09-07-2018, 08:22 PM
{ .:*・°☆ } i kept disappearing, it seemed. i chuckled to myself, rubbing my paw over my eyes as i rubbed the "sleep" out of them. 'you need to start focusing here, desboy. these people need you, but you also need them. pull yourself together.' rolling over onto my back, i let out a long sigh, enjoying the last moments i would spend in my room for this day.
i knew i had been missing so much, and yet i decided to stay inside. why? i didn't exactly know. the injures? but they had healed. was it perhaps those memories from the jungle juice still engraved in my mind? of course it was. though that had been over a month ago, i still had nightmares about them. about how i couldn't save my friends. and what was i doing here? nothing. when i could be helping out my friends here, too. sighing, i got to my paws, shaking out my luxurious fur as i passed by my sweater. i stopped for a moment, hesitating, as i looked at its torn remains. anger boiled within me as i thought back to that damned juice. if i hadn't been hallucinating in those last moments... i could've saved it. i could've saved myself from the scars that were now on my face, though not very visible anymore.
but my face didn't matter in this moment. what mattered was that the only way back to my best friends had been demolished. the thought of it tore me up inside, just like the sweater beside me. i had the sudden, strong urge to ball it up and toss it as far as i could out of my sight. but if there was any way for me to fix it, to go back, i had to keep it. i had to try to mend it again. and so, with that, i picked up my head and continued to walk towards my door, pushing it open as i took a deep breath of salty air.
putting my paw on the soft sand, my excitement dissolved my previous anger, as i quickly bounded outside like a playful child. my unique laugh echoed through the area, in which i began to run back to my house in an attempt to get something that could possibly help me float in the water, since i couldn't swim and was itching to do so.
but i suddenly heard something just outside of my house. i quickly became cautious, stopping for a moment as fear slowly ebbed through me. what was that weird noise? mustering up my courage, i decided i should investigate, though it was easy to tell i was afraid. going around the side of my hut, i was filled with surprise when i suddenly saw two small animals playing around in the sand, both a creamy white with black stripes running along their back and face. tilting my head, i moved forward, and they instantly stopped, having sensed my presence.
what were they doing here? they seemed so far from home... reaching out my paw, their cute little pink noses twitched, and i was able to tell that they were sugar gliders. becoming giddy, i started talking softly towards them, my posture relaxed and lowered as to not look frightening. "jag-eun geosdeul-eul dulyeowohaji mala. i'm here to help you. i'm a friend." i spoke, half in my native language, half in the language i grew to adopt and love.
and they seemed to notice my soft and welcoming tone. sniffing again with their small noses, they inched towards me, the same curiosity and fear reflecting in their eyes like mine. eventually, they were at my paw, where they stopped and looked up at me. giving a small smirk, i slowly lifted my paw, flinching as one hissed softly. hesitating, i tried again, but slower, gently petting one, and then the other. soon, they began to like me as well, and i could tell because they seemed just as relaxed as i had become.
a quiet, relieved laugh slipped past my lips as they crawled up my arm and onto my shoulders. it was odd they would do it so willingly, and yet they did, seeming to trust me more than i trusted them. grinning, i turned around, heading out from behind my hut as i thought. i obviously had to name them, didn't i? looking at the one on my left shoulder, i grinned. "you'll be odeng," and facing the one on his right, he laughed. "-and you'll be gookmal."
feeling satisfied with his names for the two, who seemed to chatter happily after being named, i felt happier than i had in a very long time. i guess it was time to start researching on some sugar gliders, then.
i knew i had been missing so much, and yet i decided to stay inside. why? i didn't exactly know. the injures? but they had healed. was it perhaps those memories from the jungle juice still engraved in my mind? of course it was. though that had been over a month ago, i still had nightmares about them. about how i couldn't save my friends. and what was i doing here? nothing. when i could be helping out my friends here, too. sighing, i got to my paws, shaking out my luxurious fur as i passed by my sweater. i stopped for a moment, hesitating, as i looked at its torn remains. anger boiled within me as i thought back to that damned juice. if i hadn't been hallucinating in those last moments... i could've saved it. i could've saved myself from the scars that were now on my face, though not very visible anymore.
but my face didn't matter in this moment. what mattered was that the only way back to my best friends had been demolished. the thought of it tore me up inside, just like the sweater beside me. i had the sudden, strong urge to ball it up and toss it as far as i could out of my sight. but if there was any way for me to fix it, to go back, i had to keep it. i had to try to mend it again. and so, with that, i picked up my head and continued to walk towards my door, pushing it open as i took a deep breath of salty air.
putting my paw on the soft sand, my excitement dissolved my previous anger, as i quickly bounded outside like a playful child. my unique laugh echoed through the area, in which i began to run back to my house in an attempt to get something that could possibly help me float in the water, since i couldn't swim and was itching to do so.
but i suddenly heard something just outside of my house. i quickly became cautious, stopping for a moment as fear slowly ebbed through me. what was that weird noise? mustering up my courage, i decided i should investigate, though it was easy to tell i was afraid. going around the side of my hut, i was filled with surprise when i suddenly saw two small animals playing around in the sand, both a creamy white with black stripes running along their back and face. tilting my head, i moved forward, and they instantly stopped, having sensed my presence.
what were they doing here? they seemed so far from home... reaching out my paw, their cute little pink noses twitched, and i was able to tell that they were sugar gliders. becoming giddy, i started talking softly towards them, my posture relaxed and lowered as to not look frightening. "jag-eun geosdeul-eul dulyeowohaji mala. i'm here to help you. i'm a friend." i spoke, half in my native language, half in the language i grew to adopt and love.
and they seemed to notice my soft and welcoming tone. sniffing again with their small noses, they inched towards me, the same curiosity and fear reflecting in their eyes like mine. eventually, they were at my paw, where they stopped and looked up at me. giving a small smirk, i slowly lifted my paw, flinching as one hissed softly. hesitating, i tried again, but slower, gently petting one, and then the other. soon, they began to like me as well, and i could tell because they seemed just as relaxed as i had become.
a quiet, relieved laugh slipped past my lips as they crawled up my arm and onto my shoulders. it was odd they would do it so willingly, and yet they did, seeming to trust me more than i trusted them. grinning, i turned around, heading out from behind my hut as i thought. i obviously had to name them, didn't i? looking at the one on my left shoulder, i grinned. "you'll be odeng," and facing the one on his right, he laughed. "-and you'll be gookmal."
feeling satisfied with his names for the two, who seemed to chatter happily after being named, i felt happier than i had in a very long time. i guess it was time to start researching on some sugar gliders, then.