BUCKINGHAM PALACE IS MINE // Window's storage & thoughts

[ASMODEUS DI-ANGELO]

????? ??? ??? ?? ✭ it's not fun being lord of a dead planet ── ???'? ?? ?????? ?? ?? ??

how pleasant, this feeling
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dead. you feel dead inside, don't you?
he's gone, she's gone. the rest of them, too. leaving you alone, on this dead, lonely, cold world. you need to be doing something, don't you? you have a deadline tomorrow, don't you? she's coming tomorrow, isn't she?
don't you look forward to meeting her?
isn't she the only thing to look forward to?
do you not feel the passion?
the aggression?
do you not crave her presence, constantly?

i'm sorry
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did you not say once, that she was the only spark? the only thing that lights up this world?
yes, i recall you saying that.
who knows how she manages to get here.
even you can barely breathe here.
everything is dead, you are alone.
do you not wish to hear the larks sing, just once more?
or witness the supernova again?

touch my neck
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where did they go?
why did they go?

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you want me to stop?
to stop plaguing your thoughts, your memories?
i am merely speaking your thoughts out loud, and you know it.
you cannot silence me, i am the ashes, the volcano, the hurricane, the destructive force that lingers inside of you and you know that it is true. i am all around you, the only semi-living sentient around you. you cannot silence me.
why bother trying when we both know i do not exist?
i am merely a meek figment of your imagination.

the ashes fall slowly
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do not tell me what to do.
i have always been there, been around you. since they left, since he picked up another child.
i shouldn't talk about your father like that?
he is merely confused, just like you.
but now you have her, do you not?

i'll touch yours
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soon you will not have her anymore.
child.
do you not remember what happened?
do you not remember what will happen?
you know exactly what happens.
we have gone through this many a time, darling.

how it feels to rest on your patient lips
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what happened? do you even know?
i am not mocking you.
you are a god, this is your world, and yours alone.
i cannot rule it for you, i am just the voice that whispers in your mind. your consciousness, i suppose.
call me what you want, a leech a parasite a monster a demon a ghost a shadow.
i accept all of it. a leech? of your thoughts. a parasite? eating you from the inside out. a monster? urging and yearning for destruction, like you. a demon? destroying for my and your pleasure.  a ghost? haunting your dreams, giving you your nightmares. a shadow? plaguing your thoughts.
whatever you call me, i can match.

sunflowers
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passion, no?
oh look, she is here.
embrace her, go on.
do you feel how warm she is? does she feel how cold you are?
makes me wonder why she keeps returning to you.
what does she see in you?
surely not the stars in your world.
surely not the softness in your breath.
surely not the death in your gaze.
why?
what does she see in a god of a dead world?

to eternal bliss
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what is there to see?
oh look, she is leaving.
always here for so short.
her white pelt, white tail, brushing over your nose.
do you remember her?
do you remember being young?

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