⋆ — ❝ GOODBYE LULLABY(E) ✧˖ ˚

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[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Considering Finnishwars is the God of balance, retribution, revenge, while Cainsmark is the Demigod of chaos, I'm thinking of making Ayon a Demigod ( of fate, destiny, falling stars, and decaying flesh ), however, he is still a Mortal due to Sola being a Mortal, so the chance of him being so is a bit higher than otherwise, given a option for him to become a ( Dream ) Demon and gain immortality at the end of his current arc.

Either I add them on here or make a different post about it, once I gather everything in mind, because wow, is Ayon's identity a damn mess, I'll need to whip out them good notes on him being a Demigod.

[guppy]

!! ahhh i wasn't sure whether or not i should track this bc i didn't wanna mess up this pure perfection, but glad i'm here
i'm ayon's #1 fan and i'll fight for the title alright. i love my son ayon and my child dev <33
also i dunno if my old discord sent my messages to you?? sometimes it says it did and other times it says to retry sending it and im bamboozled. but pls spam my new discord with ayon facts and plots bc i live on it

i also was uh,,,, expressing my love for shane in the sent/unsent discord messages and how i always thrived for a demon! shane character i once had so many notes for such a character but scrapped them bc i felt like i wouldn't play him properly, so imma just eye the demon bf plotline for now ; o

[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Heyyy, your presence have certainly blessed Ayon's storage; I'm so glad you decided to hop on the choo choo!! And, awe, we love ya too, Pupper!! (≧▽≦) <33
Ahh, no, I haven't received any of your messages, but that's okay, I'll just roll by your new Discord, and omg, yes, I will! Though, you're also absolutely free to gush about ya Boy and any other creations you have to me because, y'know, I'm a Hoe for your creativity and passion acfsffh but yeah!! I'm always open to hear ya spilling dem good G o o d content to me!! <333

Your love for Shane was too much for Discord to handle, so it couldn't be sent svhsghs anyway, same hat! Ooo, I would love to see what you had; you always have the best ideas all around ;v;

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[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]I just realized Ayon's main nickname is literally one letter off from Ryan, I'm wheezing

[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"][align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify"]Smile when you're not afraid to die
but I'm afraid with each goodbye ✧

[align=right][i]✧ And If I cover you
Say you will cover me

Hello! So, I have this cryptic star boy here who have a Wild as heck long-term plot happening, and for it to end on an extremely well note, as to make it more easier for me, I have a plot character, who will be Ayon's best friend and eventually his boyfriend, I'm hoping for someone to write with me.

Please note that this plot have dark themes present, as it mainly involves deaths, as it will be explored through many kinds that may be sensitive to you, such as suicide, cancer, murder, etc; and will have other sensitive details to the plot, such as homo/biphobia, child abuse, etc. If you think you can't make it through, then I highly suggest not applying for your own sake.

Other than this plot being quite dark, it's?? pretty complicated?? At least I think so. But it got Ayon; angst, supernatural—especially, ghosts and Demons; crimes; deaths; reincarnation; soulmate concepts; time; zodiac; friendships to lovers; it's a whole package of something! Though, please don't hesitate to ask me if you have any questions or concerns because I probably screwed something up and made a mess or missed a few holes to fill without realizing because there's so much details for me to keep up, so, sishiaj yeah!

Now, let's dive into the plot, which, boy, are we going on in a ride:

Trigger warnings located on 2nd paragraph above spoiler:

It started off a long, long time ago.

On March 26, xxxx, there was a human child who was the embodiment of Aries: all enthusiastic and hotheaded. They were born seeing black and white, only to gain colours when they meet their soulmate, said their parents. They happened to have a relatively normal life until they met a Demon. They were enemies as they threw insults at each other and they jabbed at each other to provoke them. Though, the Demon found themself wanting to be with the child longer than they planned because of how ridiculous they were, providing much entertainment for them to stick around more. So, the child grew, and the Demon stayed with them. They eventually became best friends and even lovers when the child, now a young adult, confessed their love to the Demon and the Demon returned their feelings to them. However, if there's a love story with a Human and a Demon, of course, tragedy will hit, and so, it did.

"You are strong," said the Demon when they saw their lover crying one night. // 'I was strong,' thought the Human before a baseball bat struck right to the center of their brain on March 26, xxxx; 11:23pm.

In the Demon's point of view, as they watched the Aries child grew, they gradually gained colours. They asked the Mortal if they could see any colours, but they said they was still seeing in monochrome. The Demon felt the other was lying and only assumed they didn't like to see them as their soulmate, which they didn't blame them ( but after the Mortal confessed their love to them, they were baffled the Mortal didn't choose to follow the function of the soulmate and wanted to be with them ).

The moment the Mortal was dying, however, the Demon slowly lost the colours and be put in the world of black and white once again, while in the Mortal's perspective, they were gaining colours. What they both didn't know is because the Demon is in fact a Demon, with their dark energy and auras, it messes up the function of soulmate, so instead of the Mortal seeing colours for the first time they saw the Demon, unlike vice versa, it's their last.

On April 26, xxxx, there was a child who was the embodiment of Taurus; all loving and stubborn. When they were an adult, they met a Demon who was hurting and bitter. Despite the Demon's rude and snarky attitude, they took care of them and treated the Demon with affection. The Demon knew this person was the same as who they lost years ago since their first interaction, but they stayed quiet. As the Demon couldn't bring themself to tell them, part of them thought maybe it would've been for the best if they chose not to say anything about the reincarnation for both of their sakes. It didn't matter either way when this Mortal was most likely going to leave them like their previous incarnation. They did.

"You are right," said the Demon when they were being vented to from the Mortal about how their abusive parents always reminded them they were right, and them, as their child, was always wrong.  // 'I was right,' thought the Mortal before the hands of their creators took their life away on April 26, xxxx; 11:24am

Then, it goes on repeating. Repeating. Repeating.

May 26, xxxx ( Gemini )  — "You are understood"
"I was understood" — May 26, xxxx; executed with a Rack torture device; 11:25am

June 26, xxxx ( Cancer )  — "You are needed"
"I was needed" — June 26, xxxx; died from breast cancer; 11:26pm

July 26, xxxx ( Leo )  — "You are loved"
"I was loved" — July 26, xxxx; text; was set on fire; 11:27pm

August 26, xxxx ( Virgo )  — "You are worth it"
"I was worth it" — August 26, xxxx; poisoned; 11:28am

September 26, xxxx ( Libra )  — "You are appreciated"
"I was appreciated" — September 26, xxxx; committed suicide; 11:29pm

October 26, xxxx ( Scorpio )  — "You are safe"
"I was safe" — October 26, xxxx; text; blood loss from giving birth; 11:30pm

November 26, xxxx ( Sagittarius )  — "You are free"
"I was free" — November 26, xxxx; stabbed to death; 11:31pm

December 26, xxxx ( Capricorn )  — "You are deserving"
"I was deserving" — December 26, xxxx; fell from high altitude; 11:32am

January 26, xxxx ( Aquarius )  — "You are one of a kind"
"I was one of a kind" — January 26, xxxx; text; died from cardiac arrest; 11:33am

February 26, xxxx ( Pisces ) — "You are good enough"
"I was good enough" — February 26, xxxx; drowned; 11:34pm

On the twelfth hour, just half of an hour since the Mortal's twelfth incarnation was gone, they decided to give up and let their Mortal, if they were to be reincarnated once more, have their peaceful life without them being involved. Could they make the Mortal an Immortal so they wouldn't ever lose them again, but the thought of them having to suffer so much and not dying for the longest time like them horrified them.

Therefore, they took out their eyes, so they could no longer see the colours coming to them with the tragic memories, and moved on as they decided to get themself into making contracts while traveling through many dimensions to help them block everything about the Mortal and what they had together. It worked, only until they came to the dimension that made them turn into an animal while losing most of their powers, and where Ayon happened to be born on March 26, 2018, 13 days after the Demon's arrival: their one and only Mortal's thirteenth and possibly final incarnation.

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Ayon accidentally summons the Demon one day when he's bored out of his mind and uses a stick to doodle on the ground with rocks around it before he accidentally cuts himself. When the Demon asks him what he wants, he only says he wants a friend because he doesn't have anyone but his family, and asks them if they're seeking to be his friend. They can be like "ehhhh", but he accepts the answer anyway as he'll be okay with that. The Demon will know who the Rosebloods are due to them being around in the dimension for a while, so knowing the concept of Daemons from their religion, they lie to Ayon saying they is so to intimidate him and he wouldn't want to interact with them anymore, but, while Ayon will be sort of convinced, because his curiosity can lead to danger and he believes not everyone is bad, he's...there with them still and, well, just wanna chill with them, if they're not up for any interactions.

After their first interaction, Ayon will summon them during nighttime everyday, and the Demon takes the gesture quite strange because they're so used to being called for the summoner's own advantages, as they're never viewed any more or less but just something who can make things happen. Therefore, the fact they're being summoned just because Ayon wants them to do whatever he have in store for the day that they won't mind partaking, or just having a silent moment together, is unusual, but after being summoned by them few more times, they start to look forward to seeing him again and start visiting him without being summoned.

As time progresss, the Demon will notice Ayon will be lacking sleep due to the dreams he have, which are based on his incarnations' past. They try prompt him to speak about it, but he's only brief about it, which upsets the Demon. Though, on March, 2019, this is when things starts to get extremely messy because it'd be close to finishing the main plot: Ayon realizes he have to get himself closely killed in the same scenario as his part incarnations, or have a specific body part of his almost destroyed, in a very specific time and place, otherwise something bad ( I haven't figured this part yet—maybe a Daemon wanting to take their soul? ) will happen to him. The Demon doesn't notice Ayon have been doing this to himself until they finds out he's planning to drown himself after he falls off the cliff, which is his final step.

However, the Demon tries to stop Ayon and explain everything that happened to him with the fact he reincarnated and left them, his former boyfriend, twelve times. Before Ayon can say anything to them, his time was up, and something happens that results him dying. Ayon wants to make a contract with the Demon so he can become a Demon and dodge death more easier for them, but the Demon refuses to do it because they fear Ayon will experience all of the suffering and hate they have to go through for being a Demon. Ayon insists on doing it, and they give up. When the Demon asks him what he wants, he tells them to push him off of the cliff with a promise they'll be together forever, and they don't have to say goodbye again.

They kiss with their lips bitten for their blood to be together in order for the contract to be done with Ayon's fate sealed, and the Demon pushes Ayon to the ocean for him to be taken away by the Hellhounds to Hell. Because Ayon will turn into a Demon like them, and it fully breaks the soulmate's function between them, so both of them will forever experience seeing in black and white until they die and finally be at peace. It's something, at least.

Additional small plots:

— The Demon teaches Ayon how to fight and defend himself, pretty much be his mentor. If you make them have medical skills, they can teach him that also.
— Ayon will encounter an actual Daemon and nearly gets killed, and, maybe depending where his personality stands at the time, either it will go with him not wanting to contact with the Demon anymore and shun them without letting them know because he was told they're a Daemon, to prevent from being killed by someone who he himself adores; or he confronts them about it. Can go both, but leaning a bit towards the latter.
— Ayon forces the Demon to keep his right eye for them to see, which once the Demon inserts it in his socket, the shapeshift will turn active for them to actually use the eye because Realism ( in a way ). Either the colours he'd be seeing is in monochrome or full colours is up to you.
— The Demon gives Ayon a journal book for him to help him keep track of the events, lessons he was taught about, anything important to him.
— There's going to be a bunch more as the main plot goes, but!!

Here are some of the requirements and things to keep note of ( there's probably few here, but here's the general ones ):

Spoiler:

— I honestly prefer if you're very familiar with Buzzfeed Unsolved; Ayon is inspired by Ryan Bergera, and I hope to have the Demon character to be written with a vibe of Shane Madej, otherwise I probably won't be too interested of the plot than I hope, but if I'm desperate enough, I'll accept those who's not familiar with the webseries. For those who apply and are familiar with it, really, the character's personality don't have to be a lot like Shane's, as Ayon's personality is barely similar to Ryan's. The character is only described as them being a Demon, formerly an Angel, who is a male asshole who doesn't like to make friends and finds amusement in people being annoyed at him. Everything else about him overall, even his entire backstory—from before he enters BoB's universe and after—besides what's been told in the spoiler, is entirely up to you, so go wild! Though, I think it'd make more sense if the Demon character changes their name throughout the centuries as to adapt to both the time period and the location until they reach to the BoB's universe.

— I also highly prefer if your writing is semi-advanced. My muse with Ayon is pretty up at that level, and it's quite draining if I always get replies that are less than a paragraph.

— Activity is a huge thing for me. Of course, everyone have their own life to focus on, and that's totally okay, which do look after yourself before anything else, but this plot means a lot to me, as I put a lot of effort into it, and it's probably the one and only plot I'm extremely proud of making. It gets...uncomfortable, for a lack of better word, and a bit a killer to my motivation, if the character gets dropped off frequently, if ya get me? So I don't recommend applying if you want to, but uncertain you can actually write the character and get into the plot for long. For any reasons, don't hesitate to let me know if you want to drop the character, but keep in mind they will be rehomed with whatever details you give to them, so, again, be certain of what you're getting yourself into. I will not rehome them if you're not active with them after at least three weeks without notifying me, but I will ask you if you're still planning to write with them or not, which I expect an honest answer.

— Because Ayon's relationship with the Demon character is extremely important, there will be a lot of interactions between them, which aghsgsab we're gonna have a lot of dumb to serious threads with them, so get yourself ready if you're on board, lmfao

— The Demon will lose their powers when they enter the BoB's dimension except for teleportation and shapeshift. I will be purchasing the teleportation after the Demon character gets adopted out and send it to you, as for shapeshift, I'll purchase it at some point because at least for the plot it's not important at the moment; I recently signed up the site, so I don't have much to give. Unless you want to buy the powers yourself, you're free to do that. The character is allowed to have any powers as long as it can be found in the shop.

— I would like the Demon character to reside in the Rosebloods or Typhoon ( since I believe they're allies now ) for easier interactions, but you're free to put him in any groups/clans!!

Here is the form! I don't know when will I pick the roleplayer, depending on the amount of interests, I might choose on August 15th because I'm impatient and really want to get this kicking up, yeeet but I hope this plot is something that is intriguing and thank you so much for taking the time to read this helluva mess!! <33 (≧▽≦)

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[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Gonna get that plot thread kickin' up, and I'm crossing my fingers someone will be actually interested in applying like Please

O o f

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[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Just reference notes on what Ayon's room look like. There's probably a few more, but here's this at the moment.

— One would describe the vibe his room holds is "chill" and "calming"; the walls are painted light blue, while at the corners close to his bed, there are a couple of white paw prints Ayon puts on to measure his paws for him to see how much he grows and checks it once a week or two. There are fairy lights hung across them and glow in the dark stars sticking against the ceilings with the help of his parents. It brings a comfortable atmosphere to which Ayon highly enjoys. Besides the library where he can seek himself into the world of fairytales, and the secret place solely for him and his brother, Night, to go to for stargazing, his room is where he often goes to.
— It's important to be aware Ayon doesn't like when others touch his stuff, not because he's afraid they would ruin something or he's possessive of his belongings, but because he always expect this particular item is where he himself places it, but not seeing it there and can't recall the last time he sees the items will often result him panicking and become stressed or overwhelmed. Therefore, his room is extremely organized and cleaned; he uses boxes in shades that are completely different from each other for certain items he puts in; have shelves for comic and children books he got from the library; and have a table for him to study and do his art protects. He tries not to own too many stuff to prevent himself being overwhelmed with keeping track on everything, but, him wanting to collect a lot of things in the future, he'll just need to get himself another room for his whole collections.
— He actually owns a bunkbed just beside his window, which is funny because he often sleeps on a small cushion that is on the window ledge or floor, depending his mood, and he doesn't sleep on the top bed either because he's not well skilled to reach at a higher level. Though, it can also be considered sad he doesn't have someone to sleep with, and seeing the furniture is supposed to be for two, it is reserved for him sleeping with someone who he views special to him.
— The room's main lights are rarely used. He dislikes it and rather uses the fairylights only because they're less harsher and brighter to go through.

[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Some certain stuff Ayon will be collecting as few of his special interests when he gets a bit older ( more tba ):
— Anything Pokémon related—mainly the cards and toys of them. The designs of the pocket monsters looks fascinating and he just finds them delightful to look at, even if he doesn't know nor understand the details of them and what are their purpose of existing. His favourite ones are honestly anyone that are dark and ghost types.
— Rock and minerals. Despite seeing in monochrome, he does love the fact they have in various patterns and sizes, and he just thinks it's cool to collect.
— Stickers. He won't know a lot of references, but there's something about them he finds delight in collecting and seeing all of the stickers together at once.

Looking at this list, it's pretty much him being, "I don't know what these are and their purpose, but they look cool, so Imma keep them", and honestly? what a Mood

[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]Ayon is such a shy baby when it comes to this, but coming across with almost everyone, he lets out a cold and quiet, but bits of the edges sweet, "pretty".

As a child, specifically one who had done barely exploring outside his room until three months later, he easily finds beauty in those he meets. It takes little for him to be fascinated and amazed at what life has to offer. With people in this case, he always wants to know who they are, knowing everyone is their very own being, which the idea of it is marvelous; curiosity is one of his most notable traits.

Continuing on, he is always looking forward to meet new people, which one of the reasons is noting their appearances. Ayon is the type of individual who associates people with certain things to help him remember them. Despite him seeing only in monochrome, the sizes, marks, patterns, etc, of people still makes up at least few of the joy for him to take. He's grateful he's not blind, so there's that.

I think he'll be like this...forever, because life is really something, and I believe he'll eventually develop a belief that no matter what, life always have something new and different for him to see, even after million of years. Again, as now, he's easy to be fascinated over people, and he'll probably will be still in the future.

I'm just imaging Ayon being way too easy to have a crush on someone because he's a lowkey lovey dovey baby too, so when he gets older, he stumbles across literally everyone who's about his age, he'll be like, "Wow, I'm Gay". anjshjsisi

[SAYØNARALULLABY]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]It's a big ol' Fact Ayon have a bucket list specifically for getting piggyback rides from others, either in Rosebloods or outside the group because he loves getting them so much

Family.
— Sola Mortem
— Finnishwars
— Cainsmark Pendragon
— Charon Mortem
— Malkyn Rhodes
— Talia Rhodes-Pendragon

Rosebloods.
— Jiyu Simul Stamus
— Peytriiving Pendragon
— Prestige Nocte-Maestus
— Felix Valerius

Typhoon.
— Pincher Roux
— Lucifer Grimm