FRIEND OR FOE? ¤¤ Wash

[Seina]

In a way he could relate but at the same time it hadn't been him how had grown up in a different world, in a different time. It had been the real him how had. His origin had been in a world there he had been a human there animals not could talk or even had powers. Just feral, and under humans full control. But that wasn't him although the memories where still there but not that much his emotions. It was almost like looking into a mirror and watching someone else live your life from the other side. You could see everything but still it didn't felt like that was your life, just somebody else's how for some reason had apart of your own soul inside of them.

It was complicated and somewhat strange to talk about even if he never did that. Inu keept silence of where he actually come from, how his birth even had happend or what sort of person the real him was like. When someone like that existed how brought chaos and destruction to the world what exactly did that made him? after all was apart of him as well. Inu did not believe himself to be a good person, never had and most likely never would. Not everyone agreed with him, there was some few out there how had believed he was worth to be around, to save. Inu disagreed with them but somehow had got drawn in by them and had ended up far to attached to all of them. But now they where all gone and along with them had a part of him died as well.

Memories could be a such heavy burden. Suffocating and at times unbearable. That was probably why he had got kicked out from the main host to begin with. It was easier to forget, to pretend none of had ever existed or to erase all of them altogether to change and become somebody else. Inu did not really wanted that though, to forget or erase any of this memories that still had been such prectious memories for him. Even if it hurt never wanted to forget any of them. Even if he never could return back to become who he had been back then still wanted to hold them close to his heart and contunie to walk forward. Without the pain he would feel nothing and that would make him no different from the one how had given him birth to this world.

Inu was far from brave though, more the cowardly type how would give out information to the enemy if it meant he could get to live for a day longer. That was why he not could understand why some had tried to be his friend in the past, how no one could see through it all and realise he was nothing more then a useless coward, like now. Out alone in the forest there bears could come out and kill him at any time and all he could think about was himself, far to afraid what would happend if he actually died. Would he simple disappear or get reunited with the other him, the real him?.

There was alot of things that went up that head of his at the same time looking around after bears, making him barely noticing when someone else was approching him. But he did when he could hear the other pawsteps coming in closer. Snapping himself out would swing his head around as his heart took a jump inside of his chest, terrified it had been a other bear how had come out to kill him. But it wasn't, luckily instead facing a faintly familliar face. Hadn't this one been there when he had joined?. It was a distant memory for him at the moment but even so didn't felt that much calmned down. This male looked terrifying looking exactly like the type you not wanted to mess with even less meet out in a forest such like this all by himself.

Gulping, the vampire would smile skittish at him, unsure how he actually should behave right now. Not to piss this one off seemed like the wisest choice. Answering him would be a good start at that. " N-No, i mean, sorta?. I-i mean.." he nervousely started, not being able to found the words properly. Quickly he needed to found something to say!. " Aha, i uhm, are lost." yes lost, that was a good one!. " D-Do you know where i'm?." Only times he stuttered was when he was extremely nervouse. The real him had gone to such extremes but Inu could actually speak 'normally' unless he was under pressure like now. Swollowing, keept smiling that skittish one as he waited anxiety over how this all would unfold itself.