01-22-2021, 01:58 PM
DEAR FRIEND as you know, your flowers are withering
your mother's gone insane, your leaves have drifted away.
but the clouds are clearing up
and i've come reveling, burning incandescently,
like a bastard on the burning sea.
your mother's gone insane, your leaves have drifted away.
but the clouds are clearing up
and i've come reveling, burning incandescently,
like a bastard on the burning sea.
Technically it was no longer the female's birthday, given she'd been in Tanglewood the day of, but the tigress didn't plan on using that as an excuse to not get the other anything. A lot has happened since the two had wrote letters to one another, spent their time together in the swamp, since they'd started to admit something they couldn't quite deny. Their seeds had been planted, and while one's flower had been damaged beyond repair, the two still prevailed, managed to find a bloom blossom together despite it. The tigress had met many faces, spoke to many individuals, and watched many different reactions to the news of her lost memory. She'd many different familiarities, feelings she'd discover simply from speaking to others, things she could taste but not quite grasp, but how she'd felt towards Sophiea was certainly different than any other she'd found. The overwhelming hidden guilt wasn't present when she spoke to the other. It was easy to be whoever she was in the present moment.
If Goldie had been asked before, how she felt about love, how it felt, she would have given a very blunt reply. It gave purpose, relief, and a warmth that could not be replicated, but it also brought terror, and tragedy, one that couldn't be fixed. Though they shared a kiss, and mutual feelings, the female had still been horrified to realize the feeling, even if she'd not quite gotten the chance to properly speak about it before the associations of it all had been taken away, all at once. It was a blessing in disguise for this reason, that this did happen. It was likely that otherwise, the heartbreak would have held the other back too much, that she wouldn't have been able to bring herself to get closer despite any other desires. But the memory was gone, and all that was left were stories, and a faint tragedy, a faint dread she didn't know how to describe nor did she have to focus on. Now, all she had to worry over was whether or not the feline would like the present she'd set up for her, that she was okay to feel the way she did, that the other reciprocated the care.
She could only hope the female did, given she seemed interested in at least spending time with the tigress. Goldie couldn't deny the feelings had been brought on from memories she couldn't remember, from someone she'd used to be, and, well, from the other's overall appearance. Perhaps it was a shallow reasoning, overall, to love someone based off things you couldn't really explain, but it'd grown beyond, and she would not let go of it, not run from it. How exactly she could manage to illustrate her feelings, she didn't know, but she decided she would simply keeping doing it as she'd done before. Simply show her love in her own way.
The female had been fortunate that Diya owned such a set, otherwise she wasn't quite sure how she'd be able to repay whoever ended up having one she'd take. Not everyone was interested in receiving payments of paintings in trade, and while she was certain she'd a large supply of treasures in both the captain's quarters and her old hut, she wasn't sure she was quite ready to try and approach either any time soon to figure out what of value she owned. Thankfully, however, she hadn't needed to look far, and she was able to get a tea set she thought was quite beautiful, personally. And so, the female had been setting it up that afternoon, quietly humming to herself within the hut Sophiea had chosen for herself. The other should be coming back soon, and so she wanted her to be able to walk in to everything already ready to go.
Unfortunately, the tigress wasn't certain on how to make tea, and she didn't want to make it by herself in fear of her head acting up and her potentially burning herself or spilling it in the process, so instead she went for the next best thing: apple juice. It wasn't traditional by any means, but it at least tasted nice, and was personalized in the sense that it was something Goldie liked a lot. Once she'd filled the tea kettle with it, she would take it over to the table, setting out two cups on their respective plate holders and carefully fill them with the juice. She decided to place a hibiscus flower in the center of it as a finishing touch, then would move herself over to a chair to sit and wait for the other to arrive home. Perhaps she'd read a book while she waited, if it took too long.
[member=16079]S. PENDRAGON[/member]
If Goldie had been asked before, how she felt about love, how it felt, she would have given a very blunt reply. It gave purpose, relief, and a warmth that could not be replicated, but it also brought terror, and tragedy, one that couldn't be fixed. Though they shared a kiss, and mutual feelings, the female had still been horrified to realize the feeling, even if she'd not quite gotten the chance to properly speak about it before the associations of it all had been taken away, all at once. It was a blessing in disguise for this reason, that this did happen. It was likely that otherwise, the heartbreak would have held the other back too much, that she wouldn't have been able to bring herself to get closer despite any other desires. But the memory was gone, and all that was left were stories, and a faint tragedy, a faint dread she didn't know how to describe nor did she have to focus on. Now, all she had to worry over was whether or not the feline would like the present she'd set up for her, that she was okay to feel the way she did, that the other reciprocated the care.
She could only hope the female did, given she seemed interested in at least spending time with the tigress. Goldie couldn't deny the feelings had been brought on from memories she couldn't remember, from someone she'd used to be, and, well, from the other's overall appearance. Perhaps it was a shallow reasoning, overall, to love someone based off things you couldn't really explain, but it'd grown beyond, and she would not let go of it, not run from it. How exactly she could manage to illustrate her feelings, she didn't know, but she decided she would simply keeping doing it as she'd done before. Simply show her love in her own way.
The female had been fortunate that Diya owned such a set, otherwise she wasn't quite sure how she'd be able to repay whoever ended up having one she'd take. Not everyone was interested in receiving payments of paintings in trade, and while she was certain she'd a large supply of treasures in both the captain's quarters and her old hut, she wasn't sure she was quite ready to try and approach either any time soon to figure out what of value she owned. Thankfully, however, she hadn't needed to look far, and she was able to get a tea set she thought was quite beautiful, personally. And so, the female had been setting it up that afternoon, quietly humming to herself within the hut Sophiea had chosen for herself. The other should be coming back soon, and so she wanted her to be able to walk in to everything already ready to go.
Unfortunately, the tigress wasn't certain on how to make tea, and she didn't want to make it by herself in fear of her head acting up and her potentially burning herself or spilling it in the process, so instead she went for the next best thing: apple juice. It wasn't traditional by any means, but it at least tasted nice, and was personalized in the sense that it was something Goldie liked a lot. Once she'd filled the tea kettle with it, she would take it over to the table, setting out two cups on their respective plate holders and carefully fill them with the juice. She decided to place a hibiscus flower in the center of it as a finishing touch, then would move herself over to a chair to sit and wait for the other to arrive home. Perhaps she'd read a book while she waited, if it took too long.
[member=16079]S. PENDRAGON[/member]
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.