getting better in the worst way ☀ weekly prompt

[arcy]

Izuku wasn't dumb, he knew that Atbash must be stressed by her responsibilities, too. He wasn't the only one suffering from the change. But .. well, at least atbash had people to help her, even she probably had more weight on her shoulders. Whatever HPs she may promote or have, they could help her, and Izuku would give his all to assist wherever he could, too. Meanwhile, Izuku -- well, until he could recruit somebody else onto the medical team, he was on his own.
"I .. can't, though," Izuku makes a passively frustrated motion with one of his wings. He wasn't good enough. All the breaks he took were times he could be reading and learning everything he could so that he could be a good medic. So nobody else would suffer. Izuku wasn't meant for this job, but when Izuku put his heart into something, like he had with this, he went big or went home. He isn't in any real state of mind to recognize Atbash's attempts at lightening the mood, unfortunately, with his head pounding and nothing was right. Not that he'd rrcognize it very easily in peak health or whatevet. Izuku wasn't good at that, especially since English wasn't his native language.
".. Yeah," Izuku gives a little at Atbash's question, ears falling back slightly. He couldn't lie to her, anf he there wasn't a point to doing so anyways. The Maine Coon shakes his head. "I don't .. know enough. And if I don't know enough, somebody couls get --" Izuku cuts himself off. Killed, hurt, crippled, anything fit. And Izuku didn't want to let that happen. He couldn't. He had to be a hero in the only ways he knew how to anymore, and he had to make up for all the people he's hurt. He had to be better.
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