07-17-2018, 05:58 PM
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//I had my whole freaking thing written out and then I lost it
Thea's face fell as both the joiner, and Suiteheart, told her no.
While Shininglight and Washington dealt with trauma, in their own ways, Thea was blissfully unaware of the feelings that often came with taking a life, the horror, the guilt, the sadness. Maybe because of the way she had been raised, to believe as long as she won, anything was okay. To smile, and everything would be fine. So the pride and happiness that she had won where all she felt when taking somebody's life, to kill along with them their hopes and dreams, and carve a hole in the hearts of their loved ones. She just never experienced it.
That was the fairy tale she believed, even with the cracks around the edges. If she ever came to the realization that that was completely wrong, that everything she worked for, the dreams she had, the sacrifices she made, were for nothing but a false truth implanted in her head by her parents, it would probably break the young cub, who's mind and emotional state were already as fragile as glass as it was.
But it wasn't obvious, as Thea offered Shininglight a grin, and chirped, "Well, then, even if you don't wanna fight, mister, that's fine! Welcome to the Ascendents, anyways!"
Was it possible for somebody to have paws stained in blood, yet remain so childlike and carefree?
Thea's face fell as both the joiner, and Suiteheart, told her no.
While Shininglight and Washington dealt with trauma, in their own ways, Thea was blissfully unaware of the feelings that often came with taking a life, the horror, the guilt, the sadness. Maybe because of the way she had been raised, to believe as long as she won, anything was okay. To smile, and everything would be fine. So the pride and happiness that she had won where all she felt when taking somebody's life, to kill along with them their hopes and dreams, and carve a hole in the hearts of their loved ones. She just never experienced it.
That was the fairy tale she believed, even with the cracks around the edges. If she ever came to the realization that that was completely wrong, that everything she worked for, the dreams she had, the sacrifices she made, were for nothing but a false truth implanted in her head by her parents, it would probably break the young cub, who's mind and emotional state were already as fragile as glass as it was.
But it wasn't obvious, as Thea offered Shininglight a grin, and chirped, "Well, then, even if you don't wanna fight, mister, that's fine! Welcome to the Ascendents, anyways!"
Was it possible for somebody to have paws stained in blood, yet remain so childlike and carefree?
I'll give up on giving up
[i]and get the world on my side
Thea — Nora — Adara