07-06-2018, 09:43 PM
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goldenluxury "goldie" roux — female — the typhoon — tags
ever since she discovered miss roxanne's wings, she went searching. searching for the rest of her. her injuries prohibited her from moving much at all, and it was likely making them worse that she did force herself to be so active, but she didn't care. they would heal. miss rox is family. she needed to find her. she needed to be sure the female was okay. she needed to help the female be okay. she needed the female to be here. so, she pushed on, despite her limitations. she had to, the way she saw it. and no one could stop her from it.
she honestly knew the chances of her finding the female were low. she knew perfectly well that she had little power over whether or not she would see her again. but, she had to try. she needed to believe that it could be done. she needed to believe she could do it. she needed to have hope that she would see miss roxanne again. she really didn't even care if she was the one who found her - she just needed her to return. she had basically broken apart when her papa temporarily died. she couldn't handle miss roxanne to disappear and never return. she would never know if she survived or not. she would never be able to repay her.
she had worn the bracelet and necklace miss rox had given her everyday since receiving them. she messed with them often and took very good care of them, being extremely careful with them. she read the letter she had received with them at least once a day and used it as inspiration to both work hard and search for the female. she needed to repay her. she needed to make her feel nice and enjoy herself and be okay. she needed her family to be okay. miss roxanne very much included.
she was taking a break now, seeing as she had nearly fallen flat on her face a moment ago. she had been looking around all day and night, and her body was not appreciative of it. it shook worse than before and she clearly appeared exhausted, hardly able to hold herself up. she had been sitting, hunched over when she noticed kal running towards something. her ears perked upward and she looked over in the direction the reptile was moving. she stared for a second, processing the image.
"hey...hey!!!" the girl screamed in realization, running over to miss roxanne. her body did not like that movement, though, and she would fall over just before reaching the female. ow. she huffed for a moment, shakily pushing herself up and attempting to hug the female. "i saw your w-wings...i kept looking but i couldn't find you!" her voice was out of breath and sad as she tried to explain. she closed her eyes, taking in sharp breaths. "it's okay, though. you're back. are you okay?? oh, i'm so glad you're back. everyone will be so happy to see you."
she honestly knew the chances of her finding the female were low. she knew perfectly well that she had little power over whether or not she would see her again. but, she had to try. she needed to believe that it could be done. she needed to believe she could do it. she needed to have hope that she would see miss roxanne again. she really didn't even care if she was the one who found her - she just needed her to return. she had basically broken apart when her papa temporarily died. she couldn't handle miss roxanne to disappear and never return. she would never know if she survived or not. she would never be able to repay her.
she had worn the bracelet and necklace miss rox had given her everyday since receiving them. she messed with them often and took very good care of them, being extremely careful with them. she read the letter she had received with them at least once a day and used it as inspiration to both work hard and search for the female. she needed to repay her. she needed to make her feel nice and enjoy herself and be okay. she needed her family to be okay. miss roxanne very much included.
she was taking a break now, seeing as she had nearly fallen flat on her face a moment ago. she had been looking around all day and night, and her body was not appreciative of it. it shook worse than before and she clearly appeared exhausted, hardly able to hold herself up. she had been sitting, hunched over when she noticed kal running towards something. her ears perked upward and she looked over in the direction the reptile was moving. she stared for a second, processing the image.
"hey...hey!!!" the girl screamed in realization, running over to miss roxanne. her body did not like that movement, though, and she would fall over just before reaching the female. ow. she huffed for a moment, shakily pushing herself up and attempting to hug the female. "i saw your w-wings...i kept looking but i couldn't find you!" her voice was out of breath and sad as she tried to explain. she closed her eyes, taking in sharp breaths. "it's okay, though. you're back. are you okay?? oh, i'm so glad you're back. everyone will be so happy to see you."
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.