07-18-2018, 02:39 AM
Okay. Okay. Izuku has .. a lot of feelings about all of his classmates and everybody showing up. It's -- see, it hasn't ever been this bad. Never had so many showed up in such a short span of time. Kirishima, Todoroki. .. All Might. Tsuyu, farther back. .. Then there were other people from even farther back. Uraraka. Bakugou. They didn't show back up again. And people like Shinsho and momo were there for a single second and then they werne't. Aizawa was still here. It was -- okay, it was terrifying, Frustrating. He just --
If there's one way that Izuku feels like this is his fault, it's that its .. well, the domino effect. He triggered it, in some way. They figured out they could kill a hero student and then they struck out. Because he was dumbass. And he got himself killed. And that was .. his own fault. Maybe if he'd been alive, he could've protected his classmates. Could've done something. Anything. Maybe he was the one who triggered everyone into coming here. He was the first one, after all. He'd just -- woken up, and then he'd spent months on his own. And then .. people joined him. And he was first and they didn't deserve it.
.. So here's a question. Would they rather be here or would they rather be properly dead? Izuku doesn't know. He's scared to ask. But it wasn't fair that they didn't get a choice. Sure, being here was probably better. They were still alive with everyone else, but they had to live with knowing what happened. Except for those who didn't, who forgot. Maybe it would've been better if Izuku hadn't told them, either. Had just .. let them go on believing they could or should go home. Maybe Uraraka wouldn't have cried, maybe there'd be more hope. .. Maybe, it'd be better if Izuku was alone.
Izuku, if it weren't for his classmates showing up by the apparent dozens, would've been well and truly content where he was. Izuku, Snowbound's Frosthealer. He had friends, he knew what he was doing. He was .. he was good where he was. But then everyone else was there and then he was Midoriya, hero in training, but he can't be a hero anymore. He can't go back home and Izuku is already doing his very damnedest to be as much of a hero as possible, treating wounds as best as he can. Maybe, Izuku could've forgotten. He'd have given up going home if it meant everyone else managed to stay, y'know? If everything was better. But now they were all here, and Izuku ... he just ... he's not sure.
He sighs, tail sweeping. .. It's .. just how it is now, then. Till they disappear like everyone else. Izuku would stay right where he was, then. He .. was loyal to Snowbound first, he thinks. He's not sure. But he thinks he is, and he just hopes that he won't have to choose. So, the Maine Coon huffs again and shuts his eyes, curled up on a chair in front of his cabin, one paw hanging off. His injured paw, of course. There's snow under him, and that's familiar. Izuku likes snow. It's .. even more comforting than the trees at his old group used to be. Maybe not yet up to par with the familiarities of home with his mom, but it'd do.
//hi its 2am dont mind me
If there's one way that Izuku feels like this is his fault, it's that its .. well, the domino effect. He triggered it, in some way. They figured out they could kill a hero student and then they struck out. Because he was dumbass. And he got himself killed. And that was .. his own fault. Maybe if he'd been alive, he could've protected his classmates. Could've done something. Anything. Maybe he was the one who triggered everyone into coming here. He was the first one, after all. He'd just -- woken up, and then he'd spent months on his own. And then .. people joined him. And he was first and they didn't deserve it.
.. So here's a question. Would they rather be here or would they rather be properly dead? Izuku doesn't know. He's scared to ask. But it wasn't fair that they didn't get a choice. Sure, being here was probably better. They were still alive with everyone else, but they had to live with knowing what happened. Except for those who didn't, who forgot. Maybe it would've been better if Izuku hadn't told them, either. Had just .. let them go on believing they could or should go home. Maybe Uraraka wouldn't have cried, maybe there'd be more hope. .. Maybe, it'd be better if Izuku was alone.
Izuku, if it weren't for his classmates showing up by the apparent dozens, would've been well and truly content where he was. Izuku, Snowbound's Frosthealer. He had friends, he knew what he was doing. He was .. he was good where he was. But then everyone else was there and then he was Midoriya, hero in training, but he can't be a hero anymore. He can't go back home and Izuku is already doing his very damnedest to be as much of a hero as possible, treating wounds as best as he can. Maybe, Izuku could've forgotten. He'd have given up going home if it meant everyone else managed to stay, y'know? If everything was better. But now they were all here, and Izuku ... he just ... he's not sure.
He sighs, tail sweeping. .. It's .. just how it is now, then. Till they disappear like everyone else. Izuku would stay right where he was, then. He .. was loyal to Snowbound first, he thinks. He's not sure. But he thinks he is, and he just hopes that he won't have to choose. So, the Maine Coon huffs again and shuts his eyes, curled up on a chair in front of his cabin, one paw hanging off. His injured paw, of course. There's snow under him, and that's familiar. Izuku likes snow. It's .. even more comforting than the trees at his old group used to be. Maybe not yet up to par with the familiarities of home with his mom, but it'd do.
//hi its 2am dont mind me
☀ what was i worth
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