self-inflicted achromatic ¤¤ joining

[Seina]

What did he just say for some couple seconds ago?. Don't come out from nowhere. Yet someone did, weither they had heared him or not was not for him to know, but when the female teleported herself over to appear in his own vision in just one second - one second. His heart took a jump as his whole body jumped in fright  and he almost screamed but was able to grip a hold of himself right in time to let his scream got catched in his throat to avoid unecessery embarassment, thank god for that. Spooked his eyes stared wided eyed at the female in fright how almost had given him a heart attack, even his blonde fur stood at no end. His ears had automatic perked themself up on alert just like a rabbit would have done. Like a staty he stood there for some couple of seconds all frozen in shook before he was able to calm himself down again. Taking a breath flattered down his ears down at his skulls, his confidence having sinked down to zero now. Uhm, hai. " he mumbled a hello in japanese, and cleared his throat awkwardly as he still was a bit under shook to be honest about it.

Cheerfully people was not exactly a problem for him, unless they gave him an almost heart attack. Inu could actually be quite cheerful himself since it was benefical to be for alot of different situations to make it less awkward or to help himself out. No harm done  at least right? but he did wished she not had done that. " Yeah i'm, how did you know?." he then heared himself asking, now having cooled down enough to even put up a small smile to look somewhat friendly while he hoped it would help to cover up how he had wanted to cry a little bit just for some seconds ago..

I'm not a kid... he would correct gently to himself at the other female how had showed up under the meantime but had not dared to speak it out openly. Turning his mismatched orbs over at her now found himself blushing a bit. Aha, this one was pretty. Thanks for being consider a 'youth' still had this hormones he constantly was fighting against. Being immortal and not ever aging was not helping much either. Apperance like he might look to be eight or nine moons old maybe?. So yes, it was not incorrect to state him as a 'child' but it was insulting for him consider how old he in truth actually was. " My name's Inu, nice to meet ya...m-m'am." he smiled shyly, feeling a bit flustered to be in the present of someone as beautiful like this one. Curse him for being stuck as a teenth!.


Past for sure wasn't the most easiest to live with but everyone got effected differently. when it come to his own case wouldn't say he was handling it special well if now he was nothing more then a throw away memories from a man how no longer wanted them. Inu wasn't supposed to exist like this but the love he had got from Littlestar, Mercy and Haiiro had made it all possible. He was cherished memories of a prectious time that never would happend again. He was the living example of them having once existed so couldn't just let them go away to disappear into nothing.

Inu was unaware of Bastilleprisoner struggle with his own past memories just like he was with anyone else life for that matter. But it was quite hard not to see when someone was living through a challenging life. It often was shown in the person eyes. Some sort of tiredness or just looking troubled. Facing this man would title his head in wonder over what he just had said. Leaper?. What did that meant?. Inu decided not to ask. " Hello sir. Nothing much - aha i mean, yes i do am here for quite some importand...reasons." Wow that didn't started out well. " I want to join if t-that's alright." If he had been blessed with invinsibility right now Inu for sure would have used that to vanish himself out from sight. It had felt like forever ago since talking with people last time so yes Inu felt a bit anxious and nervouse over to talk with people again.

Overtime his awkwardness might drop. He hoped so at least.

// thank you for the welcome! c: