08-03-2018, 06:22 PM
SUITE
HEART
HEART
[my post is all over the place, but welcome!!]
Not a day went by that Suiteheart didn't think about what once was. She recalled so many names and faces and groups (like this one). Most memories had grown to become so bittersweet in her heart that it hurt to think about. Regardless of whether she wanted to or not, her mind wandered. It traipsed down memory lane whenever it could. Her memories haunted her: she saw past loved ones in the trees, in the plains, the flowers, the sea.
Maybe it didn't help that her soul seemed to pick up bits and pieces of those she cared about; a flurry of different colors was present at her core - a signal that she was quite literally made up of all those she once loved and still cared for.
Suiteheart supposed the bottom line was that she couldn't let go. Letting go wasn't an option.
With her newfound vampirism, she wouldn't be forgetting anything anytime soon. While she had always carried an immortal soul (a rather obvious thing now considering she had lived nine lifetimes before this one and had always found her way back; a blessing and a curse), she now was more aware of it. An immortal soul meant she could return, yes, but she might not be who she had always been. With true immortality granted from Selene via Margaery, she wouldn't have to worry about being someone else entirely. It was a good thing, but the prospect of watching loved ones live and die while she never aged frightened her.
Those would be memories she wouldn't be able to escape either.
"Finally," the white feline rumbled, a sideways smile adorning her lips, "someone waits at the border." She same to a halt beside Thea, angling her head just so to get a better look at Inu. "What's your name, kid?" His scent was a familiar one - which was surprising considering she hadn't smelled anything like that in about a year. The surprise didn't show on her features, but if one looked closely enough, they could see it in her eyes.
Not a day went by that Suiteheart didn't think about what once was. She recalled so many names and faces and groups (like this one). Most memories had grown to become so bittersweet in her heart that it hurt to think about. Regardless of whether she wanted to or not, her mind wandered. It traipsed down memory lane whenever it could. Her memories haunted her: she saw past loved ones in the trees, in the plains, the flowers, the sea.
Maybe it didn't help that her soul seemed to pick up bits and pieces of those she cared about; a flurry of different colors was present at her core - a signal that she was quite literally made up of all those she once loved and still cared for.
Suiteheart supposed the bottom line was that she couldn't let go. Letting go wasn't an option.
With her newfound vampirism, she wouldn't be forgetting anything anytime soon. While she had always carried an immortal soul (a rather obvious thing now considering she had lived nine lifetimes before this one and had always found her way back; a blessing and a curse), she now was more aware of it. An immortal soul meant she could return, yes, but she might not be who she had always been. With true immortality granted from Selene via Margaery, she wouldn't have to worry about being someone else entirely. It was a good thing, but the prospect of watching loved ones live and die while she never aged frightened her.
Those would be memories she wouldn't be able to escape either.
"Finally," the white feline rumbled, a sideways smile adorning her lips, "someone waits at the border." She same to a halt beside Thea, angling her head just so to get a better look at Inu. "What's your name, kid?" His scent was a familiar one - which was surprising considering she hadn't smelled anything like that in about a year. The surprise didn't show on her features, but if one looked closely enough, they could see it in her eyes.
[b]suiteheart folie-mikaelson . ecliptic admiral . the ascendants . tags
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[glow=black,10,100]GOT MY DEGREE IN THE GUTTER,[/glow]
[glow=black,1,100]MY HEART BROKEN IN THE DORMS OF THE IVY LEAGUE