05-26-2018, 09:54 AM
WHAT A PRIVILEGE IT IS TO LOVE — Jacob avoided fighting whenever possible. It wasn't that he wasn't any good at it or he didn't know how, in fact his big brother, Babbo, and Pa had made sure he'd know how to protect himself if the time ever came, but he was terrified of hurting anyone. That was why he'd always wanted to be a doctor above anything else. Their only job was to help people and, even if you couldn't help someone, hopefully you knew someone that could or you could do more research on the situation. They were never to do intentional harm to anyone and Jacob loved that. Now that he was more than just a doctor, though, he admittedly didn't really know what to do with himself. He wasn't sure if he should try to fight more or if he should just stay as he was. Right now there wasn't a real reason to fight anyone so he supposed he'd just wait until the need arose and hope for the best. There were just things about himself he didn't want his clanmates to know. Maybe here they didn't need to know about all the tribulations that'd come before his arrival in Snowbound. Maybe here no one needed to know that he knew how to hurt people, no one needed to know that was expected of him. Maybe here he could just be the person that helped everyone and did his best to make things right without resorting to violent means. It felt like an impossible dream but maybe he could make it possible. After all, even with all the issues of feral animals lately, they were relatively peaceful. They weren't fighting anything that was sentient and he hoped to keep things that way.
Jacob came across the sparring group and settled down. He wouldn't really appear like he was in any condition to give a proper fight, especially with people like Aizawa and Killua, given his legs weren't doing so well today anyway. They'd already been shaking a bit when he'd approached the group and, admittedly, he was glad to be sitting down now. Jacob wasn't too sure about the whole 'anything was allowed' rule but he supposed that, as both medic and leader, he'd step in just in case anything got too out of hand but he trusted that the two would be careful and skilled enough not to give each other any sort of major injury. So, the husky settled beside Valemon and looked on with the younger boy in interest. Still, he couldn't hide the concern that rose up in him as he watched. He just hoped everyone would be alright. They didn't need a major injury on top of everything else that was going on. —A GREAT HONOR TO HOLD YOU UP
Jacob came across the sparring group and settled down. He wouldn't really appear like he was in any condition to give a proper fight, especially with people like Aizawa and Killua, given his legs weren't doing so well today anyway. They'd already been shaking a bit when he'd approached the group and, admittedly, he was glad to be sitting down now. Jacob wasn't too sure about the whole 'anything was allowed' rule but he supposed that, as both medic and leader, he'd step in just in case anything got too out of hand but he trusted that the two would be careful and skilled enough not to give each other any sort of major injury. So, the husky settled beside Valemon and looked on with the younger boy in interest. Still, he couldn't hide the concern that rose up in him as he watched. He just hoped everyone would be alright. They didn't need a major injury on top of everything else that was going on. —A GREAT HONOR TO HOLD YOU UP
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