against, essentially, themselves.
— that being said, ingram can ONLY SEE IN BLACK AND WHITE !!! and have complete access to one's soul because they are entirely face blind; a soul is the only way they can connect to another person and they just no longer question the weird shit they see through people because why bother? that being said, he can't look people in the eyes.
— hallucinates so much they have no idea what's real and what isn't

also, their favorite thing is when people call their curse a mental illness because why much of what they go through could be connected to several personality disorder... Ingram knows he isn't sick and doesn't deserve the support that those in that situation do.