these wings on your back aren't a dream

[cyantist]

[align=center][div style="text-align:justify;width:55%;font-size:10pt;font-family:verdana"]LITTER. sola x cainsmark x finnishwars
NAME. Nightsky Mortem
AGE. 4 months
APPEARANCE. a cat with black fur spots of white that could be considered like stars on a clear night, although they follow no clear pattern. He has white paws and dark blue eyes. He's a rather average kitten, and will stay average for the rest of his life.
PERSONALITY. A quiet man with the heart of a scholar, Night will be a little distant and esoteric. He struggles to prove himself as useful, since his interests are certainly not what one would expect from a bloodthirsty group of rogues. He's... Soft, for lack of a better word. Softly spoken, considerate and inquisitive, he comes across as someone all too gentle for the clan of his birth. In fact, Night knows that he's too soft - something that causes him to try and perform the violence that is expected of him. Night's main appeal is his mind, quick and intelligent and able to grasp concepts quickly.
PLOTS [OPTIONAL] — Night tries to push himself to become a good fighter, even though he doesn't really have the temperament and struggles for it. During a raid or skirmish, he picks an opponent that is everything that Night isn't and suffers a major injury. Coping with it is... Difficult for the tom, leading to him to try and reconcile that he isn't a good fighter and likely never will be.
— Night will discover astrology and astronomy and become obsessed with it, keeping records on star movements and trying to divine the future through astrology. He still has a heavy dose of scepticism, and looks into further methods of divination such as tarot and pendulums. He actually gathers quite a few occult books and an old grimoire and starts working towards learning magic, although documenting and experimenting in a very scientific fashion.
— Night struggles to talk about his emotions. He feels as if he's never going to live up his own expectations. He wants to confident and self-assured and strong, but lacks the ability and the self-confidence. As such, he tends to beat himself down and will actually refuse promotions, believing that he's not worth being entrusted with responsibilities.
OTHER. time to try and rp in the Rosebloods when i'm not a bad roleplayer lmao