IN MY BLOOD - open; return

[buckingham barnes]

Buckingham, without a doubt in the world, was familiar with violence and cruelty. It all started when he became a victim, when he was fed lies from his former handler, Ximen. Ximen removed every memory in his skull and filled his head up with dirty lies, that Bucky foolishly believed. He quickly became a living weapon, taking orders with no hesitation(any kind of hesitation would have resulted in punishment), and going through any missions- no matter how gruesome they were. While Bucky was only an asset, or more specifically the Winter Soldier, for a few weeks- it's effected him up to this day. It was luck that his memories began to return to him, despite the fact he didn't seek for them. He had believed his handler so much that it had been a shock when the true memories came into light, and when he approached Ximen, it almost cost him his life. Who knows who he'd be today if they didn't come back on that fateful day.

Even when he abandoned his handler, abandoned that awful code name, he couldn't leave the home he was shoved into. The rest of the violent home had no idea of Bucky's true identity, and it didn't come into the light until after his handler left. They accepted Bucky Barnes just as much as Winter Soldier, and he continued to kill and tear people apart. But this time, it wasn't for Ximen. He was doing it for himself, at the time, believing he couldn't stop being the person he was shaped to be.

But clearly, Buckingham didn't realize how wrong he was until months later. He was in full control of himself. He didn't have to continue being an assassin, he can't let that asset win him over! The amount of guilt that made it's way onto his chest was too heavy for him to ignore anymore. So, without a word or saying goodbye to ones he grew to love, he left. It took him a few months of traveling for him to finally end up in Sunhaven. He's finally living that second chance, without any worries on his chest.

When Buckingham made his way onto the beach, he frowned at what he saw laying on the beach. Monroe was laying there, drenched head to toe, and his eyes were barely open. What the hell happened to Monroe? The Goldenblood looked far from okay, and Buckingham couldn't do anything to help the male. When the maine coon got closer, he noticed the wounds, Pierce dabbing the wounds with a cloth. "Fuck," The male swore under his breath, unsure of what to do. Buckingham was no medic- Bucky just has to think back to when he was seven months old to know he should stay away from herbs. He accidentally killed his parents when they entrusted him to heal them, he will never trust himself with herbs again. "I'll grab someone from the medicine guild!" He offered, hoping to find someone who could help Monroe.

Without another word, the male quickly ran off, sand flying up into the air as the male headed over to the Greenhouse as fast as he could. Someone better be in there!