[size=8pt]☠ death.
☠ no real name, responds to death in all languages.
☠ agender | sexless | they/them, doesn't really care.
☠ asexual | aromantic | unknown relationship stance.
☠ unknown age physically | ageless spiritually/mentally.
☠ born: was not born, simply was | immortal | ageless.
☠ currently likes to roam | no titles | [un]official d/milf.
☠ the pale rider, angel of death, the grim reaper, horseman.
☠ human au | voice reference [changes with faceclaim].

RELATIONSHIPS:
☠ single | no past relationships | no planned relationships.
☠ no romantic feelings | uninterested in relationships.
☠ ¼ the horsemen of the apocalypse | ½ oldfucks.
☠ no biological parents | gen 1 | no apprentice/mentor.
☠ death is not currently part of any family, sort of.
☠ they consider god, amara, and the other horsemen family.
☠ will not initiate relationships or flirting, well, unless you're god.
☠ currently respects: god, dean winchester, sam winchester, lirim.
☠ children: darium break, hope break, snappingbones, duncan.

RECENT EVENTS:
☠ growing weaker and weaker as the days continue on.
☠ disappeared in fear of what god would do because of amara.
☠ locked amara [the darkness] away without informing god/chuck.
☠ disappeared to find some way to control the thing inside of them.
☠ created "children" with lirim because they were both bored.
☠ they are currently struggling to contain an unknown entity.
☠ they are currently, dying.

IMPORTANT FACTS:
☠ they are one of the three preeminent beings in the world that being the darkness, god and, of course, death. preeminent beings simply means that these were the creatures that first came into being, the first, before the existence of the universe at all.
☠ they were not born, they were not created, they simply were.
☠ death has always believed everyone to be equal and to them there is no clear title of good or evil; it is not their job to judge someone and they don't exactly what you have done in your life. a child and a mass murderer stand on equal ground to them and while to some that seems a little strange and cruel you must remember it is death's job to stand on a neutral level; they are not allowed to hold any biases.
☠ death is the oldest of the horsemen and while they consider the other horsemen as a form of family they do not completely hold the others on the standards to which they hold god and amara. it may seem confusing but death does not consider themselves friends with the other horsemen as they see their relationship as strictly professional and a form of companionship - they've kept the others in check since the time they came into being but outside of that they do not hold the same feelings the others may hold. they have always considered god and amara to be the closet they will ever achieve to friendship or family, as sad as that may sound it is very much the truth.
☠ again i must say that they are, in fact, the oldest of the horsemen and are considered to be one of the oldest beings in existence, comparable only to god himself of which neither truly knows who came first. death enjoys saying that it was they who first came from the darkness but the truth is that neither can remember that far back nor do i believe death truly cares.
☠ while they came after the darkness they will long after it and long after what many would consider to be the end; they will live long after life, the darkness, god, time and space, they will live until it is nothing but them in the waste of the universe. when they are finally alone it will be their job to reap the universe and then to inevitably reap themselves as they restore everything into a pit of nothing.
☠ death is not a bad guy, i feel i should give a lot of attention to this statement as they have gotten categorized as such in the past. you see, death wants nothing more than to keep the universe in constant motion to ensure that everything is kept balanced - that is truly all they seek; it is not their job to destroy families and to make someone suffer, their job is to make sure people die when it is their time. they don't want to be perceived as they are because they honestly believe that what they do is good and necessary, it is needed and they don't like to be made out as something evil as cruel when they see themselves as something protective and motherly. they adore life, they do, and they believe that in order to ensure life there must be death and that is exactly how they go about doing their job.
☠ they lack any reproductive organs and really cannot be given a sex at all, they are completely and entirely sexless which allows them to stand on, again, a completely biasless level. this also means that they cannot physically have children and anything born of them will be the creation of pieces of their being instead of pieces of their physical body, which, seems rather confusing but i promise it is not. they also have a rather... strange feeling for anything that they create as they seem themselves as an end, something not meant to create and the idea of being a parent to something is strange. they may act like a motherly figure to almost every other soul and creature they cannot bring themselves to feel anything from the things born of death.
☠ death is bound to no one being; gods, angels, and other supernatural creatures answer to them and have no true control over death itself; it is a major reason that death finds death gods and various other reapers so viciously annoying. they do not control death, not at all, they are simply pawns to the creature and they should consider themselves as lucky because it is they who have bestowed that gift upon them.

PHYSICAL: [reference] [antler reference]
☠ WHITE TAILED DEER x IRISH ELK HYBRID [main] | health: 0%
— when it comes to their appearance it is very important that you understand that death is very far from beautiful or, depending on your definition of beautiful, artistic in one of the darkest forms possible. i can really only describe their appearance as ironically haunting and memorizing, something that is so disturbing that it is nearly impossible to break your gaze from their mutilated and disfigured form that they now inhabit; you want to look away yet you simply can't. it's difficult to explain to you exactly what they are but i suppose the closest i could get would be a light combination of a white tailed deer and an extinct irish elk; they are slim and delicate with the form of a white tailed stag and yet they exhibit both the size and antlers of an irish elk. what does that mean exactly? well it means that death looks as a regular deer would, however, they stand at 7 feet at the shoulder (8.9 from ear to hoof) with an antler span and height of about 12 feet - they are likely the biggest deer you will ever encounter. although, despite their height death still continues to hold something close to a delicate appearance - fragile and vulnerable in the way only they could appear with their sheer lack of muscle and well... fat in general; you see, death cannot simply create their own bodies, they can modify them, but they must first start with the body of something that has already died. the body death inhabits has been dead for a long time and while they were able to patch the skin back together they were not able to give it any sort of mass. the body is extremely emaciated with nearly all bones visible for anyone who happens to glance in their direction. they are so emaciated you can see the bloating of their insides of which death finds no use for and they only seem to serve as more of an aesthetic feature for death at this point. their fur is snow white, glowing as if it were alive and did not cling to the body of death itself - it's beautiful and clean in a way one wouldn't dare to think of death as. their fur is not exactly soft and does hold a small and scratchy feel to it but, again, death is not perfect and not every part of them will fall exactly into place. i should also specifically mention that death is physically dead, they have no heartbeat, no blood movement, they ice to the touch - their body does not live and while it seems like a given i thought it important to explain. now, let us move onto the features that make death more... uh, how should i put it? dark, sinister, haunting and cold as the image always seems to picture them as? you see, death has no eyes, none whatsoever and the only thing left to prove said statement is the emptiness of their black sockets. it is said that when you look into the blackness of their sockets you can see yourself reflected back as what you truly are, not the false image that you put up but the broken or beaten creature beneath - death sees all, you are laid bare to them. along with that their mouth appears to be completely sowed shut, they are not able to open it very wide and when they do attempt to open it, it is followed by an indescribable amount of pain followed by a pool of jet black blood flowing from the stitches. they have been rendered completely mute and blind although, they can still see with their omniscience - they don't exactly see the way everyone else sees but they still have a way to see and communicate. along with that they appear to be completely deaf as their ears have been twisted and sowed down against their skull, they constantly bleed a thick tar like substance that indicates their absence of hearing abilities. alright, let us move on and begin talking about their antlers, of which, stand at around 12 feet on their own as i explained earlier but also hold a rather ghost like appearance and what i mean by that is they do not appear to ever become stuck to anything. along with that they are extremely delicate and death has taken to decorating them with white wisteria and various other delicate vines and white flowers - they may be death but that does not mean they are completely void of life. finally, again, they body they inhabit was once dead and to showcase that fact delicate glass arrows stick out along their back and in their side (9 in total) - they almost seem like antics instead of arrows that were used to kill the white beast but death does not mind and enjoys them nonetheless.
— major injuries: none.
— minor injuries: none.

PERSONALITY:
☠ infj | the advocate.
☠ mental stability: 100%
☠ disorders: none.
— death is a complex character, although, for a character that is actually the very personification of death itself i'm not sure you would have expected anything less than complicated. death is not this sinister, cold, cruel, brutal or disgusting being that so many would assume, no, they are... caring in a sense; caring in a way that a mother would fawn over a child. while i will admit they are incredibly apathetic, that idea usually only extends to the decisions and actions of the mortals - they don't care who loves who, who hates who, why you are fighting war, why this or that matters at all, they simply do not care about selfish problems like that and are likely to be a little sarcastic and sometimes rather annoyed by them. they just like to watch the world, they have no desire to become involved in it like so many would think of them; no, they enjoy sitting back, smelling the roses and simply watching as the mortals go about their everyday lives - it's amusing and peaceful for them and they have no desire to ruin it. i can say that if anything gets way too dramatic for them they will outright insult somebody but that's just because they quite frankly cannot handle it, they find it utterly ridiculous that people focus so much on such small things. they're passive and will not fight back in a situation if they do not feel like they have to, insult them, berate them, accuse them, do whatever you please but death will simply stare at you and possibly tell you how whatever you said was wrong and then move on with their lives as they don't like being held down. which, leads into the fact that death... does not really get close to anybody, they don't form friendships or relationships as they don't exactly feel the need to - they know the outcome of everything and they don't like wasting their time, blunt as it is. well, that and they have a certain desire for someone to earn their respect - something that is rarely done and something that so far has only been given to god and the winchesters and... no one else. it is just difficult for them to respect when they know everything about everyone and it takes a special kind of stupid to gain the acceptance and trust of death itself. outside of that death is just really chill, they enjoy playing with children more than anything, maybe stuffing their face full of pizza or just going day by day in the same that they have before - they take it slow, they have no need to rush anything.

POWERS:
☠ they have all known powers, which they have mastered; although, they do have powers that are strictly specific to them.
☠ immune to telepathy, even by other omniscient spirits; their mind is impossible to connect with in the same way that death is not fully understood; they have the power to block people and to allow them in.
☠ nigh-omnipotence | mastered.
☠ nigh-omniscience | mastered.
☠ necromancy | mastered.
☠ memory manipulation | mastered.
☠ teleportation | mastered.
☠ touch necrokinesis | mastered.
☠ invisibility | mastered.
☠ conjuring | mastered.
☠ earth element | mastered.
☠ thermokinesis | mastered.
☠ affiliated with water.

INTERACTION:
☠ impossible mentally | legendary physically | advanced training.
☠ will not start fights | will defend themselves.
☠ will kill if they need to, prefers to show mercy.
☠ attack in bold underlined WHITE.
☠ ask for capture or injury - pm this account.
☠ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
☠ they cannot be killed by mortals, demons, angels, or gods.
☠ does not allow contact from anyone, except god and dean.

GENERAL / darkness swallows a corner of my room in traces and fragments
⋆ mò / pronounced 'moi' / mo, faceless / sexless; mirrored agender they/them/any
⋆ age unknown / birthday unknown / NPC x NPC: status unknown / ? siblings: unknown
⋆ asexual and cupioromantic / polyamorous / ½ (nothing) / single / semi-uninterested
⋆ nTRAD: sunclan / member ; citizen / an outcast / has not been part of other groups
⋆ true neutral / intp & the logician / ravenclaw & uncorporeal patronus / the investigator

APPEARANCE & REFERENCE / trapped in loss i cannot make myself complete
⋆ shifter & ??-?? lbs. | mo will usually appear confident but incredibly uncomfortable
⋆ mo does not have a stable body and will take characteristics from those around them
⋆ naturally has no face which means no eyes, no structure; they are a semi-black mass
⋆ in their natural form it is painful to look at them, they vibrate and are slightly blurred
⋆ their natural voice is almost like an echo or technical, it's scattered and kinda inaudible
⋆ appearance will be updated in posts to explain what they see or are taking to appear
⋆ it is likely they will try to form their own shape later on; bits and pieces of other people

HEALTH / so painful propane poured on top of our distrust, it burns and kills us
⋆ do not react to mental health in the same way, they can mimic or copy it but not have it
⋆ incredibly healthy and honestly do not feel mortal disease or illnesses; & spiritually based
⋆ incredibly high pain tolerance; they can feel pain, the shifting of their body is excruciating
⋆ are usually weak directly after shifting or during shifting; they are at their most vulnerable
⋆ incredibly mentally strong are immune to almost all mental attacks, physically weaker

PERSONALITY / my worn-out thirst wraps around my neck, it's hard even to breath
⋆ intelligent, flexible, curious, neutral, observant, reflective, honest, meticulous & opportunistic
⋆ ignorant, insensitive, impersonal, amoral, erratic, apathetic, blunt, unsentimental, introverted
⋆ do not usually speak about themselves and find their own accomplishments void or irrelevant
⋆ personality is not stable and tends to change; takes quirks or traits from those around them
⋆ melancholic considered to be the perfectionists or the information gatherers, the introverted
⋆ tends to make a clicking sound when threatened, screeches when excited, will repeat phrases
⋆ dislikes making physical contact with others; all previous touch has been nothing but painful
⋆ slow to open up because they care very little about others and do not know how to form bonds
⋆ little to no social skills; they have spent most of their life alone and can be very socially slow

SKILL / and you should have been my reason to breath but instead, you suffocate me
⋆ strength: 9 / perception: 8 / endurance: 5 / charisma: 2 / intelligence: 7 / agility: 5 / luck: 1
⋆ physical skills and intelligence are heightened because of age and their shapeshifting abilities.
⋆ social skills and general luck are lowered because of their morals and complex social structure.
⋆ difficulty is determined by skill, age, and size; distance of attack - whether long or short range.
⋆ 70/100 physical defense / 99/100 cognitive defense / 80/100 short-term recovery
⋆ attack or interact in white or black / VISAGE for immediate response; ASYLI for plotting
⋆ nonviolent actions may be powerplayed / reactions will vary with action and/or the person.