08-26-2018, 02:31 AM
Coming out was a thing that Marcellus had never contemplated in his life, not ready to accept himself for what he was; gay. He liked guys, he only had crushes on guys so far, but still he wanted that tiny shred of hope that he could like girls all just the same. It wasn't that he was against people who were gay, or people who identified as anything other than straight, but he was just scared. He knew the discriminating nature of others and how they would hurt others just for identifying as anything other than straight, and even though he had seen overwhelming amounts of support within the Typhoon for those who were part of the LGBT community (not to mention the overwhelming amount of gay's in the Typhoon), he was still too scared to not only accept himself but come out to others as what he was. In the end he knew it probably wouldn't matter his sexuality or what he chose to identify as, but all he could feel was the same fear and pit in his stomach that would nine times out of ten, stop him from trying to accept himself and come out to others. Who knows, maybe he wasn't even gay and that's what he would hold on to.
The king cheetah was out trying to think, taking a walk, but it was hard enough without Luca's emotions and thoughts flooding his head every two seconds, causing him to barely hear even him own self think. At this point, he was starting to question whether any of these thoughts in his head were his or Luca's. He was nearly about to go insane before the thoughts in his head suddenly changed to ones that were more positive, happy, relieved? With curiosity the king cheetah would try to find out Luca's location, picking up the pace as he broke out from the jungle to see a gathering crowd on the shore, his eyes narrowing to a squint to try and make out each figure though all he could really make out was Luca. The piebald found himself getting closer and closer to the crowd until he came to a complete stop and listened to what Aita had to say. No, not Aita, Silus. A smile came to his maw as his heart raced and his thoughts took to his mind, finally audible over Luca's thoughts. Every thought went back to a moment where he found another guy attractive and for a moment he felt ready to accept the fact that he was gay, but it only took one other moment to shut it completely down and shake his head, refusing to believe it.
However, Marcellus would take a step forward and dipping his head in respect towards the Sage. "It's a beautiful name, Silus and congratulations." He wouldn't forget the time that he sneezed on Silus' so the male doubted that he was less than in Silus' good graces, but nevertheless he would congratulation the male on his coming out.
The king cheetah was out trying to think, taking a walk, but it was hard enough without Luca's emotions and thoughts flooding his head every two seconds, causing him to barely hear even him own self think. At this point, he was starting to question whether any of these thoughts in his head were his or Luca's. He was nearly about to go insane before the thoughts in his head suddenly changed to ones that were more positive, happy, relieved? With curiosity the king cheetah would try to find out Luca's location, picking up the pace as he broke out from the jungle to see a gathering crowd on the shore, his eyes narrowing to a squint to try and make out each figure though all he could really make out was Luca. The piebald found himself getting closer and closer to the crowd until he came to a complete stop and listened to what Aita had to say. No, not Aita, Silus. A smile came to his maw as his heart raced and his thoughts took to his mind, finally audible over Luca's thoughts. Every thought went back to a moment where he found another guy attractive and for a moment he felt ready to accept the fact that he was gay, but it only took one other moment to shut it completely down and shake his head, refusing to believe it.
However, Marcellus would take a step forward and dipping his head in respect towards the Sage. "It's a beautiful name, Silus and congratulations." He wouldn't forget the time that he sneezed on Silus' so the male doubted that he was less than in Silus' good graces, but nevertheless he would congratulation the male on his coming out.