12-25-2018, 08:26 PM
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Since joining the site when it first loaded up, and having been there during the earlier days of its creation, I never suspected that I would tire of it so soon despite my on/off relationship with it. For a time it felt like the first home that I had since FF, and I was grateful for the opportunity to help out when it was a baby.
Unfortunately, I had yet to completely integrate myself into the community as it wasn't my cup of tea. Issues popped up and I never truly felt apart of it and I experienced that loss every time I logged on. While it caused me several misgivings, it was never truly worth the emotional turmoil, and so now I am leaving to respect my own wishes. I would respectfully rather not stay in a place where I both feel no apparent attachment to the community or feel as if I'm particularly wanted.
I joined this site for second chances as was advertised and received none. This blame does not fall on the staff, as that is out of their control. This is not a rant about them, or a rant in general, just a first-hand experience and plea for the community to do better and rid themselves of any pre-conceived notions they have of others. I would think that as a people we would strive to not repeat the mistakes of other platforms having all been through it before. I do not want history to repeat itself on BoB, as it is young, growing, and has a lot of potential.
This is a criticism. I wish I could stay to help, but I believe a barrier preventing me from doing that is my past. This is me accepting that it is apart of me and I will now focus on becoming an adult where I was once a child. It took this place to realize this, and I have marked it sourly with a leaving thread, and for that I apologize. I wish it could be different.
In the hope that many will take my advice and do better, I am giving out gems. I have 171k. Just post below stating interest and i'll give them out. I no longer need them.
Lastly, I want to thank a few people for bringing me joy. [member=107]OrionDoggo[/member] [member=1536]TOBOGRINCH[/member] [member=3]Cakie ![/member] [member=18]tricky.[/member] [member=47]persia.[/member] I appreciate you all and I hope you do well for yourselves in the future because you deserve it. All of you taught me to take happiness where it counted in small measures and it's helped a lot. <3
If you want to contact me, my discord is carkus #7601. I'm here if you need to talk, or want support for anything; even if we do not know each other personally.
Good-bye!
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Since joining the site when it first loaded up, and having been there during the earlier days of its creation, I never suspected that I would tire of it so soon despite my on/off relationship with it. For a time it felt like the first home that I had since FF, and I was grateful for the opportunity to help out when it was a baby.
Unfortunately, I had yet to completely integrate myself into the community as it wasn't my cup of tea. Issues popped up and I never truly felt apart of it and I experienced that loss every time I logged on. While it caused me several misgivings, it was never truly worth the emotional turmoil, and so now I am leaving to respect my own wishes. I would respectfully rather not stay in a place where I both feel no apparent attachment to the community or feel as if I'm particularly wanted.
I joined this site for second chances as was advertised and received none. This blame does not fall on the staff, as that is out of their control. This is not a rant about them, or a rant in general, just a first-hand experience and plea for the community to do better and rid themselves of any pre-conceived notions they have of others. I would think that as a people we would strive to not repeat the mistakes of other platforms having all been through it before. I do not want history to repeat itself on BoB, as it is young, growing, and has a lot of potential.
This is a criticism. I wish I could stay to help, but I believe a barrier preventing me from doing that is my past. This is me accepting that it is apart of me and I will now focus on becoming an adult where I was once a child. It took this place to realize this, and I have marked it sourly with a leaving thread, and for that I apologize. I wish it could be different.
In the hope that many will take my advice and do better, I am giving out gems. I have 171k. Just post below stating interest and i'll give them out. I no longer need them.
Lastly, I want to thank a few people for bringing me joy. [member=107]OrionDoggo[/member] [member=1536]TOBOGRINCH[/member] [member=3]Cakie ![/member] [member=18]tricky.[/member] [member=47]persia.[/member] I appreciate you all and I hope you do well for yourselves in the future because you deserve it. All of you taught me to take happiness where it counted in small measures and it's helped a lot. <3
If you want to contact me, my discord is carkus #7601. I'm here if you need to talk, or want support for anything; even if we do not know each other personally.
Good-bye!
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[sub]gone. just checkin in once and a while.[/sub]
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