07-31-2018, 11:33 PM
[align=center][div style="0px; width:450px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px; color:black;"]The sun was starting to set, casting the sky in brilliant oranges and reds, some soft and mellow pinks bleeding through. It could have been described as the sky bleeding but then again that would be too morbid for some. Her eyes were a little hollow today, probably because she wasn't getting enough sleep again though when did she ever actually sleep? She hadn't sense she had been reborn so to speak. Sleep evaded her though it was because of reasons she didn't want to speak of to anyone but think about it was a different story altogether. It happened every time she closed her eyes and let the darkness envelop her. The presence of sleep settling around her comfortably before a sudden terror would seize her body and a weight felt like it was holding her down. That tree so pale and so pristine in white would appear before her and she'd have to bite down her own cheek just to force herself to open her eyes again. The image would stay burned in her retinas as if she couldn't look away. Left her gasping and she had to believe to herself that this was a waking nightmare. Perhaps because of the fact that she had died?
The woman had never said anything about what she had experienced upon passing. Didn't think it was important to talk about it but maybe she was wrong. That tree stayed with her after she had come back. It was the first thing she had seen when she had died and presumably crossed over and the last thing before she was pulled back. It haunted her and yet she didn't and couldn't understand why. Deep amber eyes lifted up and she noticed the first star of the night time sky. Some said to make a wish when the first star appeared and she huffed at her own thoughts before she closed her eyes and took a deep breath in before releasing it. Snapping her eyes open as she watched the star, the dark and graceful feline would shake her head a little bit. "I wish....that my father never started Project Freelancer and that none of us were just his canon fodder." A pointless wish that wouldn't change the past but still one she found herself wishing heavily that it would come true. Turning her gaze from the sky the last remnants of sunlight glowed warmly over the earth and that was when something caught her attention. It seemed to be high reflective to bounce off the dulling rays of the sun and she tilted her head.
There was a curiosity there and she forced herself to her paws, easily making her way down the slop and away from the Observatory. It took little to no time before she found herself staring into the depths of the Star Pool. Her eyes squinted then, tail lashing back and forth as she leaned forward a bit and touched the surface of the water with a soft tap of her paw. It sent ripples lacing across the surface and she frowned a bit. Was it just this lake? She didn't know but the light was waning and she needed to at least get back to patrol the perimeter of the outpost and make sure everyone was safe for the night. She owed the civilians that at least but nothing more. She was about to turn away when a strange pattern danced just underneath the surface of the water and she found her hollow looking eyes focusing more on the pattern before suddenly she leaped into the water. Her legs thrashed and kicked before she jerked her head down below the surface. A moment passed, then another, and another and there was no movement in the water for a longer moment still and then, suddenly splashing up came the obsidian serval with her paws wrapped around something. It was bigger than herself for sure and she had to use her back legs in order to reach the shore. Half drowned she threw herself on the ground still cradling the object against herself as she spat up water. It was round, and of a blue hue that was unrecognizable. The visor was dull and dead, no lights flicking on to read anything but she knew what it was and she smiled a little to herself. It was her helmet.
The woman had never said anything about what she had experienced upon passing. Didn't think it was important to talk about it but maybe she was wrong. That tree stayed with her after she had come back. It was the first thing she had seen when she had died and presumably crossed over and the last thing before she was pulled back. It haunted her and yet she didn't and couldn't understand why. Deep amber eyes lifted up and she noticed the first star of the night time sky. Some said to make a wish when the first star appeared and she huffed at her own thoughts before she closed her eyes and took a deep breath in before releasing it. Snapping her eyes open as she watched the star, the dark and graceful feline would shake her head a little bit. "I wish....that my father never started Project Freelancer and that none of us were just his canon fodder." A pointless wish that wouldn't change the past but still one she found herself wishing heavily that it would come true. Turning her gaze from the sky the last remnants of sunlight glowed warmly over the earth and that was when something caught her attention. It seemed to be high reflective to bounce off the dulling rays of the sun and she tilted her head.
There was a curiosity there and she forced herself to her paws, easily making her way down the slop and away from the Observatory. It took little to no time before she found herself staring into the depths of the Star Pool. Her eyes squinted then, tail lashing back and forth as she leaned forward a bit and touched the surface of the water with a soft tap of her paw. It sent ripples lacing across the surface and she frowned a bit. Was it just this lake? She didn't know but the light was waning and she needed to at least get back to patrol the perimeter of the outpost and make sure everyone was safe for the night. She owed the civilians that at least but nothing more. She was about to turn away when a strange pattern danced just underneath the surface of the water and she found her hollow looking eyes focusing more on the pattern before suddenly she leaped into the water. Her legs thrashed and kicked before she jerked her head down below the surface. A moment passed, then another, and another and there was no movement in the water for a longer moment still and then, suddenly splashing up came the obsidian serval with her paws wrapped around something. It was bigger than herself for sure and she had to use her back legs in order to reach the shore. Half drowned she threw herself on the ground still cradling the object against herself as she spat up water. It was round, and of a blue hue that was unrecognizable. The visor was dull and dead, no lights flicking on to read anything but she knew what it was and she smiled a little to herself. It was her helmet.