09-25-2018, 01:29 AM
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how did people break free of expectation so easily? how could some like ymir just on her own will, explore the depths of free will just by the own notion of her mind? someone so narrow-minded like venus brushed their own weaknesses away on the basis that there was some genetic factor that caused a chemical imbalance in either of the pair's minds. something innate, something you can't change. to look at the situation in that kind of light made it easier for the kitsune to digest, that they had been incapable of shifting their future without the help of others because nature didn't want it to be that way; it made venus seem less vulnerable. of which they were.
bound by the affections of man who held boundless supply of it - venus sought to study medicine not to please their own curious mind, but to see the smile on his face and feel the gentle touch of a proud pat on the back. it spurred venus on, giving them a meaning to their education - but it wasn't their own reason. it was a reason to spite her sibling's inherited pride. to rip venus' siblings of the love and affection that they received from the silver vulpine's mentor simply because they were his children, rip the affections venus' mother received simply because venus' mum was an easy lay that had somehow brought venus' mentor children. gross. they did no hard work to receive those affections, they never worked as hard as venus had. bound by feelings venus stayed up late to cram in books, arduously studying books for a benevolent man. venus hadn't ever formed a hypothesis for themselves, or lived for themselves.
change only came in the vicious form of death. death had freed venus from the clutches of their heritage, had made the kisune see the world in another light and encouraged the kitsune to work their themselves, by themselves, to make themselves happy. no one else could ever be happy for venus - the kitsune was the only one pleased with their work.
work on people kind of like ymir, and to be perfectly honest someone like ymir probably would have venus foaming at the mouth with excitement at her unfortunate situation. a little insensitive, but the truth. someone like ymir would remind venus so much of the ferals that inhabited these lands, something maybe different but also it could lie in ymir' conditions a few keys to unlocking some of the secrets hidden behind feral's minds. how did they tick? how could ymir return back to a normal state? were all ferals able to return to normal even if they had been born that way?
drawn at the prospect of a new face, venus' sapphire gaze rested upon ymir's form with a curious glint in their eyes as the silvery hued teen scanned over the girl's body. "some water perhaps?" offering politely, maybe venus was just trying to entice the girl to stay, but something about her just made venus feel the need to know more. ymir was an interesting girl - the kitsune could feel it.
(welcome to sunhaven !! B))