07-13-2018, 11:16 PM
SUITE
HEART
HEART
[this is long af and i proofread none of it so rip??]
Washington's voice was the first that reached her. She whirled to face him, a bright smile upon her lips. However, his question caused her face to contort in question. She knew the topic of life and death was an odd one. She also was aware of the fact that reincarnation, returning from the dead - all of that was... a hard topic to grasp. Hell, she still had trouble with it from time to time, and she had lived nine other lives. She knew she would never make Washington understand. It was just something he would have to come to on his own.
"I remember you being there," Suiteheart admitted, a soft smile surfacing on her features. "I... I made a deal, dude. It's a long story." She remembered Selene. Suite could feel the archaic being wreathing around her, like moonlight. It felt wrong to tell him about everything, but she wanted him to know. Was it supposed to be a secret? She wasn't sure. Selene never said, did she?
She opened her mouth to say more, but some searing emotion struck her. It was Margaery. Suiteheart could feel her wife again, and somehow, the bond they shared felt so much more intense in that moment than ever before. Was it perhaps because of her new lifestyle? She had so many questions, but she would save them for later. For now, she was concerned with her wife and her onslaught of tears.
A frown twisted to life on her maw. "Margy..." she breathed, feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness and self-hatred via the bond. The white feline stepped forward, hoping to pull her wife slowly into a hug. "Don't be sad, please. I'm not sad." She pushed happiness through the bond, hoping to alleviate her wife's emotions. "You didn't ruin my life either, okay? You saved it." She presented her wife with that goofy grin of hers. It softened as she looked at her wife with tears forming in her eyes. 'If you hadn't done what you did, my soul would've shattered. We never would've found each other again. I couldn't have that.'
"Rinny!" Suiteheart called as she spotted one of her closest friends. She blinked back tears as the bicolored feline came forward. "Thank you for working so hard to save me," she said, voice filled to the brim with emotion. She could still see Rin's frantic expression as she worked to staunch the bleeding. "Did you get all the blood out of your scarf?" she asked, voice half comical, half serious. She moved forward then, aiming to hug Warringkingdoms.
She noted the look on Rin's face, and it honestly broke her heart. It was almost like Rin was blaming herself for Suite's death, and that hurt. The medic always tried so hard... There was nothing that could have been done for Suite. She had been a hopeless case. She hated having put Warringkingdoms through that. "Hey, don't beat yourself up over what happened, Rinny. You did all you could, I promise. Thank you."
She jerked her head from the tuxedo fae as Roy approached. "Roy! It's good to see you again!" she called, moving to see another one of her best friends. She wore a large smile as she scurried forward in hopes of also pulling him into a hug. She remembered seeing Roy as she slipped from this reality. She remembered him, remembered them all. She hated how upset he had looked.
Suiteheart pulled back to look at the Flame Alchemist, and she noticed that he, like the rest of those gathered, was staring at her scar. She suddenly felt extremely self-conscious, but she wouldn't show it. She knew the injury would be with her for the rest of her days (in this form at least), and she knew most everyone was going to hate it - it was an ever-present reminder of how she had almost been stolen from her loved ones. It was a reminder of how close they all were to being ripped away from one another. "I'm okay now, buddy."
Unlike Church, Suite had witnessed people dying and coming back multiple times. Her friends, her children, her wife: they had all died and returned to her at one point. It was always terrifying though. She was always worried that one day, they wouldn't come back. Everything in this world was limited, wasn't it? It had to be - even her immortality (considering she had to feed to keep it).
"It's a wild story, Church," she said, shaking her head and grinning. "I wish I could explain it, but I don't even know everything. I think a lot of it is luck." She managed a chuckle. She tilted her head to the left, almost mimicking Church's movements, but not truly meaning to. "Like I said earlier, I made a bargain."
Washington's voice was the first that reached her. She whirled to face him, a bright smile upon her lips. However, his question caused her face to contort in question. She knew the topic of life and death was an odd one. She also was aware of the fact that reincarnation, returning from the dead - all of that was... a hard topic to grasp. Hell, she still had trouble with it from time to time, and she had lived nine other lives. She knew she would never make Washington understand. It was just something he would have to come to on his own.
"I remember you being there," Suiteheart admitted, a soft smile surfacing on her features. "I... I made a deal, dude. It's a long story." She remembered Selene. Suite could feel the archaic being wreathing around her, like moonlight. It felt wrong to tell him about everything, but she wanted him to know. Was it supposed to be a secret? She wasn't sure. Selene never said, did she?
She opened her mouth to say more, but some searing emotion struck her. It was Margaery. Suiteheart could feel her wife again, and somehow, the bond they shared felt so much more intense in that moment than ever before. Was it perhaps because of her new lifestyle? She had so many questions, but she would save them for later. For now, she was concerned with her wife and her onslaught of tears.
A frown twisted to life on her maw. "Margy..." she breathed, feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness and self-hatred via the bond. The white feline stepped forward, hoping to pull her wife slowly into a hug. "Don't be sad, please. I'm not sad." She pushed happiness through the bond, hoping to alleviate her wife's emotions. "You didn't ruin my life either, okay? You saved it." She presented her wife with that goofy grin of hers. It softened as she looked at her wife with tears forming in her eyes. 'If you hadn't done what you did, my soul would've shattered. We never would've found each other again. I couldn't have that.'
"Rinny!" Suiteheart called as she spotted one of her closest friends. She blinked back tears as the bicolored feline came forward. "Thank you for working so hard to save me," she said, voice filled to the brim with emotion. She could still see Rin's frantic expression as she worked to staunch the bleeding. "Did you get all the blood out of your scarf?" she asked, voice half comical, half serious. She moved forward then, aiming to hug Warringkingdoms.
She noted the look on Rin's face, and it honestly broke her heart. It was almost like Rin was blaming herself for Suite's death, and that hurt. The medic always tried so hard... There was nothing that could have been done for Suite. She had been a hopeless case. She hated having put Warringkingdoms through that. "Hey, don't beat yourself up over what happened, Rinny. You did all you could, I promise. Thank you."
She jerked her head from the tuxedo fae as Roy approached. "Roy! It's good to see you again!" she called, moving to see another one of her best friends. She wore a large smile as she scurried forward in hopes of also pulling him into a hug. She remembered seeing Roy as she slipped from this reality. She remembered him, remembered them all. She hated how upset he had looked.
Suiteheart pulled back to look at the Flame Alchemist, and she noticed that he, like the rest of those gathered, was staring at her scar. She suddenly felt extremely self-conscious, but she wouldn't show it. She knew the injury would be with her for the rest of her days (in this form at least), and she knew most everyone was going to hate it - it was an ever-present reminder of how she had almost been stolen from her loved ones. It was a reminder of how close they all were to being ripped away from one another. "I'm okay now, buddy."
Unlike Church, Suite had witnessed people dying and coming back multiple times. Her friends, her children, her wife: they had all died and returned to her at one point. It was always terrifying though. She was always worried that one day, they wouldn't come back. Everything in this world was limited, wasn't it? It had to be - even her immortality (considering she had to feed to keep it).
"It's a wild story, Church," she said, shaking her head and grinning. "I wish I could explain it, but I don't even know everything. I think a lot of it is luck." She managed a chuckle. She tilted her head to the left, almost mimicking Church's movements, but not truly meaning to. "Like I said earlier, I made a bargain."
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[glow=black,10,100]GOT MY DEGREE IN THE GUTTER,[/glow]
[glow=black,1,100]MY HEART BROKEN IN THE DORMS OF THE IVY LEAGUE