08-14-2018, 02:06 PM
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goldenluxury "goldie" roux — female — the typhoon — tags
she hadn't been sleeping for a long time. it was never something she had been known to do. perhaps for a little bit when she was months younger, as she had been sure to get plenty of rest and naps in her earlier days, but now she would not. now she could not. it's not like she wasn't trying nowadays. her injuries forced her to stay in bed most of the time either way. not that she'd let that stop her.
like most nights, she had been plagued with nightmares earlier. nightmares of his words. nightmares of their eyes. nightmares of the blood. she needed to calm down. she needed to stop panicking. she did not want to wake up the whole of the submarine this time. she has been doing that too often. instead, she would painfully and clumsily crawl out and walk outside, breathing in the familiar ocean breeze.
she hadn't planned on walking very much - she just wanted to calm down and then go back to bed, but she was drawn by various voices. so, the injured girl would drag herself over, leaning on her walking stick for support. her striking green eyes' glow was even more apparent with the dark surroundings and would be the first thing others could see from her as she got closer, her ears perked upward slightly. this was one of the few occasions she didn't wear her accessories - only her blue feather earring.
she listened to junji, her vision tired and a little dizzy because of it. she arrived next to vandal, leaning against her aunt gently with shaking legs. she opened her mouth to speak as junji began to talk about the sky, glancing upward herself, only to immediately close it and stare with a sudden cold fear as she heard another voice. decius' voice. the girl's breaths seemed to stop. her eyes shot towards him for a split second only to immediately after look towards the ground.
she felt like she was going to throw up. her entire body began to shake. she needed to act like everything was alright, though. she couldn't give away what happened. the other words said do not quite reach her ears and her gaze seems to grow distant. she needs to act normal. she needs to calm down. "i l-li-like t-to loo-look at th-the o-oc-ocean mys-ss-self." she commented weakly and shakily, not looking away from the ground and gulping. calm down.
like most nights, she had been plagued with nightmares earlier. nightmares of his words. nightmares of their eyes. nightmares of the blood. she needed to calm down. she needed to stop panicking. she did not want to wake up the whole of the submarine this time. she has been doing that too often. instead, she would painfully and clumsily crawl out and walk outside, breathing in the familiar ocean breeze.
she hadn't planned on walking very much - she just wanted to calm down and then go back to bed, but she was drawn by various voices. so, the injured girl would drag herself over, leaning on her walking stick for support. her striking green eyes' glow was even more apparent with the dark surroundings and would be the first thing others could see from her as she got closer, her ears perked upward slightly. this was one of the few occasions she didn't wear her accessories - only her blue feather earring.
she listened to junji, her vision tired and a little dizzy because of it. she arrived next to vandal, leaning against her aunt gently with shaking legs. she opened her mouth to speak as junji began to talk about the sky, glancing upward herself, only to immediately close it and stare with a sudden cold fear as she heard another voice. decius' voice. the girl's breaths seemed to stop. her eyes shot towards him for a split second only to immediately after look towards the ground.
she felt like she was going to throw up. her entire body began to shake. she needed to act like everything was alright, though. she couldn't give away what happened. the other words said do not quite reach her ears and her gaze seems to grow distant. she needs to act normal. she needs to calm down. "i l-li-like t-to loo-look at th-the o-oc-ocean mys-ss-self." she commented weakly and shakily, not looking away from the ground and gulping. calm down.
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.