12-29-2019, 11:41 PM
Vathmos had been gone. She wasn't proud of it. She missed her friends, but she hadn't been able to force herself to return. Friends? No. Wormwood had been her only real friend during her time in Tanglewood, and he was a lion.
She missed the companionship of the clan and trying to scavenge by herself had not treated her well. She had eaten many a rotten thing in the past months, and the maggots had disgusted her. Vathmos felt awful, and couldn't force herself to justify her reason for leaving any longer. She had left to find companionship, perhaps from other Hyenas, but she had struggled to find other tribes that would accept her the way Tanglewood did. When she tried to fight up the Hyena social ladder, it only left her with new scars and bite marks. Why did she even leave in the first place?
Vathmos had definitely lost weight since her departure, but her appearance was largely unchanged. Her fur had been turned a different shade of brown due to the pile of built up dirt and blood. Vathmos hunger had only grown more ravenous in her absence. Between the abject horror of watching hyenas eat eachother, and Vathmos still finding herself desensitized to the gore, she wondered if she would eat something alive again, and more importantly, who.
The morality of eating other creatures had never bothered her previously- in hyena culture, everyone was food. This was the way. You fought for your position and you ate whatever and whoever you could. Perhaps, the higher thinking creatures of her kind, had pondered if their prey had families.
That was stupid. Everything with blood was food.
She wanted to go home. Could she still consider Tanglewood home? She highly doubted that they would welcome her with anything but open arms. Did they deserve her? She hadn't come back for them. She had come back for food and a stable home. Tanglewood didn't know anything about Vathmos, except her hyena background and her hunger. She couldn't consider Tanglewood her friends if they didn't know her. Her eyes were directed at the ground and her head low in apparent weakness as her dirty paws trodded in the muddy swamp, adding a new layer of dirt to her body.
Perhaps, she had come back to see her friend. Vathmos wondered if she would stay or not. The pros certainly outweighed the cons. She wanted food, a warm place to stay, and to see if anyone had ruined her bone pile. She stopped, sniffing the border, recognizing the musky, swampy smell of Tanglewood. She sat down, and it turned into her laying on her stomach, head laying between her paws as she waited for someone to arrive.
She missed the companionship of the clan and trying to scavenge by herself had not treated her well. She had eaten many a rotten thing in the past months, and the maggots had disgusted her. Vathmos felt awful, and couldn't force herself to justify her reason for leaving any longer. She had left to find companionship, perhaps from other Hyenas, but she had struggled to find other tribes that would accept her the way Tanglewood did. When she tried to fight up the Hyena social ladder, it only left her with new scars and bite marks. Why did she even leave in the first place?
Vathmos had definitely lost weight since her departure, but her appearance was largely unchanged. Her fur had been turned a different shade of brown due to the pile of built up dirt and blood. Vathmos hunger had only grown more ravenous in her absence. Between the abject horror of watching hyenas eat eachother, and Vathmos still finding herself desensitized to the gore, she wondered if she would eat something alive again, and more importantly, who.
The morality of eating other creatures had never bothered her previously- in hyena culture, everyone was food. This was the way. You fought for your position and you ate whatever and whoever you could. Perhaps, the higher thinking creatures of her kind, had pondered if their prey had families.
That was stupid. Everything with blood was food.
She wanted to go home. Could she still consider Tanglewood home? She highly doubted that they would welcome her with anything but open arms. Did they deserve her? She hadn't come back for them. She had come back for food and a stable home. Tanglewood didn't know anything about Vathmos, except her hyena background and her hunger. She couldn't consider Tanglewood her friends if they didn't know her. Her eyes were directed at the ground and her head low in apparent weakness as her dirty paws trodded in the muddy swamp, adding a new layer of dirt to her body.
Perhaps, she had come back to see her friend. Vathmos wondered if she would stay or not. The pros certainly outweighed the cons. She wanted food, a warm place to stay, and to see if anyone had ruined her bone pile. She stopped, sniffing the border, recognizing the musky, swampy smell of Tanglewood. She sat down, and it turned into her laying on her stomach, head laying between her paws as she waited for someone to arrive.
━ [b]MY SKIN IS A STORY┆LONELY. CLINGY. HATEFUL. ━