08-04-2018, 11:38 AM
Jiyu had never really experienced feeling like an intruder in her own home. The fact? Was actually rather surprising when one considered who the calico was, how she had come into The Roseblood in the first place. In one lifetime she could have been raised as royalty within the group, being as she was the founders grand-daughter and her mother had been the leader when she was born. However, fate had gone much different and she didn't even know the group existed when she found it, upon joining the calico had no idea her family was here, no idea she even had a family that indeed did love her. The lithe assassin had been lost for so long it was hard to believe she could feel at home anywhere, but she had managed it here and the surprising part was she had somehow just known what this place would become to her when she joined. Of all the places she could have run towards after she snapped as she had and freed herself from the prison she had been contained within? The mansion was further away, she had run straight past other places as if her body or soul knew where she had needed to go.
Of course, in the time since she had joined as some nobody who was just running away from the insanity thrust upon her, trying to pretend she was anything but the cold-blooded perfect killer she was? Thing's had changed, relations had sprouted everywhere for her, she had built her reputation from the ground up, and in spite of how harshly she denied it, Jiyu had changed too. The feline who could once not even understand what a smile looked like, much less what one looked like, could understand the grins of those she loved, tell when they weren't happy and that meant a lot to her. Obviously, she would never be perfect at what most animals had as simple nature, it had been abused, trained, and yanked out of her, but she could make a log book in her head, a fake. Unluckily this fake could not help the fact that no life existed in her gaze, both her green and her blue optic being nothing but endless voids that at best resembled the eyes of some dead fish, nor would it change the fact she seemed to be limp as someone who was just murdered. Who she was made to be, had no need for anything besides her orders, but she had clearly rebelled against that long ago.
She noticed the other cat, the one walking around as if she was someone with something to show off, but such a new face, Jiyu didn't care. Long limbs moved without making any noise, her breathing soft and heartbeat barely detectable, mistakable for a ghost if she had not been solid. At first, the patterned feline was going to pass right by the other roseblood, a cat who given her no reason to interact yet. However, those mismatched eyes fell upon someone she did care for. "Sayonara, having a good day?" her voice was like snow falling to the ground, cold as she was, but she did care about her friend's offspring. Just like with Sola? She would give her life to protect her friends offspring so that her friend never had to experiance the pain of losing a child when it could be avoided. Of course, this involved interacting with them more than cats she didn't care about, to let them know they could rely on her.
Of course, in the time since she had joined as some nobody who was just running away from the insanity thrust upon her, trying to pretend she was anything but the cold-blooded perfect killer she was? Thing's had changed, relations had sprouted everywhere for her, she had built her reputation from the ground up, and in spite of how harshly she denied it, Jiyu had changed too. The feline who could once not even understand what a smile looked like, much less what one looked like, could understand the grins of those she loved, tell when they weren't happy and that meant a lot to her. Obviously, she would never be perfect at what most animals had as simple nature, it had been abused, trained, and yanked out of her, but she could make a log book in her head, a fake. Unluckily this fake could not help the fact that no life existed in her gaze, both her green and her blue optic being nothing but endless voids that at best resembled the eyes of some dead fish, nor would it change the fact she seemed to be limp as someone who was just murdered. Who she was made to be, had no need for anything besides her orders, but she had clearly rebelled against that long ago.
She noticed the other cat, the one walking around as if she was someone with something to show off, but such a new face, Jiyu didn't care. Long limbs moved without making any noise, her breathing soft and heartbeat barely detectable, mistakable for a ghost if she had not been solid. At first, the patterned feline was going to pass right by the other roseblood, a cat who given her no reason to interact yet. However, those mismatched eyes fell upon someone she did care for. "Sayonara, having a good day?" her voice was like snow falling to the ground, cold as she was, but she did care about her friend's offspring. Just like with Sola? She would give her life to protect her friends offspring so that her friend never had to experiance the pain of losing a child when it could be avoided. Of course, this involved interacting with them more than cats she didn't care about, to let them know they could rely on her.
❦ "Sitting In The Corner, Wondering What You Got Into And You Ache For Things You Don't Understand." ❦
❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
❦ Pm or Discord To Accompany On Exploration. ❦
❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
❦ Pm or Discord To Accompany On Exploration. ❦