07-20-2018, 07:48 AM
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goldenluxury "goldie" roux — female — the typhoon — tags
goldie didn't like being so harsh - she really didn't. being kind and understanding was much more in her nature than being harsh was. but, she also understood there were times she did need to be that way. it was pretty hard to get on her bad side most of the time, although the quickest way was surely to offend or insult her family. goldie was, if nothing else, loyal to her family. they meant everything. and, right now, atbash was disrespecting her family. her care for snowbound diminished once this happened.
her crewmates' responses only made her stance grow more firm. they were not afraid to instantly defend the typhoon at any possible threat. in fact, it seemed they desired to do so. the girl, personally, did not want such tensions between them and snowbound, considering everything she had felt for it. she didn't even really care about getting "repaid" all that much - she was generally a generous person to her friends. but, what bothered her more than anything, was the fact atbash was trying to blame them for this decision.
her attention shifted to her papa as he began to speak up again. his words held an authority she wished to match, but still was learning how to do so. but, he was certainly captain for a reason. however, as his voice raised, she felt a lump in her throat. she had never seen him so angry. the girl didn't feel intimidated, though, just surprised. but, upon hearing his words - his death - her expression quickly grew painful. she looked to the ground, disliking to recall the event. but, she realized something too. for some reason, it had never occurred to her that this all began because of snowbound. he died because he fought for them. anger began to rush through her.
her striking green eyes shot back to atbash, her lower lip holding a slight tremble. "y'know, atbash, i really respected and loved you and snowbound. i really did. i loved seein' y'all and wanted to help as much as i could. but, that really doesn't matter now, does it?" her tone became low and threatening as she said these words. she knew her crewmates would be violent if they so desired. there would be no punishment to strike out on snowbound now, after all. she knew this really couldn't be taken back, either, though.
"i understand caesar attacked you. when i'd heard that happened, i was very upset, as was the majority of the typhoon. that's why he was punished. don't let your experience with one member dictate your opinion of the whole, and don't you dare say the typhoon has been 'bad allies'." she hissed those last words. she knew atbash and caesar didn't get along - it didn't take much to pick up on that. but, it looks like caesar was right to some extent after all.
her crewmates' responses only made her stance grow more firm. they were not afraid to instantly defend the typhoon at any possible threat. in fact, it seemed they desired to do so. the girl, personally, did not want such tensions between them and snowbound, considering everything she had felt for it. she didn't even really care about getting "repaid" all that much - she was generally a generous person to her friends. but, what bothered her more than anything, was the fact atbash was trying to blame them for this decision.
her attention shifted to her papa as he began to speak up again. his words held an authority she wished to match, but still was learning how to do so. but, he was certainly captain for a reason. however, as his voice raised, she felt a lump in her throat. she had never seen him so angry. the girl didn't feel intimidated, though, just surprised. but, upon hearing his words - his death - her expression quickly grew painful. she looked to the ground, disliking to recall the event. but, she realized something too. for some reason, it had never occurred to her that this all began because of snowbound. he died because he fought for them. anger began to rush through her.
her striking green eyes shot back to atbash, her lower lip holding a slight tremble. "y'know, atbash, i really respected and loved you and snowbound. i really did. i loved seein' y'all and wanted to help as much as i could. but, that really doesn't matter now, does it?" her tone became low and threatening as she said these words. she knew her crewmates would be violent if they so desired. there would be no punishment to strike out on snowbound now, after all. she knew this really couldn't be taken back, either, though.
"i understand caesar attacked you. when i'd heard that happened, i was very upset, as was the majority of the typhoon. that's why he was punished. don't let your experience with one member dictate your opinion of the whole, and don't you dare say the typhoon has been 'bad allies'." she hissed those last words. she knew atbash and caesar didn't get along - it didn't take much to pick up on that. but, it looks like caesar was right to some extent after all.
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.