04-04-2018, 12:41 PM
I lost my dreams in this disaster
Kayn — Male — Snowbound — Warrior — Difficult
(Don't worry this boi is paranoid too xD)
The midnight lupine had been too caught up in his own thoughts to notice the Snowbounders that had initially arrived with silence. The harshness of the winter storms had made him begin to think of darker things that he'd rather have kept from the forefront of his mind. The bite of the stinging cold reminded him of the cruelty of the world. It was an awful place that tried to take everything from him at every moment. It always had. The wolf could practically hear the screams of his parents in the whistle of the frigid wind, and every time he closed his eyes the darkness was a reminder of the faces he was slowly beginning to forget from the icy grip of time.
The world cared not for him or the things he cared about, this much he had realized. One day it might try and rip his new family from him. Raine had found him when he was young shortly after he'd lost everything. The lynx was a flickering flame of hope in the merciless frozen breeze, emphasis on flickering as his mother often wavered in strength. The karmic force of the universe seemed to press itself down upon her with as much ferocity as it had him in some ways. There was always something going wrong since he could remember. Of course though, after the slaughter of his parents, Kayn couldn't help but blame himself for everything wrong in the family. It only made sense that a child born of blood and hatred was cursed to bring despair upon those around him. Yet, despite every ounce of darkness that flared within his icy crimson gaze, Raine still loved him. She still cared for him and watched over him. No matter how much he lashed out at the world around him or become overburdened with the pain of guilt for the things he'd done as a result, his adopted mother was always there for him.
So when the Snowbounders made themselves present, caught up in his emotional thoughts, the startled lupine released a snarl which promised nothing less than absolute death to any who would touch his family. They would not touch his mother. They would not even dream of touching his sister. The wolf was prepared to tear each and every one of them apart if that's what it came to. The feline who had practically came out of nowhere hadn't helped his paranoia driven state, whether from invisibility, teleportation, or otherwise though Kayn wasn't certain of the serval's abilities. If he'd arrived without so much as a hint of warning though it meant he was a thread. A threat that would be quickly dispatched of if that was what was necessary. Did they take him for a fool? His family for prey to be dispatched of in the cold of an eternal winter? No, Kayn would not let the blood of another family stain the beautiful snow. Not his family at least.
The wolf snapped out of it though, gaze swinging from the feline who appeared to be a little younger than him to look at the raven which had first appeared. The words pierced through the questions that had been asked by the other two. This place wasn't safe? So then he was right. They were thread. This was no place for his family to be. Surely anywhere would be better than a frozen den of despair as only the insane would choose to live in a place. Did that mean his mother was insane? Well, it was a possibility, but that wasn't the important matter at the forefront of his thoughts. If this clan living among the crunchy crack of snow shared the same love for the snap of bones then he would surely deliver to them exactly the sounds they wished to hear.
It was clear that the Raven's words had only intensified his protectiveness from the initial bout of anxiety that had erupted forth from the lupine. "This was a mistake mother. We should leave. Now," the melanistic wolf affirmed with a growl. Kayn had been willing to join this group Raine had brought them to, but everything seemed off. It wasn't where the should be and something in his chest screamed for him to turn tail and sprint away despite amicable greeting from the first who approached. The young wolf hoped things wouldn't escalate into a fight, but it was true that he'd already begun analyzing those gathered in the event that such an occurance came to fruition. Did he like his odds? Well, after the serval had stealthed upon them with seemingly little effort, his hopes weren't high. Still, he would fight tooth and claw for his family if that was what it came to.
The midnight lupine had been too caught up in his own thoughts to notice the Snowbounders that had initially arrived with silence. The harshness of the winter storms had made him begin to think of darker things that he'd rather have kept from the forefront of his mind. The bite of the stinging cold reminded him of the cruelty of the world. It was an awful place that tried to take everything from him at every moment. It always had. The wolf could practically hear the screams of his parents in the whistle of the frigid wind, and every time he closed his eyes the darkness was a reminder of the faces he was slowly beginning to forget from the icy grip of time.
The world cared not for him or the things he cared about, this much he had realized. One day it might try and rip his new family from him. Raine had found him when he was young shortly after he'd lost everything. The lynx was a flickering flame of hope in the merciless frozen breeze, emphasis on flickering as his mother often wavered in strength. The karmic force of the universe seemed to press itself down upon her with as much ferocity as it had him in some ways. There was always something going wrong since he could remember. Of course though, after the slaughter of his parents, Kayn couldn't help but blame himself for everything wrong in the family. It only made sense that a child born of blood and hatred was cursed to bring despair upon those around him. Yet, despite every ounce of darkness that flared within his icy crimson gaze, Raine still loved him. She still cared for him and watched over him. No matter how much he lashed out at the world around him or become overburdened with the pain of guilt for the things he'd done as a result, his adopted mother was always there for him.
So when the Snowbounders made themselves present, caught up in his emotional thoughts, the startled lupine released a snarl which promised nothing less than absolute death to any who would touch his family. They would not touch his mother. They would not even dream of touching his sister. The wolf was prepared to tear each and every one of them apart if that's what it came to. The feline who had practically came out of nowhere hadn't helped his paranoia driven state, whether from invisibility, teleportation, or otherwise though Kayn wasn't certain of the serval's abilities. If he'd arrived without so much as a hint of warning though it meant he was a thread. A threat that would be quickly dispatched of if that was what was necessary. Did they take him for a fool? His family for prey to be dispatched of in the cold of an eternal winter? No, Kayn would not let the blood of another family stain the beautiful snow. Not his family at least.
The wolf snapped out of it though, gaze swinging from the feline who appeared to be a little younger than him to look at the raven which had first appeared. The words pierced through the questions that had been asked by the other two. This place wasn't safe? So then he was right. They were thread. This was no place for his family to be. Surely anywhere would be better than a frozen den of despair as only the insane would choose to live in a place. Did that mean his mother was insane? Well, it was a possibility, but that wasn't the important matter at the forefront of his thoughts. If this clan living among the crunchy crack of snow shared the same love for the snap of bones then he would surely deliver to them exactly the sounds they wished to hear.
It was clear that the Raven's words had only intensified his protectiveness from the initial bout of anxiety that had erupted forth from the lupine. "This was a mistake mother. We should leave. Now," the melanistic wolf affirmed with a growl. Kayn had been willing to join this group Raine had brought them to, but everything seemed off. It wasn't where the should be and something in his chest screamed for him to turn tail and sprint away despite amicable greeting from the first who approached. The young wolf hoped things wouldn't escalate into a fight, but it was true that he'd already begun analyzing those gathered in the event that such an occurance came to fruition. Did he like his odds? Well, after the serval had stealthed upon them with seemingly little effort, his hopes weren't high. Still, he would fight tooth and claw for his family if that was what it came to.
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