07-11-2018, 06:11 AM
Talk about how she hated him? She fucking wished but she knew that she could probably mumble out a single "I hate you" before she felt shitty about saying it. She didn't like feeling this way especially since it had been a long time since she had felt that way, once he sat down next to her keeping quiet she assumed he was waiting to hear something from her. She took a deep breath still looking at the night sky "Did you meet any cute guys at the tavern while it was still up? I'd like to meet em," Her expression looked deadass serious as she said this but eventually a forced smile appeared on her maw "I'm k-kidding." Was she? She certainly was since,just bringing up the question of Greed meeting and possibly sleeping with other people hurt her. 'Get over it, R-Roxie. . . It's not like you're dating. . .' God, she wished she could kill the tension between the two of them yet she didn't necessarily know how to accomplish that kind of thing. Sure, she should have expected Greed to be one of those flirts who tried getting into people's pants yet despite it. . . That hadn't been what made her so infatuated with him. The night that they had spent together in the log before going to her home and eating ice cream to watch movies, the two of them laughing and having a good time. That's the Greed she had fallen in love with and she wasn't too keen on hearing from Greed that that Greed didn't exist or else she would lose her shit, even if that was the case. . . She knew he would be lying so his reputation wasn't ruined. If he even had one.
She could barely hear what he even said as she said there though her head nodded slowly as she mumbled out "Yeah, I know. . ." Though what she was talking about wasn't her own leg or the loss of her wings, no, it was something more sappy though not intended in that way. She let out a sigh as her paws shuffled in the sand as she finally asked with a shake of her head "When I disappeared did a tiny chest ever make it to shore? . . . Just asking, it kinda had something I don't want anyone's grubby paws on especially with what was written on it. . ." Her mismatched gaze would briefly glance over in the direction of Greed with a small pained smile on her maw though she quickly peeled her gaze away from him "That's aside the point. . . I wanna apologize for biting you. . ." She fell quiet only to add a bit more hesitantly "And by making things awkward between us by. . . Loving you. . ." She could already hear Pincher saying "seriously Roxxie" and she also questioned herself, really there was probably guys that were interested in her and liked her. Like Planecrash but even when she was around the other guy, her mind always seemed to linger on Greed. She was hooked like a bee on nectar. She bit her bottom lip drawing only the smallest bit of blood continuing with a shake of her head "I know, I know. The last thing you want is some girl you had a short fling with falling in love with you. . . I wanna hate you. . . I really do but that would make me a sour sport and I wouldn't be able to bring myself to hate you."
Was this some form of shitty confession? She figured it was. She could already feel her eyes stinging a bit and her heart racing inside of her chest, she wished she could stop it; stop feeling this way and make things easier for the both of them. 'R-really Roxxie? F-fuckin gonna cry? Are you fuckin serious?' She thought angrily towards herself wishing she had Kal here so she could hug him for comfort yet she knew that would make the situation worse especially since Kalayavan didn't necessarily like Greed at all and probably wanted to maul the other into itty bitty chunks of meat. She curled her tail around her forepaws only to bring it to her face to hide her current expression, she almost wanted to scream into the fluff of her tail but decided against it as she mumbled out more quietly "R-really. . . I'm trying not to feel that way about you. . . But it's h-hard on me. . ." It hurt carrying these unrequited feelings knowing that they would probably never be returned, she closed her eyes imagining the both mornings that she had woken up to; Greed sleeping next to her and Greed being gone after a night of "fun". She remembered that second morning, waking up dazed and with a headache. She had seen Greed outside and her heart had done a fucking somersault in her chest yet it broke the moment she saw the panther flirting with other people acting as if he hadn't just slept with some poor, now heartbroken sap. She could feel her back and head starting to throb a bit ever since the loss of her wings and gaining horns, she had been having these nasty headaches and back pains. She eventually said with a hiccup escaping her.
"But you don't gotta worry about it anymore. . . I'll l-leave you alone and won't b-bother you anymore. . ."
"character's speech."
She could barely hear what he even said as she said there though her head nodded slowly as she mumbled out "Yeah, I know. . ." Though what she was talking about wasn't her own leg or the loss of her wings, no, it was something more sappy though not intended in that way. She let out a sigh as her paws shuffled in the sand as she finally asked with a shake of her head "When I disappeared did a tiny chest ever make it to shore? . . . Just asking, it kinda had something I don't want anyone's grubby paws on especially with what was written on it. . ." Her mismatched gaze would briefly glance over in the direction of Greed with a small pained smile on her maw though she quickly peeled her gaze away from him "That's aside the point. . . I wanna apologize for biting you. . ." She fell quiet only to add a bit more hesitantly "And by making things awkward between us by. . . Loving you. . ." She could already hear Pincher saying "seriously Roxxie" and she also questioned herself, really there was probably guys that were interested in her and liked her. Like Planecrash but even when she was around the other guy, her mind always seemed to linger on Greed. She was hooked like a bee on nectar. She bit her bottom lip drawing only the smallest bit of blood continuing with a shake of her head "I know, I know. The last thing you want is some girl you had a short fling with falling in love with you. . . I wanna hate you. . . I really do but that would make me a sour sport and I wouldn't be able to bring myself to hate you."
Was this some form of shitty confession? She figured it was. She could already feel her eyes stinging a bit and her heart racing inside of her chest, she wished she could stop it; stop feeling this way and make things easier for the both of them. 'R-really Roxxie? F-fuckin gonna cry? Are you fuckin serious?' She thought angrily towards herself wishing she had Kal here so she could hug him for comfort yet she knew that would make the situation worse especially since Kalayavan didn't necessarily like Greed at all and probably wanted to maul the other into itty bitty chunks of meat. She curled her tail around her forepaws only to bring it to her face to hide her current expression, she almost wanted to scream into the fluff of her tail but decided against it as she mumbled out more quietly "R-really. . . I'm trying not to feel that way about you. . . But it's h-hard on me. . ." It hurt carrying these unrequited feelings knowing that they would probably never be returned, she closed her eyes imagining the both mornings that she had woken up to; Greed sleeping next to her and Greed being gone after a night of "fun". She remembered that second morning, waking up dazed and with a headache. She had seen Greed outside and her heart had done a fucking somersault in her chest yet it broke the moment she saw the panther flirting with other people acting as if he hadn't just slept with some poor, now heartbroken sap. She could feel her back and head starting to throb a bit ever since the loss of her wings and gaining horns, she had been having these nasty headaches and back pains. She eventually said with a hiccup escaping her.
"But you don't gotta worry about it anymore. . . I'll l-leave you alone and won't b-bother you anymore. . ."
"character's speech."